I felt the stinging feeling on my stomach, but my eyes still lingered with Ronald as he slowly walks towards me. My tears are like a waterfall streaming down my eyes. I was happy to see my mom in that dream, but I am scared that I almost chose to be with her forever. I almost forgot that I still have Ronald. We may not be in good terms but…I want to protect him.
I can’t die just like that. I can’t be dead while Carlos is still alive and freely breathing. I could be at ease if I’d see his cold body lying down the ground.
“Why are you crying?” Ronald softly asked. He sat down on the side of the bed and stared at my face. I looked away and wiped off my tears.
“Cristine, does your wound hurts?” he asked trying to find out what my tears are for. I shook my head still trying to dry my cheeks, but I stopped when he held my both wrist and put it down on my lap. My eyes fixed on his hands ho
CHAPTER 82I didn’t know what to say. He was staring at me so intently that I feel like I am losing because of his eyes. The strength I have earlier is now losing. I feel so drained that I don’t even have the strength to speak. I am completely speechless. I completely going crazy because of his words.I didn’t expect that I’ll this from him. Does he mean that…he still wants me though he knows that I am different from him? Even though he knows that because of me…he lost his father?Is this true? Is he telling the truth? Is he being honest with his feelings for me?I looked at him with braveness. I wanna ask if he’s telling the truth. I don’t want to hope. I don’t want to hope too much because it’ll be painful in the end if he’s just lying to me. It is so unfair that he can easily read me if I am lying or not while I am having a hard time to read his.I was about to ope
CHAPTER 83I woke up feeling peaceful the next morning. I feel like I am in the safest place, and I just want to stay right here. I opened my eyes and saw Ronald sleeping next to me. Something in my heart pinched. Seeing Ronald beside me first thing in the morning makes me so happy but at the same time hurt. I’ve been longing for him for so many years and I couldn’t believe this is happening.I am straddling my arms around his waist while his arm is around my waist. I smiled as I traced my eyes in each corner of his face. He’s not wearing any glasses right now. I remember the first time I saw him without it, I was completely captivated and until now I can’t believe that there’s nothing change instead it intensified.My eyes started on his soft hair, it was shiny and black. His brows are thick and long. They are damn beautiful. His eyes were deep. I can see his long thick black eyes lashes from here. His nose is so poin
CHAPTER 84I watched Ronald as he put the plate in front of me full of foods. He cooked our breakfast after what happened in the bathroom. I didn’t know that Ronald has all that energy in this early morning. I can’t help to feel my cheeks warmed as I remember what happened to us inside that bathroom. I don’t think I could forget that.He sat down in front of me with also the plate in front of him. “Let’s eat now,” he said so I nodded and started the food. This is not the first time I tasted his foods he made but it’s still really delicious. I am still amaze that someone a guy like him can cook like this.“What do you want to do, today?” he asked after a while. My brows furrowed at what he said. I stopped eating and focus my eyes to him.“You have word today, Ronald.” I told him. He looked at me. “Tonight’s my duty,” he said. So…he’s free this mor
CHAPTER 85Pleasure filled my body. I feel burning in Ronald’s every touch and when he filled me with his long and hard shaft, I moaned so loud. I feel like everyone in the hospital heard me! Damn it!I can feel Ronald’s power as he entered me. Every time he touched me, I am burning, my whole body feel so heated as his warmth dominate me. I didn’t know that an idea of doing it here in one of the empty spaces here in the hospital makes me so crazy. It feels…exciting. It was in between excitement because of breaking the rules. Damn it! I’ve never known that Ronald like this kind of things.After some powerful pump I felt my thousand spasms come within me. I moaned in pleasure as Ronald come next. We both breathed heavily. Our heavy breathings are the first thing we did after those heated moments. He rested his forehead on mine. His sleepy eyes are staring at me. I swallowed hard as his lips rose for a smirk.&ldq
CHAPTER 86My brows furrowed and stepped backwards so that I could stay away from him. I don’t know why Hendrick is suddenly like this.“Why are you asking?” I asked trying to sound nice to him. I don’t want to be rude to him because he’s still my boss and he’s been kind to me, but I hope he won’t invade my space again. He looked away. He noticed my indifference towards him. He stepped backwards and slid his both hands inside his pocket.“N-Nothing…I’ll…leave now. Watch dad while I’m gone,” he said quickly and left the room. I stared at the door where he went outside, still confuse of what’s happening with Hendrick. I sighed heavily and just sat down on the couch near me. I rested my head and stared at the ceiling.Until now I still could feel Ronald’s touches on mine. It feels like every touch of him marked on my skin. It was so deep that it was so h
CHAPTER 87As soon as I went at the lobby, I saw Ronald leaning on his car maybe waiting for me. I walked towards him. He stood properly as he saw me coming towards him.“Are you done?” he asked. I nodded. “Yes,” I answered. He opened the passenger seat of his car. I quietly slid in. He turned towards the driver seat and entered the car.“Are you sure that you don’t want to live with me?” he asked still trying to persuade me to live with him. I didn’t look at him and fixed my eyes on the window as the car passed by every establishment.“We already talk about this, Ronald,” I said seriously. He didn’t speak again after that until the car stopped at the house where Alqamar and Rael, Gray are living. I can’t believe that I manage to live with those three for five years.“Should I live with you instead?” my eyes widened when Ronald said that. I immed
CHAPTER 88A moan escapes my lips as he started to kiss my jaw down to my neck. I can feel the electricity flowing in me. I feel so hot and burning. His tongue grazed my skin as his other hand slowly reached my bottom and lifted me up to make my legs snaked at his waist. I moaned louder when his hands successfully unhooked my bra. He let it fall on the ground as his mouth quickly encircled around my peak. My body arched as a new whirl of pleasure boiled in me.I feel like all parts of my body is on fire. And he’s the flame that controlling that fire and causes my body to burn. I moaned helplessly when he started to lick and sucked my nipple while his other hand is now starting to travel down on my wetness. Damn it! I am too far crazy to even stop him. Damn! I don’t even want to stop him.I want him to continuously touch me. I want him to kiss and touch me like there’re no tomorrow. He pushed me more to lean behind the wall the mom
CHAPTER 89I watched Ronald as he sleeps peacefully. We had a rough night and I know he’s still tired. I can’t help but to hide my smile while watching him sleep like this. I feel like we’re free from everything. I feel like we’re the only people here in this world. I thought that I still could stop my feelings to fell so deeply but unknowingly I am drowning slowly.I stared at him the whole morning until he wakes up. He smiled at me and kissed the side of my lips. My heart softened at that move. Damn it!“How long did you stare at me?” he asked huskily. My cheeks flushed but remained staring at him. “I wasn’t staring at you. I just wake up too,” I lied. He looked at me suspiciously while I try so hard not to get caught.“I know when you’re lying, Cristine…” he chuckled and snaked his arms around my naked waist. He pulled me closer to him. The little distance we h