INICIAR SESIÓNAfter my funeral, life gradually moved on. Days became weeks, and little by little, everyone started finding their way forward.My parents finally went to the hospital for the CT scans I'd arranged, and the results showed they both needed surgery.…Meanwhile, Javion went to Trinity University carrying his favorite basketball.Demi also focused hard on her studies. Later, I heard she even got a scholarship.Watching them from above, I couldn't help but smile. 'Things really are getting better without me, just as I hoped.'Once my parents had recovered from surgery, Javion was back on the basketball court, and Demi had made it to Fairmont to pursue her dreams, I could finally leave in peace.And somehow, heaven seemed to be looking out for us.My parents' surgeries went well. Javion even took a break from school to come home and help care for them.…One afternoon, he sat beside their beds and carefully peeled an apple."I won the national college basketball championship," he
My parents looked at Javion, then silently turned toward my memorial portrait."You blamed Javion for something he didn't do," I said. "You owe him an apology."But no one could hear me.My mom buried her face in her hands, while my dad let out a weary sigh.I couldn't understand why they were still so sad, even after I was gone. I'd thought my death would finally bring them peace, but things didn't turn out the way I hoped.Javion slowly got to his feet and walked toward my portrait."Louis, do you hate us?" he asked, his voice trembling. "What were you thinking about before you decided to die?""I was thinking about all of you," I answered. "I wanted you to be happy and healthy. I wanted you to smile more and stop worrying so much."But I was dead now. No matter how hard I tried, they could never hear me again.Just then, the doorbell rang.Demi went to answer it and found Gary standing outside, holding a bouquet of white lilies."I'm so sorry for your loss," he said quiet
At the police station, my body lay motionless beneath a white sheet—no more anger, laughter, or tears. I would never trouble anyone again.My mom stood beside the examination table, her hands shaking too much to lift the sheet."It's not him, right?" she whispered, turning to my dad as though he could somehow reassure her.My dad reached for the sheet, but as soon as his fingers touched it, he pulled his hand back. He couldn't believe the body under it was me."He was about to have surgery," my dad whispered, his voice trembling. "He was finally going to get better. Why would he kill himself?"Javion clenched his jaw and stepped forward."If you two can't look, I will." He stared at the sheet, trying to convince himself. "It's not Louis. It can't be."Then, before he could lose his nerve, he pulled it back.There I was.My face was peaceful, with a slight smile still on my lips. There was no doubt it was me.Javion staggered backward, staring at me in disbelief. His knees buc
My heart ached as I watched Javion standing there alone.I wondered how they could leave him behind and how often this had happened in eighteen years without me realizing.I ran to him, wanting to hug him and tell him everything would be fine. But when I tried to touch his face, my hand went right through him.There was nothing I could do.I was dead, and I couldn't even wipe away my brother's tears anymore.For a moment, I wanted to cry too, but no tears came. Apparently, ghosts couldn't cry.…Javion wiped his face with his sleeve, then turned away from the road home. Instead of going back, he followed the path our family had taken, calling my name as he went."Louis? Come on, buddy. It's time to go home..." His voice trembled. "I'm sorry, okay? I shouldn't have been jealous."When he reached the spot where I'd jumped into the river, the police had already cordoned off the area with yellow tape.Javion stopped for a moment, then walked around it."Louis wants to live more
On the way home, Javion leaned against our mom's back, his eyes puffy and raw from crying. "Mom, don't you think we've been a little too hard on Louis?"My mom held back a sob before answering, "We've spoiled him his whole life because he's sick. Maybe it's time he learned that what he does has consequences.""But..."Before Javion could finish, my mom stopped the scooter."It's getting late," she murmured. "He's never had to find his way home alone before."My dad, who was riding alongside them on his own scooter, sighed. "Why don't you two head home? I'll go back and get him."Javion bit his lip. "Maybe he does need to learn a lesson, but he's never had to deal with anything like this before."His eyes filled with tears again. I hovered over him, trying to brush them away, but my hands couldn't reach him. 'Don't cry, Javion. I'm already where I should be. You have to live a great life, okay? Shine as brightly as you can.'My parents went quiet as they looked at Javion. He was
I sat in Javion's empty seat and began eating the meal my mom had prepared. Tears rolled down my cheeks and dripped into the boiled cabbage, making it taste salty.The pain in my lower back was getting worse. My kidneys hurt again, but no one noticed.A waiter approached me hesitantly. "Excuse me, sir. Could I have your parents' phone number? The bill hasn't been paid yet."I wished I could pay for Javion's celebration dinner myself. However, when I checked my pockets, I realized I had no money left. I'd spent my last allowance on the taxi ride to the hospital.I finished the rest of the boiled cabbage, swallowing it through my tears. Then, I began devouring the delicious dishes on the table like a madman.I couldn't remember the last time I'd eaten anything like that. For years, I'd imagined how wonderful it would taste, like a little piece of heaven I'd never been allowed to enjoy.But when I finally picked up a chicken drumstick and took a bite, it tasted sour and bitter. I ch







