Better without you!

~VAXEL'S POINT OF VIEW~

I barely knew my way around, I've not been here for five years, things have changed.

I picked her up from the ground without knowing what to do.

I can't take her back into the club and I had no means to contact Louisa.

I had Clarissa, in my arms as I walked towards my car, opening the door, I placed her gently in the car.

They should be a hotel where she could stay for the night.

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Laying her gradually on the bed, I tried to stand straight afterwards but she held unto my arm, looked back at her but her eyes were completely shut, this looks like a typical romantic scene.

I lowered myself to the ground and held unto her hand, I stared at her deeply, maybe I could prey into her mind, maybe I could look into her head and know if she was dreaming of me.

Or just maybe, I could know how she felt to have me back in the states.

"I'm sorry" I carresed her face.

I wish I was stronger, I wish I fought.

"Why you back into my life?" her voice came so low, it was like a whimper.

Her eyes which where shot gradually opened, her hazel brown eyes was wet, looked like she'd been crying for hours.

"I was better of without you Vaxel." She shot her eyes letting the wetness in her eyes multiply, tears rolled down her cheeks.

Shot of words, I had nothing to say to her, there's nothing that was going to justify leaving her there.

Taking a stand, I sighed, then walked out of the room.

I hate that I couldn't control myself, I wish I didn't end up helping her this evening, I wouldn't have had the chance to feel this way. I wouldn't have felt like a weakling once again.

I've been back for only a day and I some how managed to bump into her, followed her to the club, just to see how she was doing. I wanted to know how she's been doing and if she had changed over the years.

My father doesn't have the knowledge that I'm back in the states. But he's expecting me.

I didn't tell him because I wanted sometime on my own, I wanted to see how my Ex was doing

 Walked sluggishly out of the hotel room, then left the hotel.

I drove back to my house, the day is over, I await the day ahead.

~CLARISSA'S POINT OF VIEW~

I tried my best to get a hold of my body but I couldn't, I tried my possible best to keep my emotions in place but it was hard, I saw him today in the airport, and now he was holding, me more like I was holding him.

I wished I hadn't taken the drink, I wouldn't have been in this situation, I wouldn't let him know the space he left in my heart was huge and I was hurting, I would never had let him see me in such frugal and weak state.

He held my hand I whispered into my ears.

Although I was drunk and shot my eyes to avoid his gaze, I was totally aware of what was happening.

"I'm sorry!" He touched my face. Why the hell is he sorry, after being a coward you apologize?

I didn't know why but I felt I needed to say some words.

"Why you back into my life?" I asked opening my eyes, he's face was all I could see.

"I was better of without you" I closed my eyes tight, slowly drifting off to sleep.

The next morning

The constant pounding of my head, woke me up, I sighed placing my hand on my head, the pain was sever and I felt extremely weak.

Sitting up slowly, I froze realizing I didn't know where I was and how I ended up here. I stared around for a while, trying to observe the environment and recollect.

I was in a well furnished room, it looked expensive and wait, I'm in a hotel. How the hell did I end up here?

Oh geez did I have a night stand? I questioned myself but then it was a silly question to ask because, I felt okay, I didn't feel like I just had sex. 

Closed my eyes, trying to figure out how I ended up here. My head was a mess, it was aching so bad. I climbed down the magnificent bed, took the sheets up looking for my phone.

Where the hell is my phone?

I could recall going to the club with it.

I also had it on me when I was dancing, I closed my eyes again, fiddling my hands on the air like I was scribbling.

Where did I keep my phone, I need to call Rebecca now, I know I have an urgent meeting.

Racked my brain intensively, I remember I had it when that man tried misbehaving with me.

Then Vaxel came to my resume. Damn it! 

"Shit!" I cursed dipping my hand into my hair, I was with him yesterday and I unintentionally found comfort in his arms.

My phone? I could remember putting it in my pocket yesterday even before I left the bar for the dance floor.

I still wasn't getting a thing, how I ended up here was a big mystery to me, I know I was with Vaxel but how and want had warrant him bring me to a hotel was what I had no knowledge about.

I dipped my hand Into the almost not visible pocket in my gown and took my phone.

I placed a call to Rebecca first.

"Good morning Miss, it's ten in the morning and your not here, your meeting is in an hour time." She blurted out making my shriek.

This meeting matters a lot to my family's business, if we sign this off, we'll become the number chocolate company in a space of three months.

"Rebecca here's what you'll do. Go to my house, get me a dress, my shoe as well and my jewelry, then the files on the table in my room get them too" I rushed every sentence out of me.

"Miss?" Her voice questioned me.

"Rebecca, I kinda have a situation here, and I can't go to the house now I'll run late, please do as I say." I instructed.

"Okay Miss"

"Thank you Rebecca and please be fast about it."

"Okay Miss."

This is going to be a long day.