It was a long night and no I don’t mean sex, we spent the night talking, mostly about us, about the shit that was going on but I still didn’t tell him that I could hear Reaper, I think right now, it would just be too much for him to know that I could hear my monster and that yes in fact we did actually mind control the humans as well as mess with the footage, which I still dont understand how we did that.
Just as I was finally dropping off to sleep, Daryl turns my face to his, I thought he was going to kiss me but instead he asks me why I like being around Christian so much, I could tell the truth, or I could lie, I choose to do both and tell him that Christian listens to me and doesn’t try to shut me up when I need to speak but I fail to admit that I actually really liked Christian as more than a friend.
“I am sorry Ash, I should have never doubted you” and he gently kisses me on the lips, he doesn’t try anything else and the tingly
The thought of drinking blood again had my emotions mixed with excitement and disgust, I had grown up living a lie, being denied what I needed to let my monster, how much had Maddox really known about me. Did he know that keeping me away from everything would keep me subdued, until recently I had never felt anything so dark.Probably, he was an asshole Ashley and if I wasn’t subdued, there was no way he would have been alive.I feel my body being lowered until it met something soft and firm “Just let her sleep, she most likely needs it after hardly sleeping last night”“You know”“Of course I know, she is my mate. She was tossing and turning all night. She still lives with what Maddox and Hayden did to her. I don’t think she will ever move on” I hear him sigh as he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear “I hoped that after Hayden’s death she would settle but with everything going on, she s
He picks up one of the prisoners and sinks his teeth into the skin easily, the blood oozing out the sides of his mouth, the sweetness in the air which was making my stomach do backflips, when Christian pauses and turns back to me, his lips are stained with blood, his eyes a deep black “We don’t have long” but I was frozen to the spot, even Reaper was speechless but my teeth started growing, I don’t know if it was because I could smell the blood or because I was becoming desperate for the crimson liquid.I kneel down next to the other man, the one who Christian had already cut for me, being so close to the taste of blood was mesmerising and I could hear the steady rhythm of his heartbeat, shooting one final glance at Christian, I sink my teeth into the neck of the man, letting the blood flow freely down my throat, the strength it gave me was incredible and i hold him tight to my mouth sucking in as much as I could, the feeling of power running through m
I wait for ten minutes before leaving the room, I needed to make sure he was busy in the shower. I was grateful that he was respecting me for saying no but i just didnt feel safe around him anymore and I couldn't put my finger on why.Grabbing my coat, I slip out the room, listening and smelling for anyone around but thankfully there was no one. I make towards the front door only for Christian to ask me where I was going. When I turn to face him, he takes one look at my tear stained face and rushes towards me, wrapping his arms around me, pulling me against his sweat soaked body.“Ash, what happened?”I shake my head, I couldn't explain it even if I tried. I need to be alone, just me and Reaper“Reaper?”“My monster” I could barely get the words out “I don’t, I cant stay here with him”“Where are you going to go?” When I don’t answer, he tells me no
Calli comes and grabs my arm, her blonde hair coming loose from its ponytail. She tucks it back with her free hand whilst pulling on me, stopping me from going after Daryl.“Men” she rolls her eyes which makes me smile, in a way, she reminded me of Jordan who also didn’t give a shit about men or their rank, just look at Cole. “Just ignore him Ashley, I know he is your mate, but you have a right to independency and you need to know how to protect yourself.She pulls me back to the other women and as she drops my arm and turns away I see a blue mark on her shoulder, similar to my crescent, only hers was almost a star shape, the other girls have one too but in different places, one had it on their stomach, wait, it couldn't be possible could it, were they all Royals here?I needed to find Christian, my brain felt like it was being twisted, he had said that we were a different blood line, is that why they had a star mark rather than a crescen
She steps out into the clearing and faces me, her hair flowing down her body, a long purple dress hugging her figure, her eyes a dazzling shade of purple, she was in her element, this is something she had been planning for some time.“Oh Ashley, poor little Ashley” I stand there alone, facing the very bitch that had tried to kill meI say nothing as I try to focus on Reaper, the electric running through us was painful but I couldn’t lose her, I had only just found my other half, I had only just figured out who I was.“Where is Christian?”“Occupied” she doesn’t expand any further but I wanted to know what she had done to him“Where is he?” I snarl at her and she just laughs. If I ever get out of here, she will pay for what she has doneI fight against the electrical current, telling Reaper now was the time to come out but she was silent and unresponsive“How are you doi
How was it even possible, I wasn’t mated to him, I knew I liked him but surely that wasn’t enough to create sparks between us. As I raise my eyes to his, he doesn’t say anything about the sparks“She's dead?”It wasn’t so much Christians reaction I was waiting for but Daryl’s. I wanted to know if he loved her too like she had loved him.I nod my head, "But what happened to you?, you were right behind me""I got attacked by a rogue, don't worry, they didn't last long", he said no more but it made sense as to why he was in different clothes and why there was dirt smudged across his face.“I don’t believe you Ash”“Why would you Daryl, because you never believe anything I say”“It’s seems pretty unlikely”Christian snorts, something I was getting use to when he knew I was going to make a sarcastic comment“Fine don’t believ
As we crash to the floor, my head smashes against the edge of the fridge with a loud thud, what did Christian say? He said something about Daryl not being my mate.Whilst my body is sprawled out on the floor, making sense of what Daryl just said, the men are fighting and throwing each other across the room.Rubbing my head, I get on my feet “What did you say about Daryl?” but they don’t hear me as Christian launches Daryl into the cupboards, the clattering of saucepans ringing out as they clatter to the floor.“STOP!!”Both men stop what they are doing and look at me “Tell her” Christian speaks through clenched teeth“There is nothing to say” he brushes down his tshirt as he stands“Daryl, tell her”“Tell me what”“He is lying to you Ash, about your mate bond, you are not mated”“No. No, that cannot be true, I feel it, Reaper
I don’t see Daryl for the rest of the day and I was grateful, instead I was spending the afternoon mulling over Christians words and wondering if he had felt the sparks between us like I had. Before leaving Christian had warned me that I might feel pain from rejecting Daryl but as time passed I felt nothing, literally nothing and it made me realise how little i actually know.Christian stuck to his word and slept on the white leather sofa in the room, he waited patiently outside whilst I sorted myself out and climbed into the large bed, it really was massive and I seemed oddly small in comparison but I knew I was safe with Christian not far away.At some point in the night I woke, tossing and turning, an unnerving gut feeling and sitting up I see Christian fast asleep and I push the odd sensation away from my mind and try to settle back down but I knew something wasn’t right.Sitting up, I whisper Christians name but he doesn’t stir. Tiptoeing