TWENTY TWO

I miss them... sadly I can't run over to them like I used to. Huh, this is ridiculous! This afternoon I really did something useless by walking around Kirin while staring at the Kirin students from afar. They all look happy with the typical juvenile freedom, like a bird that can fly freely anywhere. Even though this afternoon is quite hot, but this doesn't take away the slightest bit of my desire to take a walk here. I want to feel the hot air that used to be something so annoying for me. Then the dust flying around me, this reminds me of my youth which was so short. Tomorrow I will know the gender of this baby, it feels a little nervous. I didn't think that I would end up becoming a mother at such a young age. Sometimes I think that in the middle of the cold lonely night at Junhyu's house, what will my future be like? After I give birth later, can I still feel my youth life? I don’t think so! Everything was taken away the day Junhyu fucked me.

"Anna..."

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