The Lie

                Eirene's pov 

Life has taught me alot of things till now. And one of them is to not trust anyone, ever.

" Why are you writing it? Can't you speak?"

Mat asks growing impatient, his grip on my jaw tolerable inspite of his raging anger. And I close my eyes feeling those sparks erupting.

Experiencing there luxury for those few seconds, till I could afford them.

'You don't have to' 

Ren says , knowing what I was going to do. But she knew better to not go against my judgement.

In our duo, I was the practical while she get's easily blown by emotions. But past has proved indeed , that it's always me that brought us out alive.

Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes. To finally do it.

I nod.

And the look on his face made me wonder if he still cared for me. If somewhere inside him the Eirene that I have lost was alive.

He moves back , disbelief covering his features. To only  say no, moving his head.

"This...this you are lying! You are doing it to avoid me bitc* ! Aren't you?"

" Trying to get my sympathy? Drop this fuc*ing act and speak now!"

" I won't take this bullsh*t!

He screams. Pacing in front of me, running his hand through his hair and I just stare.

His beautiful eyes begging me to say it was not true. But I couldn't.

I have gone through too much to turn back now.

His peaches died the day he ordered her to be banished.

I don't blame him though. I never blamed him, it's never people . It's the circumstances.

He had to choose between the girl he loved and had feelings for Vs the girl who got his father killed in cold blood.

I was not wrong in killing his father and giving him the death he deserved.

And nor was he wrong in punishing the girl who killed his father and trusting him.

Infact, if we think this from other perspective.

It was because of him, that I am alive or I would have died the very day,if he hadn't changed the capital punishment to banishment.

He hates me, yes. I know. But his eyes, they were screaming at me and telling me.

That somewhere in his heart, he still felt something for me.

That he still hasn't moved on.

Stepping in front of me, he holds my shoulders and shakes me vigorously.

"You won't stop the pretence huh? Let me get the doctor then."

" He will clear everything!"

I stare at him blankly, not feeling anything. As he turns around to only come back with someone.

" Ch-eck her!"

" Y-es Alpha"

I remember that voice. Looking up, I am in surprise to find Rain there and my eyes tear up instantly.

My heart joicing on finding my childhood best friend there, as the pack doctor. And I felt proud of her.

Unless, I remember. How she like others. Just stood there. Seeing them killing my father.

How she broke out friendship. Calling me a traitor.

How she was no different than others.

Stepping closer to me. She makes me sit.Looking back at Mateo.

" I ..I need her to open her mouth Alpha"

I felt hurt. How she wasn't talking to me directly. And I grit my teeth more. So much in name of friendship.

" Open up!"

Mat grunts in his Alpha tone. And I refuse clenching my fist. Making my nails to dig in my palms.

Next I know, I felt his thunderous footsteps approaching. As he holds my chin. Sending daggers at me.

" Do I need to repeat everything now!Are you deaf as well! "

And I gulp. Opening my mouth. To have Rain to put in an instrument in my mouth.  She does something. To only move back finally.

" I will get the report in few hours Sir. "

Looking at me over her shoulder. She leaves, taking her instruments bag along. And I feel Mat's eyes fixed on me.

Crouching down to my level. He looks into my eyes. 

To threaten me.

" If I find out you are lying Peaches. Trust me."

Placing a rogue flick of my hair behind my ear.  He dips his face in the crook of my neck to whisper lowly.

" I will make your life a fuc* ing nightmare."

I gulp, trying to push him away from me. Placing my palms on his chest. When his beast growls at me.

And next I know.

He pushes me back. Making me drop back on the bed. And before I could get up. 

He lowers his body on mine ,holding my wrists to pin them above my head. Making each and every inch of his skin to touch me and that sparks to erupt everywhere.

"And as for your freedom is concerned?"

Staring into my lips. His eyes darken as he speaks. Making my heart to thud.

" You are not leaving me anytime soon Peaches."

"Not till I am done playing and get bored of you."

Crashing his lips on my cracked ones, he didn't even let me breathe. Catching me off guard.

Settling his clain on me.

When I was planning to leave from here.

Dammit! This was not in my plan! I wanted him to scream at me, hate me, push me away! Throw me out of his pack!

But not this?

I don't respond, hoping he stops kissing me, but what he did next, blew my mind of senses and logic completely.

Tracing his fingers down from my forehead to my nose, he settles them on my nostrils, to only close them.

Making my back to arch up and lips to open up,hungry fo air to only borrow it from him. Kissing him pack  

"You are mine to fuc*. Mine to hate and Mine to love" 

" Remember it"

He says in the mindlink and I knew then, that I was not only going to fight him to make an escape plan from here.

But I was going to fight myself as well.

Because my wolf wanted this as much as him, the wetness between my legs and the uneasiness in my chest were telling me.

That this body was already a puppet of his.