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3- Unknowingly
I growled in extreme consternation, knowing that I am stuck in a very bad position because I know I cannot reject her for the sake of the pack and I cannot live my life with her. The dreams I treasure in my heart shattered to pieces, the emotions of love I used to imagine burned to ashes. The tombs of devotion turned dusty.Everything fell apart before it could even start. It was no less than a curse.
I grit my teeth and not being able to bear this burning rage inside me I began to throw things around in my room. I cursed loudly and broke everything that came to my hand. A deep pain inflicted on me and broke me apart. Heartache pushed me in those bottomless pits of turmoil. Why are all despairs in my fate? I don’t know what I should do, just a sensation of hurt left in me. What I strive to receive becomes a curse for me. Why is this blasphemous with me? I, who hate humans and now destined with one. Was my
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