When we arrived at the party the house was too crowded, there were people even outside, chatting and drinking from a red glass. Darren took me inside the house, I didn't miss his hand on my waist, I didn't like him doing that. I felt uncomfortable. The music was blaring too loud. People were pushing and shoving and everything.
-Darren! -someone exclaimed from behind us. We both turned to look. There came a slim, dark-haired girl. She approached Darren with a big smile on her face.
-Brenda, when did you get here? -asked my companion, too surprised.
-Today in the afternoon, I heard there was a party today and we decided to come," she answered.
-We decided? -Darren asked.
-Yes, Kendra came anyway," she replied.
I noticed Darren tensed up so I gave him a quick glance, until he set his sights on me.
-Monique, I'm sorry," he said and then looked at Brenda. This is Monique, a friend," he introduced me.
Brenda looked at me, smiling.
-Hi, I'm Brenda," she shook her hand. I took it hesitantly.
I didn't say anything, I just smiled at her.-Brenda! Now another voice behind her made us look at the blue-haired girl who came with a red glass in her hands. -There you are," she said to Brenda, but then noticed Darren. Hi, Darren," she greeted him dryly and then turned to her friend or whatever, "are we leaving?
-The other guys are in the room," Brenda said, now looking at us. Are they coming?
-Who's there?
-All of them. Don't worry, he's with someone.
Darren gave me a quick look.
-They always make me do this, if you don't want to we won't go. We can stay here and...
-It's okay," I hurried to tell him.
We followed Brenda and Kendra to the stairs leading to the second floor, we walked down a long hallway until we stopped at a door, where we could hear laughter. Brenda opened the door, Kendra came in behind her, then me and lastly Darren. I stood still in the same spot as I looked at those who were there. They were all sitting in a circle. But there was my sister... With Colton, something in my stomach stirred at the sight of them together. But I also noticed that there was Loren and her boyfriend. As well as the two girls I used to hang out with, there were more guys there.
-We're here," Brenda told them. Sit down," she said.
Angelique gave me a look, puzzled to see me here, I was sitting on Colton's lap, who immediately tensed up when he saw me. Darren directed me to a corner whose seats were empty.
But to my bad luck I would be across from Colton...and my sister. Darren sat down next to me, followed by Brenda and then Kendra.
-Wow... I thought I was seeing double," laughed one guy. I thought two shots of beer wasn't going to make me dizzy... they're twins, dammit!
The other guys laughed, but not me, not my sister. Nor Colton.
-And they're both beautiful," said his friend, looking me over from head to toe. I unconsciously pulled my dress down further, a little uncomfortable.
-Well, okay, let's start the game. -Brenda spoke. As you all know it is truth or dare, do you know the rules? -she asked. We nodded. I had never played but I had an idea. I glanced sideways at Colton, who was staring blankly as I think my sister said something very close to his ear.
I looked down immediately, taking a deep breath.
-Okay," the girl concluded, pulling out a bottle and setting it down in the center, lying down. Ready?
The others nodded.
-Whoever points the tip does the challenge and whoever lands on the other end does the challenge. -Brenda spun the bottle, it spun for a few seconds and then stopped. The tip stopped on Loren and the other end on Kendra.
Loren thought about it, forming that evil grin on his lips.
-Truth or dare? -he asked her.
-Truth," Kendra answered instantly.
-Is it true that you had your first time with your math teacher?
Silence.
I couldn't help but be surprised by what Loren had said, she has always been so cruel and we all knew it. Kendra had gone into a state of shock or anger. She was looking at Loren with hatred.
-It's true," she replied seriously, then took another drink from her glass.
The others said nothing, I imagine they were only criticizing in their minds. Feeling eyes on me, I turned to Darren, who when he saw that I looked at him smiled at me, I couldn't help but smile back. As I turned my gaze back to the others my gaze met Colton's, who was looking at me intently.
I ignored him.
-Now you turn it," he said to Loren. Loren spun her around, now it had fallen to Angelique to do the challenge, and she another tip to me. Fulfill it.
Great.
Loren laughed, going to Angelique and whispering something in her ear. Angelique didn't laugh, just hesitated, then looked at me.
-Come on, it's not okay to say the challenges, let her think about it," Brenda interjected.
Angelique thought about it.
-Truth or dare, Monique? -she questioned.
Truth or dare, Monique? I repeated the question in my head. The others waiting for an answer from me.
-Truth.
-Do you like any boys in this room?Low blow, I knew she was saying it to see if I liked Colton, she suspected something about that, but did I like Colton? I had absolutely no idea. I looked at Colton, who now had a mischievous smile on his lips.
-No," I lied.
-Are you sure? -he insisted.
-Yes, Angelique," I mumbled through my teeth. I was starting to get mad at her for asking that.
-Perfect, now turn her around, Angelique.
Angelique turned it, now falling on the boy who had just said he was looking double and Brenda. The boy had to ask truth or dare.
-Truth or dare, Brenda? -he asked with a wicked smile on his lips.
-Dare," he answered, taking us by surprise.
-I dare you to give me a kiss.
Brenda laughed but didn't refuse, she got up from her place and walked towards the boy, when they arrived they joined their lips in a romantic and passionate kiss. I looked away immediately, I noticed how Angelique removed herself from Colton's legs to sit next to him. Did he tell her to do it?
-Now, finish up," Kendra said. Come on, Zack, it's your turn to turn her.
Brenda pulled away from him, only to return to her place smiling.
The guy named Zack spun the bottle, falling now on his companion and me. Again? It was the boy's turn to ask. I tensed at that moment.
-Truth or dare, cutie?
-Truth," I said without thinking, since this boy didn't know anything about me so it would be easy.
-I'm sorry but you already told the truth once, now it's your turn to do the dare," he said. I looked at him confused.
-It's true," Brenda supported him.
I shrugged my shoulders.
-Challenge then.
The boy smiled.
-I dare you to come with me to the closet and have our seven minutes in paradise.
My mouth threatened to unhinge at that moment, what did this guy think he was doing? He was crazy if he thought I would do that.
-What? No," I denied immediately. I'll pass.
-You can't, it's the challenge," said the friend.
-It's the rules, if you play you have to follow them," Kendra now spoke.
-Come on, Monique, it won't be that bad what he will do to you," I was surprised that Loren addressed me by my name.
I looked at Colton, who I could notice how his eyes told me not to do it, but nevertheless that gave me the courage to do it.
-Okay," I agreed.
-Monique, are you sure? -Darren asked me.
No.
-Yes.
The guy stood up so I did too, he left the space free for me to lead us to a door at the back, assuming it was the closet. The guy opened the door, I stood there hesitantly, telling myself it was my fault and that I shouldn't have accepted, however I wanted to prove to myself what I was capable of.
I walked into it, feeling the guy come behind me, closing the door and then leaving us in complete darkness.
The guy in front of me was slowly approaching me, trying to kiss me, but I didn't want to. God, I hadn't had my first kiss and I didn't want to do it with this almost drunk person in front of me.-You look beautiful," he whispered, his breath smelling like some cigarette mixed with beer.I didn't even answer him, when the guy brought his mouth close to mine I pulled away.-Come on, let me kiss you," he said.-You know what? I'd better not, I want to go.-You have to fulfill the challenge, Monique.... -He grabbed me by the waist, pulling me closer to him. I tried to push him away but I couldn't. I didn't know at what point I had gotten myself into this. I didn't know at what point I had gotten brave enough to be hanging out at older guys' parties. I wasn't like that. The boy took my face in his hands. I couldn't believe that my first kiss would be with a stranger and without love.As the boy is about to kiss me, the closet door opens. We both turn to see the aforementioned: Colton.-Co
-Here you are," Angelique enters my room, "I wanted to ask you a question," she crosses her arms, as if facing me.I was rather trying to relax a bit because Colton had left me in a bad way.-What is it?-About Colton. What happened at the party? Why did he pull you out of there, is there anything you haven't told me?I put my fingers to my temples because Angelique was bombarding me with her questions, I felt tired and to be honest right now I had no head to think about her jealousy.-Why don't you ask him?-Don't answer me with another question, Monique," she challenged me. Even though I loved my sister more than my life, she had no right to ask me these kinds of questions. It was true that Colton and she had something to do but he told me that it was just something that happens at parties.-What do you want me to tell you then? I have no idea why Colton acts this way with me - deep down I was sick and tired of being treated like a fool and manipulated. I was always trying to stop m
When I open my eyes the morning sunlight hits me. I snap back into my seat realizing that I had fallen asleep on the hood of Colton's car, by the way, where is Colton? I sat on the hood when suddenly I heard a car door close.-You woke up," he appears in front of me, putting on a black wool jacket. His hair is half disheveled.-What time is it? -I rub my eye.-It's seven in the morning," he answered, "how are you now?I got off the hood.-Fine," I answered, "Angelique will have to come back one day. Shall we go? We have classes and I don't want to miss them.She looked at me funny.-Monique, today is Saturday," he reminded me.-Really? -I scratched the back of my neck a little nervously.If it was Saturday it meant that today was the Janesville Hearts Fair and everyone from the high school would be going.-Yes, -Colton moved dangerously close to me, taking my face in his hands -Monique, even freshly risen you look beautiful.My cheeks burned.-Colton! -I hid my face because I didn't l
When I arrived at the fair the day was completely sunny, the fair of hearts was one of the most awaited events around here. The place was big and the best of all was that it was located in front of an artificial lake, the lake was always calm, the morning light was reflected in its waters giving it a more magical aspect. As the fair was surrounded by trees and vegetation, you could hear the birds singing and the crack of dry leaves on the ground. Everything was beautiful, you could feel peace in this place. It dazzled you just by looking at it and transmitted good energies.The fair was already full, there was a roller coaster to my left, it was more or less high. It was high enough to see the town from above. There were food stands where you could find hamburgers, hot dogs, popcorn, sandwiches, ice cream. And a little bit of everything. It was so you could spend all day and part of the night here. They were celebrating Valentine's Day so it was obvious that the couples were going to
Colton took me over to where his friends were, they were all almost like him. They had tattoos, smoked and that kind of stuff that bad boys do.-You have to change because you're not going in the water in those pants.-I said, "I don't have a swimsuit," I told him, besides I didn't like to wear them. I felt very uncomfortable, being watched.-Here you go," he handed me one of his boxers. Just like that.-I'm not wearing that," I scolded, crossing my arms. It already looked like I was going to wear one of his boxers.-Then stay in your underwear, but hurry up, I don't have your time," he raised the tone of his voice. Apparently he was starting to get pissed off. I didn't care. His friends gave us quick glances and started laughing. They seemed to be amused by this situation.-Let her go, Dashner," a guy came up, he was tall and had most of his body tattooed. He was fair-skinned, his abdomen was heavily worked and his hair was gray-You can wear this," he says, holding out a two-piece ba
The rest of the day Colton was paid to me all the time, his friends teased him most of the time for being intense with me. But I didn't mind him, I thought he was cute. Colton looked like he would defend what he loved to the death, deep down he was a good person. We had a hamburger and fries for lunch, and in the afternoon we chatted with his friends by the lake. There was a thermos with beers and everything. We talked about various things, about ex-girlfriends, Colton had had a few, not many, which surprised me because I thought he was a womanizer of the worst kind. In the evening, we were hungry so we went to a stand where they made pizza. We ordered an extra familiar, soda and an ice cream for dessert. It felt yummy, my favorite was cookie ice cream.-How did you make out? -He asked me, the lake was beginning to reflect the moon that was just rising.-I had a wonderful time, I didn't know it was possible to enjoy it with you," I teased him a little. I took the last remaining piece
-Look at the stars," Colton's voice was soft now, he sounded calm. We both lay there looking at the stars. I was thinking about what I had done with him, I felt different now, I felt more... his. I squeezed my eyes shut trying not to think about it. Colton is not about relationships and I knew that very well.-I'm looking at them.-They look huge," he said. "When you feel alone and lost, Monique, look to the stars; they will know how to guide you. -His tone sounded wistful, as if he felt sadness deep down.-Why are you sad? -I questioned, looking at him.-I'm not," he looked at me, "on the contrary, I feel ecstatic to be here with you. For making love," I was surprised by his words. Sometimes he was the corniest person in the world and sometimes the coldest.-Colton, you talk too corny. I didn't think a guy like you would be.-You make me be. -You'd rather I was always cold?I looked at his face in profile, he looked relaxed, I don't know if it was the effect of having had an orgasm o
I put my hand to my mouth thinking Andy had hurt Colton, but Colton didn't flinch at the punch the guy gave him in his jaw; instead Colton just smiled sideways so he could be the one to give the other punch. Andy put his hand to his stomach, it had been a hard punch.-Are you scared? -Darren asked me over the din.-What is it, Darren? Why is Colton here?-That's something you need to ask him, don't you think? You should get to know Colton better before you fall in love with someone like him. Trust me, it won't end well. Otherwise you can ask Barbara or your sister.I looked at him right away when he mentioned my sister.-Why my sister?-She fell in love with him, didn't she? And look how she ended up: heartbroken.I looked at Colton in the ring, they were hitting each other too hard, Andy already had blood on his nose. Colton still didn't have any blood anywhere. It looked like Colton was full of hate when he was fighting, his look was very dark, it was scary, will I really know Colto