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Surge Pt 2 - Orenda

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Ever since the Autumnal Ball I find myself flying on frequent patrols just to distract myself from reliving the events of that evening over and over again in my mind. I feel like I’m experiencing Groundhog Day. I wake up and set off on patrol only to come home and find my mind plagued by the memory of what it felt like to be in the presence of my animai. To be close enough to touch him and yet still unable to feel that touch. To experience the penetrating stare of his piercing, purple eyes and breathe in his intoxicating scent only for him to just disappear from my life without a word once again. He has neither rejected me nor left me with any inkling that I will ever see him again. This is my hell. Condemned there by my own soulmate.

Ayawamat does his best to lift my spirits, but what can he do? How do you mend a broken heart that was broken by being denied true love? Even to me, it sounds unhinged. Every day I try over and over to call upon Merlos for answers, yet day after day she
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something very sus is goin on
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    I hear a chair scraping against the wooden floor and glance to my right, seeing Azadou sliding a chair towards the bed and taking a seat.“Still too kind for your own good,” he muses, shaking his head.“What?” I choke in confusion, my throat constricted by the tears I continue to shed.“He hurt your feelings, yet you feel bad for hurting his, even though you were just expressing how you felt about a trauma you endured,” he observes, his brows furrowed in bafflement.“So because I’m hurting, I should want to hurt him?” I ask, affronted by the notion.“I didn’t say that,” he carefully points out. He sighs and rests his elbows on his knees as he appears to gather his thoughts before eventually speaking again. “I have never claimed to be moral or virtuous, but I know what those things are. From what I’ve witnessed since my return, very few people care whether or not they hurt someone. I had noticed the nuances of malice but hadn’t truly appreciated them until now.”“What does that have to

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    “Wh…what do you mean you can’t grant me a wish?!” Ayawamat stammers in confusion.Tituba sighs sympathetically. “Don’t you remember? You accidentally triggered a wish two centuries ago and I had no choice but to grant it.”Ayawamat’s face scrunches up as he thinks hard, followed by a look of realisation that confirms Tituba’s words to be the truth.“Fuck!” he shouts, clutching his head. “You’re right. I remember Orenda and I came to spend time with you; we were drinking, and I stupidly tripped and fell right into you,” he sighs lamentably.She nods solemnly. “I’m sorry, Aya. I really do want to help you, but you know I can only grant one wish per person,” she gently clarifies.“Then grant me the wish,” I instruct, walking over to them.Their heads snap to me as they both look taken aback.“I’ve never granted the wish of a God before…” she muses warily. “But if it will help find Orenda, I am more than willing to try,” she declares confidently, extending her hand to me.As I reach for he

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