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Rhea’s POV

It took me months to recover from my first two kills. If you can even call it recovering when my soul was already dead.

I was alive and breathing but it made no difference for I was dead inside.

Alpha Victor made sure of it.

Ever since that night, for months, alpha Victor would always order me to kill the women and children of each pack we invaded to ensure my allegiance to him and to break me to the point of no return.

And I did it.

I never defied him again.

I never dared to help the innocent people I found hiding in their houses ever again.

I killed with no mercy. I killed them and gave them the quickest deaths I could manage. I never looked in their eyes, I never kept their screams trapped around in my head, but it didn’t matter.

Nightmares filled my sleep every time I closed my eyes. That boy’s face, his tears, his cries haunted me until I thought I will go crazy with the amount of guilt and suffering I was experiencing.

I almost took my own life as I reached a point wh