Zadkiel didn't have enough courage to follow the annoying man towards his personal elevator. Thus, when the guy turned around his back away from him, he immediately searched around for some hiding place where he could gather himself together. His heart was thudding immensely on his chest like it was about to escape from his rib cage.
“What the hell!” He mumbled furiously to himself as he clutched his chest where his heart being located.
He felt like he was floating on something light or whatsoever he hadn't known when the guy ran after him. His insides felt some surge of unknown emotions running through his veins. He felt a sudden excitement and something was twirling inside his chest or stomach rather? He couldn't brought himself to figure it out what he truly felt.
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Upon locking the cubicle door, an evil smile formed on Arkael’s lips. He unbuckled his leather belt leisurely while starring at the woman standing on his front. He settled himself on the bowl cover as he lowered his pants together with his boxers. His hardened manhood sprang up freely between his legs ready to do his ardors. The woman gulped hard seeing the very thing that she’d come to ask for. Based on the looks of her eyes, she was craving it so much as she continued to lick her lips while she’s starring at it. She looked like a hungry wolf drooling towards a piece of meat. If she could, by any chance she would definitely swallow that thing and made it belong to her! Only for her! Under her possession! “Do you like this so much, huh?” Arkael leaned a slight and took hold of his steely-hard thing as he asked the woman
Zadkiel approached the men’s room in a leisure manner. His rubbed his forehead with his fingers as he felt it was spinning a bit for consuming the half bottle of wine. Since when did the last time that he drank some wine? He couldn’t even remember anymore! He had totally forgotten the time when he felt a genuine happiness! Yes! His happiness was long been gone! A real happiness was like a luxurious and priceless treasure for him. He couldn’t afford it no matter how loaded he was! It felt like it was hard to achieve! Much more harder than grabbing an excellent award on his college years. He had graduated on a prestigious and famous university abroad. He was the top notcher but he himself wasn’t even feeling a bit honorable because of it. Emptiness and loneliness always clouded his heart.
Arkael was freaking nervous while he patiently waited for Zadkiel to come over on his very spot. His heart seemed to hammer wildly on his chest, too overwhelmed by his surging emotions towards the man. For the second time in his life, he felt another surge of excitement seeing his long lost childhood brother approaching him. How would he define what he was feeling right now? Happiness glint in his eyes as he awaited. He balled his fists beneath his trouser pockets to help him simmer down the overwhelming warmth he was feeling. How long had it been since he felt some warmth? The day he lost his sister, he also lost all the warmth that a family could ever gave to him.That day when he came back from an errand,
Zadkiel was deeply lost on his train of thoughts that he hadn’t noticed Mariella, calling him out. If it wasn’t for her fingers snapping into his face, he wouldn’t even snap out from it. “What?!” He hissed, irritated at the sudden interruption of his mind wonderings. Mariella pointed her finger behind him and gasped in extreme awe. “S-someone prevails occurring right behind you, dude!” Zadkiel turned his head sideways and noticed someone standing behind him. A musky scent wafted into his nose as he sniffed like a K9 dog repeatedly. It seems like he was enjoying that scent too much and he couldn’t able to stop himself from breathing the air around him greedily. “Shall we go now?”
Arkael was overjoyed for some odd reason when he caught his childhood brother's words. Maybe he was glad that this newly-seen brother of him preferred living more positively than him. If he could, he would do anything just to prevent him from being tainted by some malicious individuals. He was already used to it, but what about him? If only he could recognize him then everything must be so easy for him. He would be there for him every time he wants! He would stay with him if he wanted to, anytime! He would accompany him whenever he wants him to! Was it that easy to follow his wants and whims?Arkael closed his eyes for a moment and took series of profound breaths. He almost forgot about the present — they are not the same innocent kids way before but fully grown-up adults!
Arkael tightened up his hold on Zadkiel’s wrist. He seemed to be too determined to squeeze out everything that bothers him. Now that he found him, he would never leave him again! He was no longer the child he was before!“Let go of me...” Zadkiel, for some unknown justification, felt something like a shiver running down his spine, it shoots in every nerve on his physique leaving him feeling uncomfortable. He glared at Arkael with a hint of warning that if he continued his hold, he would punch him black and blue!Arkael didn't give up. This was him! Always stubborn and full of determination! He kept on holding him stubbornly until the guy would eventually spill out his thoughts towards him. Zadkiel would have known that Arkael was just the same as before when they first met if he could recall the past
Upon closing the door, Zadkiel leaned his back against the cold wall closing his eyes. He was feeling his deep sadness seeping down his entire body. It was the wine's fault that made him felt that way. He wasn't supposed to feel it but the feeling of being left alone was driving him to think of his childhood past. Was his brother feeling the same way as him? Why did he leave him, anyway? These were the questions that kept on bugging him through the years since he discovered the recordings. What the hell happened to him back then? Shall he start to ask his mother about his forgotten past? Closing his eyes was indeed a bit relaxing, his tears that threatens to fall from the corners of his eyes vanished. Another deep breath! Yes! He kept on inhaling the
Arkael was glaring at Zadkiel murderously. He had been worrying his fucking ass out while thinking of the man's emotional streak but he didn't expect that what he saw would turn him livid and mad. What would happen to them if he hadn't arrived his ass at the right time? The thought of Zadkiel being kissed by Xander made his blood boiling. But why? This was the very first time that he felt this way. What was this feeling called?"Stop glaring at me like I've done something unforgivable. It sucks!" Zadkiel straightened himself and took his steps forward. He wanted to leave the club and go back to his hiding territory. There, he could find the solace that he needed the most. He could mend and heal his invisible wounds. Eventually, he could gather himself again and stand on his arrogant feet again!&nb