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Chapter 9 MAKING FRIENDS
Arkael was freaking nervous while he patiently waited for Zadkiel to come over on his very spot. His heart seemed to hammer wildly on his chest, too overwhelmed by his surging emotions towards the man.
For the second time in his life, he felt another surge of excitement seeing his long lost childhood brother approaching him. How would he define what he was feeling right now? Happiness glint in his eyes as he awaited.
He balled his fists beneath his trouser pockets to help him simmer down the overwhelming warmth he was feeling. How long had it been since he felt some warmth? The day he lost his sister, he also lost all the warmth that a family could ever gave to him.
That day when he came back from an errand,
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