Epilogue

They said that dying is easier than living. I used to think before that I never wanted to die too early. Everyone count on me and I am their only hope. 

Reminiscing those memories of the past... Those people that I lost... I think that dying for them could be peace.

Yumuko ako para tingnan ang puntod niya. It’s been four years but the wounds are still fresh. I learned to forgive myself but I don’t think I’ll ever forgive fully. 

“Bago pa man magsimula ang lahat, kinaiinisan ko na siya... Hindi ko gusto ang aura niya.” Cedrick was beside me while holding a bouquet of flower. He is smiling but his eyes were never happy. “Makaka-move on kaya tayo?”

I chuckled a little. “Hindi na yata.”