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feel jealousy but scared

Author: Rinna R
last update publish date: 2026-02-04 21:50:25

"By the way, I am going to start studying with you", Her next words made me to freeze.

“What? Why are you shocked?” she asked, innocently, blinking but I still stared at her like she’d just confessed to a crime. “You’re… going to study with me?”

“Yes,” she said brightly, swinging her legs off the stool. “I figured if we study together, I will help deal with Hudson"

I let out a long, suffering groan and dropped my forehead into my palm. My skull still felt like it was splitting in two and it w
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  • A TASTE OF SIN   Behaving

    "Well well well, what did I do to deserve such a feast for the eyes?" He joked, reached his arms forward. I laced my hands through his and kissed him, careful not to ruin my cologne."You might get even luckier by the end of the night, depending on how you treat me." I winked.He gave me a knowing smile, opening the car door for me. I slid inside, the warmth of the car enveloping me. Felix walked around the car and sat in the driver's seat. In no time we were on the road."Will you tell me now where we're going?" I asked. I tried to get that information out of him since the day he told me he'd be taking me on date, but I wasn't successful.He debated whether to tell me and ultimately gave in. "I've noticed you sometimes don't love the wines I serve you at dinner, so I thought what better way to find out what you like than going to a wine tasting."I turned to him, my mouth widening in surprise. "Uh, how romantic of you, Dr Reynolds. I've never been to a wine tasting before.""That's w

  • A TASTE OF SIN   So dominant

    I suddenly became very hot. I took off my jacket, struggling to get it off because of the seatbelt. I couldn't wait to get home and drink that beautiful wine.The ride took less than twenty minutes. When Felix parked in his garage, I hurried out of the car and clicked on the elevator button frantically. Felix noticed my hurry and teased me a little for my eagerness. I just wanted to get inside so I could forget about the promise he would never be able to make me.Felix insisted on drinking from glasses and I obliged. I waited for him on the couch, taking off my shoes and settling in comfortably.He poured the tiniest bit of wine into our glasses. The smell of alcohol was so strong it made me crinkle my nose. In the silence of the night we drank, tasting the sweet, potent liquor. We moved closer to each other, commenting on the complexity of flavor."To us," said Felix, lifting his drink to mine.That gesture made my heart melt. Our glasses clinked and we drank. With the alcohol still

  • A TASTE OF SIN   Want everything

    "I was worried you'd never talk to me again. That's probably what I deserve anyway."I suddenly lost my appetite. I played with my glass, not wanting to make eye contact with him."Thanks for respecting my space," I said. "I needed that."Silence again. We both drank."Blair, I hope talking about it won't ruin the night, but I have to say it," he began. Here we go. "I'm so sorry baby. I'm sorry for treating you like that. I should have come up with a better lie, I should have locked the door, I should have taken the folders by myself."I shook my head. "You had to make Kent believe. Have you spoken to him since? Did he buy the lie?""Yeah, I spoke to him yesterday. He wanted to convince me not to punish you. I obviously said yes. It just goes to show that he cares about you Blair."Good. At least his outburst wasn't for nothing.We were silent again as I looked down at my hands. Slowly, Felix moved his hand forward, placing it on top of mine. I pulled away at first, but then relaxed.

  • A TASTE OF SIN   Scaring him

    I sat down on the living room armchair and curled up, my knees tucked under my chin. My tears were no longer running down my face and all I was left with was haunting emptiness.Unsurprisingly, Felix came after me. I didn't look at him as he walked down the hallway, but I could tell from the heavy breathing and strained voice he was worried."What's wrong Blair? What's happening? Why are you like this?" He asked, placing his hands on my shoulders. I buried my head in my knees."Stop Felix, let me be." I begged, but to no avail. My voice was barely a whisper."Blair, talk to me, tell me what's wrong." He insisted. My heart was hammering against my chest. I felt like I was going to be sick. With each word that came out of his mouth, my body felt smaller and smaller. I just wanted to disappear, to be alone, to get him away from me."Stop, please, just stop." I said, fighting to keep my emotions under control. "Don't touch me, let me go.""Blair, tell me what's going on, right now!" The p

  • A TASTE OF SIN   Want to understand him

    I woke up to the uncomfortable feeling of my stockings pressing against my stomach and my dress riding up. I pulled it down with my eyes shut only to realize I was alone in Felix' bed.I looked at the door, wiping the sleep out of my eyes.It was closed, but I could hear the vacuum cleaner on. Desperate to get those scratchy stockings off, I got out of bed and walked to the closet. As soon as my feet hit the ground, I felt a pounding headache.Gotta go easy on the booze next time, Blair.I opened my drawer to retrieve a hoodie and leggings.When I opened it, my heart thumped at the sight of my necklace resting neatly over my soft t-shirts. I had wondered what Felix had done to it after I took it off in that lecture hall, and now I had the answer.He knew I'd come back to him. Why else would he keep not only the necklace but also my clothes?I put the necklace on, putting on a crewneck instead of a hoodie to show it off to Felix. I wanted him to know I wasn't angry anymore.After I got

  • A TASTE OF SIN   I want you

    "Tell me something, isn't a relationship made up of two people?" I asked, trying to sound casual. I waited for him to reply. He simply nodded. "Good. Aren't both partners supposed to contribute fifty fifty?" He nodded again. "Good. Isn't communication one of the most important things in a relationship?"He gave me a half smile. "Did your therapist tell you that?"There was no malice in his voice so I answered honesty."Yeah."He sighed and turned off the water. "He's right."He placed his hands on the edge of the counter, shaking his head. "I knew I was hurting you on purpose. I thought I was doing the right thing by staying away from you, but you already know that. I tried letting you go slowly so it wouldn't hurt so much, but clearly that didn't work."I was dead silent as he opened up to me. I didn't want to miss a single word."I sound like a fucking coward saying this, maybe I am a coward deep down, but every day when I came home I felt so bad, like proper bad. Work was the only

  • A TASTE OF SIN   Don't tell her

    Hudson’s eyes flicked to mine, sharp and questioning, but he stayed silent, thumb still lazily tracing circles over my hip like he was trying to keep me grounded.I swallowed hard, the taste of him still thick on my tongue, and forced my voice steadier this time.“Yeah, sorry—got held up. One of th

    last updateLast Updated : 2026-04-03
  • A TASTE OF SIN   The argument between the couple

    The next couple of days were weird. You're probably thinking that Hudson has been doing more crazy things to me, but that's not it. He's barely even acknowledged that I existed. Yes I went for the practice and met in locker rooms, talked about the game but even then, it wasn't a stimulating convers

    last updateLast Updated : 2026-03-24
  • A TASTE OF SIN   Can’t be friends

    “What the hell was that, Corbett?” I snarled, my voice low and venomous. “Huh? Did I hit a nerve? Was I annoying you? Answer me.”The blonde brute animalistically growled at me. Hudson said a round of swears before trying to push us apart. "Shut the Hell up, Carter!" So I was back to a last name ba

    last updateLast Updated : 2026-03-20
  • A TASTE OF SIN   Annoying as usual

    I trudged down the thin corridors of my high school earlier than usual, back arched and shoulders sunken.Although I was getting more and more fed up with this week, yesterday with the hung over was my tipping point. I was slipping from the thin balance beam, and I was probably going to plummet to

    last updateLast Updated : 2026-03-18
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