Chapter 3

Chapter 3

SASHA'S POV

My eyes flipped open, and I was met with a wave of panic as I realized I was in an unfamiliar room. A hand was wrapped around me, and I quickly shook it off, sitting up on the bed. 

"This is definitely not my house," I voiced out, my heart racing as I glanced around the room. 

I raised the duvet and gasped as I realized I was totally naked. I rushed out of bed, my face flush with embarrassment.

"Who the hell did I sleep with?" I asked myself, my mind racing with thoughts of the previous night. 

I slowly moved towards the sleeping figure, my eyes fixed on his face. My eyes widened in disbelief as I took in his features. 

This man I had a night with was no other than Alpha Ryan, the most ruthless alpha ever, feared by everyone.

"Oh my goodness, it's Alpha Ryan," the words rang out of my mouth as I stared at his sleeping form. "Oh no, I'm doomed," I whispered, moving away from him immediately. 

I couldn't let him see me, I thought, my mind racing with panic. Without hesitation, I started searching for my clothes on the floor, my hands shaking as I dressed.

I left the room, my heart still racing with thoughts of the night before. Once I was outside, I realized it was still dark, and a wave of relief washed over me. 

I transformed into my wolf form and raced into the woods, my heart pounding in my chest. In no time, I was home, my paws pounding on the door.

The door swung open, revealing my mum, who stood there with worries showing in her eyes. "Where have you been?" she asked, her voice laced with concern. 

I couldn't meet her gaze, my eyes cast downward in shame.

"Sasha, where have you been? I have been looking everywhere for you," my mom repeated her questions, her voice laced with concern for me.

I know that who my mum was, and that's because she cares so much for me.

I couldn't respond, my mind racing with panic. I knew what was at stake if I remained in the pack until morning, so I forced myself to move.

I rushed into my bedroom and started packing my bags, my hands shaking as I do so.

"Sasha, what's going on?" Mum asked, her voice filled with confusions, as she watches me pack my bags.

I stopped and faced her, my eyes welling up with tears. She decided to know what had happened.

"Mum, I'm doomed," I voiced out, tears welled up in my eyes.

She stared at me in confusion, her eyes searching for answers.

"What do you mean by that?" she asked, her voice gentle but laced with concern. I took a deep breath before speaking.

"Mum, I was drunk last night, and I ended up spending the night with Alpha Ryan," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. 

She gasped, as she stared at me.

"What!" she exclaimed, her voice filled with disbelief. 

"You mean you had a night with Alpha Ryan, the Alpha of the Silver moon pack?" she asked me.

I nodded, feeling a wave of shame wash over me. "Yes, Mum, I'm in a big mess right now, and I have to leave before he realizes I'm gone," I told her.

"But how did that happen? Why were you drunk?" she asked me, and I wanted to explain but I knew what was at stake.

My mind was still racing with fear, so I didn't have to sit back here.

"I'll explain everything to you over the phone, but for now, I have to go. Remember, he's the Alpha here, and would easily find me here," I told her, my voice firm.

"Oh okay, but where will you go now?" she asked, as she joined me in packing.

"I don't really know yet, but I just have to leave," I said, standing up and grabbing my bags. 

"Be safe, and remember to reach me once you've found somewhere to settle," Mum said.

I nodded, promising to do exactly what she said. She walked me to the door, and without thinking twice, I ran into the woods, hoping to escape before dawn. 

I was grateful that I had woken up early enough to do the needful. I didn't know how I would have faced my fate if he had woken up to see an outcast like me beside him.

FIVE YEARS LATER.

"Mummy, what are we going to have for breakfast?" Ava asked me, her big brown eyes sparkling with excitement, as I helped her get ready for school. 

She was a handful, and I loved every moment of it. Her energy was infectious, and I couldn't help but smile as I gazed at her.

"Mummy, you aren't responding to me," she shook my hand, snapping me out of my thoughts. I chuckled and focused on her again.

 "Come on Ava, you shouldn't be thinking about breakfast right now, you need to get ready for school," I said, trying to hide my amusement.

She pouted, and I couldn't resist her adorable face. "You are dressing me up already, so what's left to do?" She asked, her voice laced with a hint of mischief. 

I sighed softly, realizing she was right.

"I still have to prepare your brothers for school too, so be patient okay, we will all have breakfast together," I told her, trying to sound firm.

She faked a frown, and I couldn't help but laugh.

"Okay," she bit her lower lip, making my smile deepen. I finished dressing her up, and she looked up at me with those big brown eyes.

"Go ahead and have a sit, I need to attend to your brothers," I said, and she nodded, quickly running off to the dining room.

Next, Adrian came to me, and I didn't hesitate to take him to the bathroom where I bathed him and dressed him too. 

He giggled and played in the water, and I couldn't help but feel grateful for these moments.

After a while, we were all seated in the dining room to have breakfast. The room was filled with the sound of chatter and laughter, and I felt a sense of contentment wash over me.

"Mum, I have a question for you," Andy spoke up, his eyes sparkling with curiosity, making me sigh softly as I faced him.

"Andy, can't that question of yours wait until you get back from school, because you are running late already," I told him, wondering what he actually wanted to ask me this morning.

He shook his head negatively, making me take a deep breath.

"It can't wait, Mum," he said, his voice firm, and I couldn't help but smile.

"Okay, go ahead and ask me," I told him, trying to sound calm, while he smiled at me.

He cleared his small throat, putting on a smile, before speaking.

"Mummy, when are we going to me

et Daddy?" Andy asked me, making me widen my eyes in disbelief. 

I felt a knot form in my stomach as I tried to process the question.