LOGIN“We only had unprotected sex once. I can’t be the one responsible.”
Darius said. His voice was ice cold. His words sliced through the fabric on my skin deep into my heart.
I knew I was just his mistress. I knew I was just a tool for him to satisfy his sexual desire but yet, I gave myself to him more than I should have.
“You can’t say that. You know I’ve only ever worked for you. I’m your private escort—and yours alone.” I said.
Darius stood by the window of the opulent bedroom. The windows were draped with long white and royal purple curtains that stretched from the ceilings down to the floor.
His hands were folded behind his back. His gaze was still fixed on the skyline of New York City that stretched endlessly beneath the morning light, as breathtaking as ever. Darius didn’t seem to notice.
“This should be in your contract. You should know how to handle situations like this.” Darius said.
He let out a heavy sigh. He turned towards me, his eyes locked with mine for a few minutes before his gaze drifted away.
“The cleaning lady would be here in 25 minutes. Clean up and leave…but just after me.” Darius said.
His resolve was unchanged. He grabbed his coat on the bed, threw it over his shoulder as he walked towards the door.
“I’m pregnant for you Darius Blackwood. This is your child.” I said.
I held my stomach as my breath turned erratic.
He stopped. For a moment I thought he would walk up to me, pull me into a deep kiss, hold me by my cheek and tell me he would be here for me.
I was so stupid.
I allowed the line between a mistress and her boss to be blurred by my delusions.
“Don’t push this further.” His voice was quiet, but final.
He walked towards the door. I was about to call out his name when the scene before me left me speechless.
Darius opened the door, and there she was, the cleaning lady. Her eyes were filled with fears I could not describe, like she had heard something no one else should have.
Her hands shook in fear as she tried to pick up the mop that had fallen from her grip because of the shock.
“How long have you been here?” Darius asked.
I saw his grip on the doorknob tightened as his knuckles turned white.
The cleaning lady was hesitant. Her lips parted, but no words came. “I…I just got here.”
The fear in her eyes gave away her weak lie. Darius examined her for a few more minutes. “Come back in another 25 minutes.”
The cleaning lady did not hesitate. She fled the scene. She was so lucky she left with all parts of her body intact.
Darius turned to me. “Leave.”
Then he walked out of the room. The door locked behind him.
I sat on the bed for a while. What was I to do now?
I pounced out of the bed. I ran my hands through my tangled hair before I ran a comb through. I would have had a shower but this wasn’t the time.
The thought of someone came to my mind. I need to meet with that person right now.
I picked up my dress from the bedside. Got dressed and ran out of the room. I made sure I had my scarf and sun glasses to avoid any attention.
I successfully walked out of the hotel without unnecessary attention, or so I thought.
The busy streets of New York City left me disoriented for a moment. The early morning sun shone a little bit too bright even for my sun glasses.
Ding Ding!!
A text message notification popped up on my phone screen. It was from my landlord.
“Funny how someone can spend the night at the Blackwood Hotel and still owe $2,100 in rent. Funny priorities.”
I felt a cold sweat break down my back. Was I being stalked?
I observed my surroundings to confirm if anyone suspicious had tailed me but all I saw were people with their eyes glued to their phones as they went on about their day.
“Are you Jolene Quin?” a deep bass voice echoed above me.
I was startled.
I lifted my head. My eyes locked with a huge man who stood a few inches away from me. He had a black pair of glasses on, dressed in a fully black outfit.
I took three steps back which created space between us.
I was hesitant at first. “Yes. Yes I am.”
The next thing I felt was a cold hand on my back. The strange man had driven a dagger into my chest.
My eyes bulged out in terror and confusion.
He professionally pulled the dagger out as he walked away. I stood there with my hands pressed against my chest.
No one noticed.
My leg gave up as I fell. My cheek slammed against the cold concrete. It was cold, too cold. I could no longer tell if I was dead or alive.
In just a few minutes, I was surrounded. The whispers and unsolicited opinions of strangers filled the air.
Then comes silence. And I lost consciousness.
I pressed myself against the cold wall, wishing it would open up and swallow me whole. My fingers trembled against the wall as I tried to steady myself. The room felt smaller now, the walls closing in as I stared at the man before me.He remained calm.I had expected him to react differently—rage, shock, even disbelief. I'd braced myself for a shout, a curse, maybe even a hand raised in retaliation, but he didn’t. The mark from my slap stayed on his face, vivid and angry, as if I'd hit him multiple times instead of just once.Yet the expression on his face stayed eerily calm. Too calm. It haunted me more than any outburst ever could.My eyes betrayed me. His sculpted chest rose and fell at a steady, unnerving pace. His Adam's apple bobbed slowly as he swallowed. Down his waist, his bulge still strained against his briefs, defined and impossible to ignore. Heat crept up my neck. I was supposed to be terrified of this man. And I was. But my body didn't seem to care. My heart pounded
The Rebirth“A private placement? You’re lucky.” The voice of a lady filled the room. “Jolene. Jolene.” The strange voice pulled me out of my head. There I was, I sat on a chair opposite a lady. She had black hair, brown freckles, golden yellow skin and her lips were covered with red lipsticks. Madam Veronica. “Yes.” “Don’t do that again. You can’t zone out, you shouldn’t.” Madam Veronica queried. My eyes scanned the surroundings. Was it all a dream?I couldn’t put my thoughts together but all I could remember was a man in a suit who stood before a gravestone. The gravestone had my name engraved on it. I could still see his face. No matter how hard I tried to shake it, his face stayed with me. An unsettling feeling gnawed at me, as though I’d left something behind. Yet no matter how hard I searched my memory, the only thing I could recall was the mysterious man standing before the gravestone that was supposed to be mine.“You’re one of the lucky ones. I sent your profil
“Jolene was a good one.” A strange voice said. I stood in an open field. Cold, quiet and empty saved for the two people in black who stood before what I guessed was a grave. The voice sounded familiar but yet strange. It sounded like someone’s voice I’d heard over the phone years ago. “I still don’t know why you’re here!” Celine said. The familiarity of her voice grounded me in my environment. That was my mother. Between my mother and the stranger was a grave stone with flowers on it. And the person in the grave…I screamed. My hands pressed my mouth against my face. No one flinched. It was like I wasn’t even there, they probably couldn’t see me—or hear me. I guess I was really dead. “She was part of our family.” The man said. “You never accepted her. You supported father and mother to kick me out.” Celine added. Father and mother? Was the man before her, her brother, my uncle? “Celine, there was nothing I could do.” He added. “You don’t deserve to be here”“Please.”“Don’t.
“We only had unprotected sex once. I can’t be the one responsible.”Darius said. His voice was ice cold. His words sliced through the fabric on my skin deep into my heart. I knew I was just his mistress. I knew I was just a tool for him to satisfy his sexual desire but yet, I gave myself to him more than I should have. “You can’t say that. You know I’ve only ever worked for you. I’m your private escort—and yours alone.” I said. Darius stood by the window of the opulent bedroom. The windows were draped with long white and royal purple curtains that stretched from the ceilings down to the floor. His hands were folded behind his back. His gaze was still fixed on the skyline of New York City that stretched endlessly beneath the morning light, as breathtaking as ever. Darius didn’t seem to notice. “This should be in your contract. You should know how to handle situations like this.” Darius said. He let out a heavy sigh. He turned towards me, his eyes locked with mine for a few minute
“Why didn’t you tell me you were pregnant?” The glass of water slipped from my hand. It shattered on impact, sending shards of glass skittering across the floor. The cold water flowed down, pricking beneath the sole of my feet. I stood there in shock as if I had lost all form of mobility. In front of me was Celine, she was visibly livid. Her gaze pierced through me like a dagger. On her hand, was a white envelope that was slightly opened. It had a Red Cross stamp on it. Pregnant? How did she know I was pregnant? How the hell was I even pregnant? It was just a one time thing. Did the hospital send in my pregnancy test result via mail this morning? My heart pounded rapidly as panic kicked in, I could feel the adrenaline rush. I wasn’t worried about figuring out who was responsible. I knew who. He was the only man I’d ever slept with for over a year now. Darius Blackwood. But how was I supposed to tell a client I was carrying his child? Madam Vero would kill me. She had always w
It was one of those nights again. I hated it here. “I’ve told you countless times Jolene. I don’t need it.” I stood by the door. Behind me was a bag of groceries I had bought on my way home. “Why are you doing this?” I asked. My voice was a bit shaky from the cold. It had poured this evening. I had no umbrella, all I had was a small white purse which I had placed over my head while I ran under the rain. Rainwater dripped from my hair onto the wooden floor, leaving a trail behind me. My blouse clung uncomfortably to my skin while my shoes squelched with every step. My fingers had gone numb from the cold, making the grocery bag feel twice as heavy. Even now, I couldn’t stop shivering.Not once did she ask if I was cold. “This is not the life I want for you. I don’t want to be part of your madness.” Celine, my mother added. “I’m not doing this for you.” I said. I clenched my fist as I kissed my teeth. “You’re a prostitute Jolene, I don’t want to take part in any proceedings tha







