I sit at my desk wondering what the hell just happened. Part of me wants to pack up my things and run as far away from him as I can. The other part needs to find out more. Trying desperately to figure out which way I should go, I think on it.
When he came in just now, the first thing that I thought was, I hope he's here to finish what he started. That should not have been my first concern. It should have been, how do I proceed without getting fired? Then I'm incapable of stopping him when he demands that I go out to dinner with him, fully knowing what will happen afterwards.
My fight or flight response kicks in and all I want to do is get away, like a rabbit running from the predator. Looking around, I see my things and get up to grab them and leave. Before I reach the door, Janet comes in and looks shocked.
"What's wrong? You look like you saw a ghost or something."
It takes me a min
Frustrated and incredibly horny, I try to sleep after pacing around for awhile. When Lauryn left, I couldn't believe the bad luck I was having and then it turned to anger. Realizing that the man on the phone could be her boyfriend, I find myself wondering why she came back to my apartment. She had to know that there was only one thing on my mind.Does she not know how she makes me feel? I thought she felt the same thing by the way she reacts to me. If she has a boyfriend though, then that's a whole new ball game. Maybe that's what she tried to tell me at the office, why she didn't want to go to dinner with me.Not being able to sleep, I throw the covers back and stroke myself. As I think about her waiting in front of me on all fours, I come in record time. Right before I fall asleep, I swear to myself that I will make her mine.Waking up early, I go to the gym and do my full work out. That made me feel
Not wanting to go to work, I have to force myself to get in the car and drive. Feeling depressed, I watch as a woman pulls up next to me at the light. She has really pretty long black hair in a braid and she is wearing matching black designer glasses. The kind you see actresses wear all the time. The reason why I'm late for work is I'm not looking forward to seeing Darren. Last night was so hot, that when I did fall asleep eventually, I dreamt about it. When the doctor put Fluffy to sleep, I was so heart broken that I sat on my couch for hours with Chris holding me. He really is the best. However, seeing Darren mad like that made me want to run the other way. I don't want him to take it out on me at work and affect my chances of succeeding there, because I am already becoming partial to it and the people I work with. If I had to leave now, I would be deeply hurt. Now, I could do without Jake hitting on me
The last thing I would tell Lauryn is that Jake wants to talk to me about Jenna, so I lie. After all, what she doesn't know won't hurt her and I didn't know I would ever see her again, let alone work here under me. I pace around Jake's office and listen to him lecture me. Not being able to believe that I forgot to give her the necklace, I get impatient and want to just walk back to her office. "You know, if you kept your dick in your pants we wouldn't be having these problems right now." He turns to me mad and shows me the documents, the lawyer had drawn up. "I thought your man took care of this problem?" "He did, but apparently not before the lawyer sent this." As I continue to pace, I wonder what this is really about. Piecing the puzzle together, I figure it out and turn on him. "You are mad because Lauryn is mine, aren't you? Why are we even fighting over her, you are fucking Theresa?"
I can't believe Mr. Denver jumped me like that. Just when I was about to leave with Janet for dinner, he comes in and tells me he needs to talk to me. Looking at Janet, I could tell something was up, because she wouldn't look me in the eyes. After she leaves, he tries to get me to go to the concert with him, even though I had made it clear before that I wasn't interested.What part of no doesn't he understand? I sit there wondering how to get out of it, when Darren walks in and I suddenly feel relieved. The look on Jake's face was priceless when Darren notifies him we are going to dinner, but now I realize that Janet isn't trust worthy.It scares me, because I told her quite a bit of personal things about me and the way I feel about others at work. Now I don't know who to trust and I'm heading towards Darren's car again. Not knowing where we are going or what we are about to do, makes me nervous and excited at
Staring at the ceiling, I toss and turn eventually getting out of bed. I look at the alarm and it reads 7 a.m. Not wanting to wake Lauryn on a Saturday, I do my gym time and afterwards jump in the shower. The cascading water feels wonderful on my tired muscles. I have one of those deluxe showers that have several spouts, one on each wall. Usually putting the shower to the first setting, I stand in the middle as they pulse powerfully and assault my body from all sides. The heat beats on me while I run my hands down over my body. Today, I think I will use my all time favorite Woodsy and Citrus body wash. Reaching for it, I feel the stretching of the incision in my side. Still not completely healed, I favor it and hope that it doesn't leave too big of a scar. Yes, I know. It's manly to have scars, but perfection is a big part of my persona. Scrubbing my body, my hands drift down to my erecti
When we go inside, Darren's mom gives me a hug and whispers in my ear, "He loves you, don't hurt him dear." Letting me go, she gives me a warning look and then smiles at Darren lovingly. "Sweetie, have a seat next to your girlfriend and tell me all about how you two met." Her eyes are fixed on me and I can tell she is watching out for him. Something in his past, must have made her this way. Darren sits down right next to me and holds my hand. Lacing my fingers with his, he doesn't let go as he tells her. "One night I was coming home from a friend's house and I hit a deer. Realizing that the battery in my phone died, I walked up to the nearest house. It just happened to be Lauryn's." He stops and smiles at me, squeezing my hand. "She was very kind to open for me and let me use her phone, considering it was about 2 in the morning. I never asked for her name or number, thinking we would never see
After telling Lauryn that I love her, she acts shocked. How could she be? I know she feels the same way, because I can sense it. When we touch, it's like our souls intertwine. I watch her get dressed and get up on the horse, while I do the same. Between the kicking and bucking, I manage to calm Goldy down and catch up to Lauryn going at a fairly fast pace. Riding next to her, I sit quietly not wanting to make things worse than they already are. She probably thinks this whole thing is some kind of setup, because ever since she got here it has been one thing after another. I can't believe my mom kept it up like that and now that I have spilled the beans, what does she think of me? A fool? What man tells a woman they have gone out with on two dates, that he loves her? All I can say is that I know what I want and I go full force to get it. I don't have any excuses and I won't try to make any either
Grabbing an overnight bag, I almost forget to call Samantha. She wanted me to call her after I got home with the details. I hope she is prepared for what I have to tell her though. With Darren waiting in the car, I pack and talk to her. "You will not believe this. We get there and his mom asks when the wedding is? I turned to Darren and he offered up no help, instead he acted like we were getting married, then we go out horseback riding. While we are out there we have sex and he tells me he loves me. I mean come on, nobody tells each other that after the second date." She starts to say something, but I stop her. "Wait a minute, let me finish first. My instincts kick in and I ride away, instead of getting a clue, he rides after me and stops me. Samantha, he tells me that I am it for him. What the fuck. Then he makes love to me and tells me he loves me again. We go back to his sis