Maisie began to moan, an unearthly sound which filled the small hut and made Eithne’s heart heavy. She was certain Xander would have no sympathy for her plight unless she offered up an incentive. He was busy devouring the rabbit stew with a bent spoon, one arm clamped firmly around her waist.
“Please,” she begged. “Let me go to her. I think she’s dying.”
There was a clatter as he dropped the spoon on the table. “No tricks,” he warned, releasing her.
Cuddling the child, she could not help but notice the drool on Morgan’s face. His eyes were closed and she fancied she could sense his pain.
A shadow fell across her. Eithne raised tear-filled eyes to his. “I fear I was too late,” she said.
“You give up far too easily, girl,” Xander said. “Am I right in thinking there’s a well outside? Some water may revive them. For sure it will ease their passing, should it come to that. Solid food was never going to work.” He put his hands on his hips. “What are you waiting for?”
She found a dipper among other assorted utensils in the far corner of the dwelling and ventured outside. The sun was high overhead and somewhere she could hear a kitten’s distinctive cry, high pitched and plaintive, reminding her of a newborn babe’s.
Eithne brushed that thought aside. Thinking about Joel would bring her naught but misery and she needed to be strong now that her father was gone. Just to be certain it wasn’t polluted she tasted the water and found it passable and, if anything, slightly warm.
Rushing back inside wasn’t an option given her precious burden. Eithne had tried throughout her eighteen years to do everything right and that extended to the smallest task. She minded her steps, not wanting to encounter an unexpected stone or flinch at the sight of a scurrying field mouse. The hut was on the very border of the village and closer to the cow pasture than the barley crop.
Her low-heeled shoes were new and now stained with more than just dirt. Eithne knew who to blame for that. She was trying her best to ignore the horrible smell of burning, though the black smoke rising in the distance told its own story. The silence was almost eerie and she began to wonder at the lack of screams.
What had happened to the other women? Surely they hadn’t all perished in the battle?
Someone was blocking her way. It was the guard, Alain.
“It’s best this way,” he told her.
“No!” she screamed, flinging the dipper at him and taking to her heels.
He gave chase and she could sense him gaining on her all the time. When she’d received that message from her old nursemaid’s son to stay put, Eithne hadn’t known what to make of it at first. Hal claimed he had received word from her brother, Ephron, after two long years of absence. Bessie’s son also assured her she wouldn’t be harmed and she’d been foolish enough to believe that.
Blaming her older sibling for this new threat to the safety of the realm had been all too easy given his past perfidies. Yet, if Xander were to be believed, it was nothing to do with him. The invader-turned-conqueror was obviously acquainted with Ephron; those jibes about her weight were all-too familiar.
She had to escape or suffer the fate of Lily, her cousin abducted by a Duke from across the water. Marriage had not been an option after she returned, disgraced and choosing to take the veil.
The helmeted foot soldier who had turned up to guard her unexpectedly and was obviously in league with the enemy cornered Eithne close to the church.
“You could let me go. Tell him I sought sanctuary in there,” she panted, staring him down in the way which used to make her misbehaving ladies-in-waiting quail.
Alain was made of sterner stuff. Or was he just afraid of the man holding all the power?
“Can’t do that, my lady,” he said. “I have my orders.”
“From whom?”
Playing the haughty princess didn’t cut it either.
“The conqueror, of course. Xander pays well. He knows what it’s like to be a mercenary.”
“Talking about me behind my back, Mellow?”
Eithne’s panic level spiked sharply.
“Eavesdroppers seldom hear anything good about themselves,” she said, finding a spark of courage from somewhere. Fleeting, maybe, but she hoped her late father would be proud.
Given what had happened between him and her lady mother, she had felt duty bound to show him by her own shining example that not all women were selfish, vain creatures who refused to even open a book. As for being unfaithful, that was a moot point given that her one betrothal hadn’t lasted long enough to be worthy of the name.
No other suitor had ever come calling after that and she had often wondered if Lucas had spread malicious rumours about her.
Between him and Ephron, she really had no chance.
“Mellow knows better than to bad mouth me, even to my future slave.”
“I’ll never submit to the likes of you,” she declared, eyeing the distance to the church and calculating her chances.
“Don’t even think about it, Princess,” Xander said, as if he had read her mind. He began tossing a dagger high into the air only to catch it and send it back skywards. The repetitive action mesmerised her. Until he continued, “It will not help you and may endanger anyone who tries to aid you. Know this, I am no respecter of religion.”
“You would harm a priest?” she gasped.
“If he stood between me and what I wanted. There is no such thing as sanctuary in my world.”
“Oh yes, I forgot. You belong to a fraternity of godless cutthroats.”
“That’s hardly fair,” he chided. “Someone’s got to dig their graves and I doubt you’d be up to the job.”
“Did you really have to – to snuff out their lives as casually as if you were dousing a candle?”
She was upset now, all over again, for two bairns she hadn’t even known. Aye, bairns, her old nursemaid’s word.
“They’re better off dead.”
His tone of voice was different now, less cocky; unreadable.
“That wasn’t for you to decide,” she protested.
“Tough,” Xander said. “Get over it. I have.”
There was just something in the way he said it which told her that was a lie. A conqueror with a heart? She must be dreaming.
“Words must be said.”
Eithne nodded, as if agreeing with her own statement.
“Is this your way of saying we need the priest?”
“Not necessarily. I – I’ll improvise.”
There was a tense silence during which the guard looked between her and his boss.
“Fair enough, Princess. But make no mistake, once the sanctimony is done, you belong to me. Say it.”
“I won’t.”
“Then I’ll raze the hut to the ground.”
Watching him do an about-face and stride rapidly back towards the ramshackle dwelling, Eithne was really tempted to let him do it. Her instinct for self-preservation warred with her integrity. She couldn’t just run away from this – from him. Where would she go and, for that matter, how far would she get?Knowing she would not be able to live with herself, that she would be no better than Clara, Eithne raised the hem of her gown once more. This time, her pace was slow and measured rather than rapid and directionless.“I knew you’d come to your senses,” Xander said, as he set to work with a spade.She watched him for a time, wondering why he hadn’t delegated the task to his subordinate. His arms were well-muscled and more than equal to the task. It occurred to her he had probably dug graves before. For fallen comrades, maybe, not little ones.Yet, as she stood there, judging him without mercy, Eithne reminded herself she knew nothing about this Frankish invader other than that he wanted
Eithne’s head was spinning as she allowed her captor – nay, her new master – to lead her away from the site of the tragedy. She wasn’t sure what to believe or not believe other than that Xander was a blackguard and certainly not to be trusted. As to the part her mother and brother had played in her father’s downfall, not to mention her own, she could only speculate.She could believe such a thing of Clara but not Ephron, mean though he had sometimes been towards her.The day was melding into dusk, but Eithne kept her head down and refused to look at the devastation all around. In her opinion the halter around her neck was unnecessary, but she supposed Xander was making a point. Whether she’d earned such punishment was a matter of opinion – and disagreement – between them.All she’d said was he was an opportunist and a liar. Had she really disrespected him? Someone with his dubious moral code should have taken it as a compliment.Xander picked up the pace seemingly at random, but it wa
Xander came into the room a short time later, looking refreshed and impossibly handsome. She felt like a traitor even thinking like that. He was clean-shaven and she could not help noticing the sharp jawline and mobile mouth below a hawk nose fit for a nobleman. His green eyes were alert, despite his casual demeanour; she judged him anything but relaxed. Presumably the beard and unkempt appearance had been a result of weeks on the road. How active he had been in the assault on the kingdom was anybody’s guess and yet, hadn’t she cleaned the blood off his blade only yesterday? “Sleep well?” he asked, with studied nonchalance. “My daughter is sulking. See if you can bring her round, Xander. I am going for a nap.” He pulled up a stool and perched his large frame upon it with no sign of being hunched. This was a man comfortable in his own skin. “So, you’re refusing to speak, eh? I can assure you that won’t last long. When I’m done with you, Princess, you will be begging me for more.” “
Somewhat naively, Eithne had assumed intimacy only took place at night. Although she had once come across two of the servants lying together in the meadow when she was searching for a suitable spot to sit and read her book. “Are you going to watch me, my lord?” she asked, hoping the answer would be in the negative. “I think I’ve earned the right, don’t you?” he replied, leaning back against the wall as if he had no intention of leaving. “How?” she demanded, arms akimbo. “By treating you gently thus far,” he answered. Those ominous words made her quiver. She could not deny the thought of immersing herself in hot water was tempting but no male had seen her naked since she reached puberty. In fact, she had been given to understand that sometimes husbands on their wedding night saw less of their bride than she was about to reveal to this stranger. At least there wasn’t much to remove. She stepped out of her shoes first, placing them neatly side by side and out of the way before turn
There must have been at least twenty Frankish men waiting in two parallel lines. Eithne bowed her head, unwilling to make eye contact with any of them. Gradually the last vestiges of conversation died away, including the conclusion of what she knew to have been a bawdy joke.Schooling her features to ignorance, she willed herself not to redden if insults of any kind came her way.Xander sauntered along the line, his hand gripping her upper arm.“I asked you to assemble here, men, because I wanted to express my thanks for all your endeavours in what has seemed an interminable campaign. Yes, Beauregard?”“It has been a pleasure, Sire.”Sire?“No need to stand on ceremony. Xander will do. Many a campaign we’ve spent wrapped in our cloaks. Which reminds me.” He glanced at her. “I need to acquire a new one.”“Permission to speak, Xander?”“Go ahead, Drago.”“Will we be staying on here for a while?”“Missing your family? I sympathise, even though I don’t know what that’s like.”There were g
The man presumably named for his home province was of medium height but he had cruel eyes.Eithne folded her arms across her chest and waited.“Are the rotas arranged, Simpkin?”She blinked. That sounded like a local name. Was this man a traitor?“Checked and double checked, Commander.”“And no-one’s giving the mercenaries any lip?”“Nothing they can’t handle. I’m keeping a watching brief myself.” The newcomer passed a hand across his brow. “It was thirsty work in that smithy,” he said.“I can imagine. Take a break, my captain. You’ve earned it.”As the man from Ormond turned to leave, she had to say something. Because she recognised him now as one of her father’s most trusted bodyguards. His treachery she took personally.“Judas!” she spat.Simpkin paid her no more attention than if she were a gnat buzzing beside his ear, though he made the same warding off gesture with a hand which was missing a couple of fingers.Alone with the conqueror once more, she became aware that her heart h
That evening, having eaten very little else herself, Eithne was instructed by her master to serve ale in the Hall. He had hinted at such a thing though she hadn’t believed he was serious. All this after washing several floors until her fingers were raw and numb, her back ached and her knees were sore.Did she believe Xander that he’d purchased the cloak on a whim? There was no telling with him when he was serious and when he wasn’t. Except she did not doubt that he would indeed test her innocence or otherwise that very night.The men were noisy, boisterous and well on their way to becoming drunk. It heartened her to see Beauregard for some reason she could not quite explain. Though she hadn’t particularly looked at most of the others, except for Drago and Guisset, she could tell the mercenaries by their leather jerkins and short cloaks. It was a kind of uniform which set them apart and she was heartened to see them dispersed throughout the long room. In case of trouble?Surely not bec
So much for Xander not being all he seemed. His action was certainly giving the lie to that. Eithne assumed the situation would only become worse when they reached what was now his bedchamber.As he hauled her up the stairs, she became aware she was still carrying the flagon of ale. Maybe she could drink herself into a stupor, and maybe not.“Haven’t I been through enough?” she cried, unable to stay silent any longer.“You have no idea, do you, Princess? Paupers can’t be choosers.”Was that a hint as to his real origins? Eithne wasn’t about to ask him at that point.“You’re hurting me,” she complained.It was true; her scalp felt like it was on fire. Her mind led her to wonder if his head wound had healed. Then she chastised herself for neglecting her own needs. She had angered him without thought and now was about to suffer the consequences.“Get used to it.”His voice was low and tight, his fury about to be unleashed.Eithne wasn’t too proud to beg if it meant avoiding a brutal rape