19 - Equals

~Tyra’s Point of View~

I fluttered my eyes open, momentarily forgetting where I was since I seemed to be doing a lot of bed hopping lately. It was now Monday, and we had until next Wednesday for the challenge. It seemed like an eternity … way too long for so much uncertainty to hang in the balance.

I did mean it though, about trying to see Zach again. I wasn’t sure now though if it was a good idea. If he knew I’d slept with Ridge he’d lose his shit.

I felt Ridge’s arms around me, he was breathing lightly in my ear, spooning me. I had no clue what I’d really pictured for my first time, but last night was perfect. If I was being honest I had probably pictured my first time as rape, at least that’s what I’ve believed all these years. 

I let out a qui