**Flashback**Padre? Madre? There's something I want to tell you. Zia… Zia. I'm..." I shut my eyes, shaking my head. No, that wasn't how to put it.I tried again. "Buonginoro, Padre [and] Madre. [Did you sleep well?] I…""Vincenzo!" Madre's voice interrupted. I whipped my head from the mirror, directing it to the door. "Sì?""[What are you doing there]?" Her voice drew nearer. She opened the door. "You want to be left behind?"I shook my head in embarrassment and picked my backpack from the bed. Madre and I left the room and got outside. Padre was ready seated in the limo. I sat between Padre and Madre. We were going to the airport, on a trip to Dublin. Although I'd heard how beautiful the city was, I wasn't keen on the trip. Rather, I wanted to bear out my heart, telling Padre and Madre what they were supposed to know. In spite of the immense urge to do so, I could get the words out. Not knowing what their reaction would be was terrifying. The confession might backfire. Madr
RINAWith dreary eyes, I glanced at the wall clock. Oh no. Disappointment shut my eyes and I groaned silently. Time hadn't moved one bit. This was me dying of hunger. A monstrous growl shot from my stomach. Unsurprisingly, I got a few stares. A few sniggers too. But none of those mattered. A hungry man knew no shame. With the little strength left, I encouraged myself to hold on. Time would fly if I stopped dwelling on it and gave the lecturer full attention. And so I listened painfully to the boring lecture. After what seemed like hours, the class ended. I almost gave a fist pump, but there was one more hurdle to cross. My classmates. I had to wait till everyone left the theater. A good number went away, but few decided to frustrate me by hanging around.I considered pulling out my lunch and eating straight away, but I held back on the thought. I still was that shy, self-conscious girl. Eating in public was just as impossible as having a snowstorm in Florence. With time passing a
**Trigger warning!!!!**The evening classes came and went. I stayed behind to skim through my notes. This was the new habit I had developed, as exams were around the corner and I hadn't much time to read at home. I spent about twenty minutes in the theater before leaving. The hallways were almost dead with just some janitors around. As I crossed a junction, someone jumped from a room. I couldn't react before he covered my lips—his other arm tightly pressed against my chest—and pulled me into an empty theater.He banged me against the world in such a manner that was characteristic of one person alone. Vincenzo.I bent my eyes to the floor, my heart pounding."Don't you dare take your eyes off me." When I did his bidding, he asked a follow up question, "Where were you last night?"I almost looked away but his warning rang loud in my head. "My mother's room.""On whose permission?”It was surprising that I didn't tremble or blink a thousand times. It was also possible that those thing
UNKNOWN POVThe brush the fur carpet made with my soles was comforting. The best feeling that was. Yes, the best feeling I had ever had. Even though it'd been weeks since I got here and weeks since I began getting this orgasmic contact from the carpet, I still got this fresh excitement. Like it was the first I experienced this. With short steps, I reached my closet and pulled out a bathrobe. Not an ordinary bathrobe. Made of silk with intricate designs around the hems, it told of my status as a lord. The greatest of greatest. The undefeatable. Deep purple, it glowed with. And a heady combination of perfumes and detergent fragrance puffed from it. With a boastful smile, I slipped it out of the hanger and snapped my fingers. The guard at the door strode in and placed it on me. As he knotted the straps, I thought about food.Oh yes. I was a foodie. No—eww. That term was reserved for teenagers and adults. Or the obese. To put it better, I was a connoisseur. Food revolved around me.
VincenzoThe bitch didn't know it but her ass glared at me. Even with all the baggy clothes she wore, the fleshy, spank-worthy bum was visible. The fucker. I tried not to show my amusement. It was funny indeed, how she desperately wanted to get me turned off. I looked on as she cleaned my reading table. The funny thing had gone all the way to triple her clothing size, not knowing that every fucking movement she made brought attention to her behind. All the while, she refused to look at me. I could feel her fear: the steady thumping in her chest and the sweat popping out from her pores. I could feel the fluttering lashes and the whizz of breath from her nostrils. I knew all this, not just because I'd got a strong wolf but because she was my…Because she was Rina. A lowlife I'd taken an interest in.Through with cleaning the table, she headed for the bathroom. "Halt." A thin frown flicked on her face. Who knew what her reaction would be when I asked her to do what I had in mind
RINAI barged into the theater and went straight for a seat. Dropping on it, I rested my head on the desk, allowing for the tears to leave my eyes. I did not care anymore. I didn't care whether someone heard me or was here, watching me wail like a weakling. Why would any of those matter when I was forever stuck in limbo? In hell. After a while, I stopped sobbing, only for me to kick off again. I had tried, all I could, to block out the images of yesterday. But there was no achieving such. I would always see the lust-filled eyes of Piccolo Maestro. I would always see it stare at me, ogling me like I was a sex tool. What even made this whole thing worse was the elusiveness of help. Nobody could come to my rescue. Not even Mammà who would die to see me live. She couldn't make as much as a sound because she didn't know about any of this. She couldn't save me. That cursed idiot. That damned psychopath. What would he do next? Rape me? Manhandle me the way he'd done Sophia? I steadied
Getting to his car—a sleek black Jeep—I opted for the backseat. We drove to Bella-Anima, a suburb known for a wide variety of gelato. When I celebrated my tenth birthday, Papa brought me here. He'd been financially stable then. Alessio parked in front of the ice-cream parlours: Sapore Dolce. "Here we are. Rina?"I snapped my gaze from the window. "We've arrived. Come on. Let's go in." My gaze left him and went to the parlor. Mindlessly, I shook my head. "No, I…we can't be seen together." I had to take the necessary precautions. Once bitten twice shy. "I'll stay here."His eyes, brown like honey, bored into me. Feeling exposed, I looked down to my laps. "Okay. What's your favorite flavor?"I shrugged. "Anything is fine.""Be right back." I breathed a sigh when he left, at the same time wondering why I'd held my breath. This wasn't Piccolo Maestro, was he? I bit my lip and looked out to the window. A bead of tear rested on my lower lid. My lips parted slightly.That image. I cou
VINCENZOShe knew I was handicapped and it was the reason why she'd pulled me out in the middle of a game and had me stand as a loafer while she got her nails done. "Si, Paula. Yes, I know. The media is messing up these days," she said to the phone and looked down at her toes. "I have to tell you this. I'm not happy you didn't make it. Had so much in store for you." Pause. "Oh, please, two years is such a long time." My very audible sigh affected Madre in no way. She carried on with her conversation as though I wasn't here. Battling with impatience, I leaned against the wall—my hands in my pockets—and stared straight off."If you say so. Alright, then. Ciao." She clicked the phone off and sighed with longing in her eyes. "Funny woman."I expected her to tell me the reason for the summoning, but she still didn't acknowledge me. Instead, she stared down at her toes, telling the pedicurist what she needed."You called me," I spoke up.She shot up a finger. This time around, I couldn'