Chapter 19

I didn't want to believe what I heard. He definitely wouldn't have brought another woman on our honeymoon.

That was probably why he insisted on us enjoying our separate vacations.

I decided to ignore all thoughts about Byron and focus on my vacation. This may be the last time I'm out on vacation before my illness gets worse.

I soaked myself in the bathtub. The whole setting was very romantic and if I could have allowed myself to fall in love, I really would have loved it all.

But I didn't like men. They irritated me. They all looked the same and behaved the same. Except Byron.

I got out of the tub after a while feeling refreshed and put on a bikini bra and shorts.

After rolling my hair up in a bun, I proceeded to rid the room of all roses and candles.

The room looked much better and I was finally able to breathe. I didn't know what to do so I sat down on the chair in the room, looking through the brochure.

I wish I could still drink alcohol. I glanced at the minibar across the room a