6: “there is nothing to hide from me.”

I somehow managed to convince him to let me go to school today. He went downstairs to prepare some breakfast for us and let me prepare myself for school which I really appreciate.

The small acts of service he is giving me is very strange to see since our pack is still very much following the traditional gender roles beliefs. So seeing an alpha cooking in the kitchen is quiet an unusual sight. 

I walked to the bathroom and made sure that I locked the door. I can’t be too careful around him.

I stripped down and went under the shower. There are bruises all over my body and they are not completely healed yet. They’re not as painful as they look but it usually takes me a while to heal from these kinds of bruises. He hurt me pretty badly. What the heck did he do exactly?

I washed my body quickly and wrapped myself with a white towel. I opened the bathroom door and made sure that the alpha was not near. The bedroom is empty so I step outside and open his wardrobe to find something I can wear. Suddenly the bedroom door opened. I was about to run back to the bathroom but The alpha pulled my arm. He pulled me in front of him and put a small towel over my head. Then he slowly dried my hair with it. I just stayed quiet until he finished. He then tried to pull the towel that was covering my body and I quickly stopped him. 

“You have to get used to being naked around me.” He said, sending shivers down my spine. Right now, i can’t imagine myself being used to anyone seeing my naked body, touching me, especially him. "You want to go to school with that towel?" He asked provocatively. 

"No.." 

"Then let's take it off." He sounds dead serious and I know he would bitch about it if I don't obey. "There is nothing to hide from me."

I finally gave in. I let go of the towel and let it fall to the floor. My face feels really hot and i'm not even dare to look him in the eye. But I can feel he is looking at me with a sharp look like I'm his freaking prey.

Alpha Flynn suddenly placed one of his hands on my shoulder and his finger slowly brushed the purple looking bruise. "Does it hurt?"

I simply nodded.

Hell yes, duh.

He looked me straight in the eye and said. "I had no idea you’d heal this slowly.” Then he leaned down and kissed my shoulder. No, not just kissing it, he freaking leaked it and I immediately took a step back but he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer, closing the gap between both of us. I put my hand on his chest, slowly pushing him away. My heart is beating really, really fast and i'm pretty sure he can hear it.

Werewolves would usually heal immediately from minor injuries like these. It pretty much depends on their inner strength, but being the weak link that i am, it takes me at least a day or two to heal. Although, i heal faster than human the last time i checked.

"I'm.. i'm late for school." I mumbled nervously

"Maybe you should not go at all then." He suggested, still hugging me.

"No, I have to.." i want to, kinda need to get away from him and process everything. 

He finally let me go. He took out a black bra from a bag that he was carrying into the bedroom. My are eyes wide open and i crossed my arms in front of my chest, looking at it weirdly. 

“Whose bra is that?” I asked. Even i could sense a touch of jealousy in my voice and I regretted my question immediately. “I mean, are those dirty bras?”

He chuckled. “Don’t worry, it's new. I asked someone to get it for you.” He assured me then raised his eyebrows. “Besides, I never let anyone leave any of their stuff here, so you don’t have to worry about that.” 

What is that supposed to mean? He has people over but not let them stay over or leave any of their stuff here? Is that supposed to make me feel better?

I cringed from that thought and tried to grab the bra from his hand but he stopped my hands and raised his eyebrow.

"Are you trying to make things harder for yourself?" He teased. Then I turned my body around and literally let him do his job dressing me and all. I took a long breath when the long and embarrassing process ended. I can't believe what he did and he actually did it all quite fast. I'm not even surprised. Girls are crazy over this psychopath. I wonder how many girls he has undressed.

I'm wearing a baby blue sweater with a turtleneck and black skinny jeans. 

Turns out, he has prepared a big breakfast for the two of us downstairs. My mouth fell open seeing the amount of food on the long wooden table in the middle of the dining room. It would probably be too much for a family of 6 to eat.

“You’re expecting the neighboring packs for breakfast?” I asked sarcastically.

He chuckled. “Don’t worry i eat a lot.”

I sat down next to him and quietly took a bite from my plate. 

“I have some rules for you. I don’t like seeing my mate being close to another male. So I expect you not to do that. If anyone hit on you at school, I want their names, do you understand?” His tone is threatening without even him trying.

“You don’t have to worry about that, no one talks to me.” I told him honestly. I Hope he will be surprised how big of a loser his “mate” is.

"You're not eating." He added, now glances at me. "You're so small and skinny. You have to eat more and be stronger now that you're the Luna of this pack." 

His words hit me hard. Luna? How can someone as weak as me become a Luna. "I-i can't be a Luna. I mean, just look at me."

He slides his chair closer to me, now his face is just inches away. “You are the Luna of this pack. You are my mate." He assured me. 

"Or maybe you're wrong." I said, putting down my spoon. "Are you even sure that I'm your mate? Can you imagine having such a weak mate? I’m just gonna be a burden.”

"I have no doubt." He said, looking at me staring in the eye. “And stop patronising yourself.”

"I'm known as the weakest werewolf in this pack. I..i'm THAT wolfless girl. I don't have a wolf. How can someone like me be a luna? Do you want to live with the possibility of having a wolfless child? Oh my God, i’m gonna ruin the honor of this pack.” I began to hyperventilate, listening to my own words.

"Stop saying all this bullshit." He simply replied.

"You have to reject me!! No, we have to reject each other, you will surely get a better…”

Alpha Flynn suddenly smashed his hand to the wooden table and a huge crack appeared on the table. I jumped, looking down to the mess he made by just smashing one hand to the table.

He stood up from his seat and pushed the cracked table away from me, away from his way. The wooden table is big and surely very heavy but he pushed it swiftly like it was some plastic table. He leaned closer to where i am sitting and put both of his hands to the arm rests.

“Stop talking about rejecting me if you want to leave here unmarked.” He growled through his gritted teeth. “I’m holding myself back from bending you on the table now and fuck you while i mark you. So don’t trigger me. And I'm planning to mark you when you’re ready, so don’t ever think about rejecting me. You understand?”

I sat there quietly, stunned from the sudden change of mood. His eyes are now darker just like all the other times he got triggered. Then after about a minute or two, his eyes are back to it's grey color. He seems pretty calm now. He stood straight up slowly and walked away to the living room.

I got so quiet after that cause i don’t think arguing will be the best idea. He seems pretty unstable. Like he said before, he isn’t usually like this and i believe him cause there is no way he can lead a pack properly with such a bad temper.