Chapter 48

When Kendrick and I broke up, there's so much realization hits me. Unlike when Luhennce and I broke up.

Luhennce maybe my first love, but Kendrick taught me so much in life. Nang dumating siya, maraming nagbago, he challenges the bad sides of me that I don't know anymore the difference between love and obsession. But with the help of Sabria, I find it out. Kung hindi pa dumating si Kendrick hindi ko maiisip na I was just obsessed over Luhennce, dahil nasanay na ako sa presence niya, nasanay ako na ako lagi ang inuuna, nasanay ako na lahat ng gusto ko nakukuha ko at nasanay akong ako lang ang babae sa buhay niya.

Kendrick left great impact in my life, from being selfish to selfless, from being desperate to have self-respect, from loving someone too much, to love myself first. From getting what I want, to give someone a hand. From being close-minded to being open-minded, and become one who is wiling to see the reality behind my ambitious perso