52

“Are we actually doing this?” I ask as we lay in bed. I’m tucked against King’s chest as his arm wraps around my shoulder.

“Well yeah, you said yes and so did Josie.” He whispers against my forehead.

“I can’t believe it.”

“You better. Since packing starts tomorrow.”

I knew one day I would move out of this apartment but what if it’s too soon.

It’s a comfort thing, my sanctuary and escape but I will live in the same room as my boyfriend who I love but with my anxiety sometimes I need to be alone. I would be giving that up but think of all the positives and there are many.

He basically lives with me anyway, he has a drawer, we bought a bigger desk so we could both sit at it, his toothbrush has a place on my counter, his body wash lives in my shower.

“It’s too early isn’t it?” Kingston questions pulling me from my thoughts.

“What?”

“Em we’ve been together for nearly a year, I can see the thoughts not good ones ticking away in your mind.”

“I’ll just miss h