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I have always said: things happen for a reason. And since it seems that life doesn't want to see me with anyone, that's why I don't have a boyfriend. It's not that I don't have any suitors, but that none of those who are after me, I like them.

I don't know if it's me or what, but there is no one who makes me feel butterflies in my stomach or makes me nervous just by his presence. Maybe God has something really good in store for me. That's why I haven't found that person yet.

I want to talk to you. He says in a deep voice.

Keneth Williams: sporty, handsome, good body. Any girl would be willing to go out with him.

And what could we possibly talk about? I fold my arms. He has nice eyes.

He shrugs his shoulders. Anyone would think he's nervous.

一I don't know, a-anything一. He stammers.

I'd love to go out with him. But I know myself. If I liked him I'd be shaking and stuttering, feeling those butterflies in my stomach. I realize I don't feel anything.

一Maybe another day, okay?一. I smiled