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37 Days Open the door
POVXFuck, she’s so hot right taking control I’m getting harder by the second.I break away from the kiss again and she moans in disappointment, I laugh to myself.Her lips are swollen now and I look into her beautiful unique eyes and then down to the zipper of my hoodie that she has on, concealing her sexy ass body.I take the zipper between my fingers and slowly drag it down taking in the unbelievable sight before my eyes. I reached the bottom and pull the hoodie off her shoulders letting it slip to the ground.I take her in for another intoxicating kiss and grab her by the waist while doing so.This girl will be the death of me, I can’t get enough.I move my lips and trail them down to her neck, she smells like vanilla. I gradually motion my hands down to her ass and greedily grab a handful in each palm.I lift her up and lean her against the wall behind her, never leaving my hands off of her ass.I go in for another kiss, biting her sweet lips every now and then, and her doing th
37 Days This is where I leave you
POVMillieJulian and Steph walk into the suite and without a word or even a look X is gone.My heart feels as if it’s imploding by the lack of his presence, his touch, just him.Steph runs over to me and hugs me “Are you okay Millie?” she asks while petting my hair.“Yeah, I’m okay,” I say.Julian is standing there looking at us and when Steph pulls away from the hug, Julian has a raised eyebrow, eyeing the hoodie I’m wearing, X’s hoodie.He says nothing though, I know he can probably piece together what he just broke up.He walks over to Steph and whispers something in her ear and she nods, he kisses her cheek and leaves, closing the door behind him.“C'mon let’s get ready for bed and we’ll talk,” Steph says.I nod and follow her into the bedroom. After we’re finished changing and get ready for bed, we lie down, only leaving a small lamp on to still see each other while we talk.“So what happened? I was so worried about you that I immediately ran back to the club to get Julian.” Ste
37 Days The flight
POVXJulian and I are sitting on the plane on our way to Madrid. Normally, we would take a private jet but when it’s such short notice and such a long flight, we fly commercial.Julian turns to face me in his seat and asks “So why was the girl wearing your hoodie last night?”I roll my eyes, “shut up man”He laughs, “You’re in deeper than I thought.”I give him a deadly look “Would you just go to sleep or somethin?”He lifts his hands in surrender and laughs more.“You could’ve killed Rio with that knife you pulled out ya know?” Julian says.And I would’ve succeeded if you didn’t pull me away,” I say with an attitude.“C'mon man, over a girl?” he says truly curious.“That’s not what it’s about…” I say wanting to end this stupid fucking conversation.“Alright man, my bad.” he says and I know he’s not believing a word I say, but trying to keep me calm.Julian turns back to a forward-facing position and closes his eyes, I do the same but I don’t fall asleep. I can’t stop thinking about
37 Days Thanks Chase
POVMillieI arrive at Chase’s apartment building and park where he told me to before I left the house. I hope this isn’t going to be awkward staying with my ex-boyfriend but my choices are slim to none at this point. If I stay with him for a week I can probably afford a motel until I move into my apartment that is only ten minutes away from here. I step out of the car and walk up the few steps and into the lobby.This apartment building is beautiful, it has a small fountain inside and it makes me instantly think of X. I look away not wanting to let the thought of him in my head any more than he already is.I walk over to the elevator and hit the arrow facing up. When I get in I press the 4 button, it lights up and I let it take me up. The door opens and I search for apartment 411, when I find it I knock on the cream-colored door.After a few seconds of waiting, Chase opens the door and I shrug my shoulders with a small smile. “I’m sorry Chase,” I say embarrassed.“Please Millie, don’
37 Days Blocked
POVXWe just finished up the meeting with Marco and it went well, I got what I wanted out of it and so did he. Now we just have to seal a deal with Hugo in Colombia and we’re golden. I know Hugo will make me work for what I want, it’s just how he works. We leave Marcos's office and we make plans to go out tomorrow to celebrate and the following morning we’ll head back home.We get back to the hotel and Julian and I go back to my room, order takeout discuss what happened at the meeting, and have some drinks. Eventually, Julian leaves back to his room and I pull out my phone to text Millie.Me: hey baby Millie:heyMe: what have you been up to while I’ve been gone?Millie: not too much, you? Me: just meetings, wish you were hereMillie: me too She’s being pretty short with me so I just leave her be, maybe she’s busy right now. I set my phone down and fall asleep.…I spend the day just chilling and taking business phone calls throughout the day, nothing new. We’re leaving in an hour
37 Days Well this is awkward
POVMillieThis is it.He's found out a lot sooner than I expected.I’m sitting in my temporary room on the bed when the calls start rolling in. I watch his number pop up over and over and then he texts me.X: Baby please call me Those words break my heart.I know I’ll give in if I keep staring at the phone. I block him, not because I want to, but because it’s for the best.Our worlds couldn’t be more different and one of us will even up being heartbroken in the end, high chances it will be me. I’ve been heartbroken too many times in the last few years and not particularly relationship-wise but just in general and I can’t take anymore.Steph texts meHe knows, Julian won’t stop calling me. I finally had to pick up and I told him you were able to start your lease early. I don’t know if he bought it though. just wanted you to be aware. I text her backI know, thanks steph Ugh, why is this happening?I hear Chase gently knock on the door “Hey Millie, dinner is done.”I’m not even hung
37 Days Give me something
POVXWhen we land back in California, I immediately go back to my house to find answers.I'm feeling betrayed by everyone right now and it’s just fueling the rage in me. Millie leaving was done so planned and sneakily, they found the perfect opportunity to wait until I was out of the country to do this.I should just let Millie be and say fuck her for leaving but I know why she left, she doesn’t feel safe anymore, and there are too many outsiders on her case. I want to show her I can keep her safe and rid of anyone who’s giving her a hard time, I just want to be around her and I know she wants the same or she wouldn’t have given in to me the night before I left.When I arrive at the house, I go straight to Stephanie’s room and bang on the door.Stephanie opens the door and I barge in letting myself through.“Where is she, Stephanie?” I demand.“X…” she says cautiously.“Don’t even think about fucking lying to my face right now, I know she’s not in her new apartment,” I say enraged.S
37 Days Found
POVMillieI'm sitting on the guest bed e-mailing Marlene when I'm startled by a loud banging noise coming from Chase’s front door.“Where is she prick?!” I hear someone say, oh my god, no…X?I hear loud shuffling and doors being opened and closed and then he suddenly barges through mine.I’m pretty sure my mouth is wide open in shock at the sight of actually seeing X here. He looks like a madman right now standing in the doorway out of breath, hair messy, and looking like he’s been lacking sleep, but nonetheless absolutely handsome at the same time. This man couldn’t look unattractive if he tried.I push away my dreamy thoughts, “Wh-what are you doing here?” I say weakly.“No Millie, the real question is what the fuck are you doing here?” he asks snakily.Chase comes running through the door, “Millie!” he says breathlessly.“Get the fuck out!” X says and sears his eyes into Chase, if looks could kill, he’d be 6 feet under right now.Chase looks at me worried, more for me than for him
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