As the moon painted the orphanage in its silvery glow on the eve of my 18th birthday, fear gripped my heart, causing my throat to get dry.
Turning 18th was something huge. If not for everyone, it would be for us who lived in this hellhole that was called an orphanage. This was something that every omega feared, every one of us within these desolate walls.
The clock on the wall suddenly made a small sound, signaling that it was now midnight. “Happy birthday to me,” I sang to myself in a depressed tone, tears filling my eyes as I remembered that I did not know anything about my parents.
I was only told that they had dropped me off when I was born, at the doorstep of the orphanage, all bloody and slippery. And that was all I knew. I could not and still cannot understand how someone would be able to do that to their child; to a newborn baby that did not do anything wrong!
But I guess bad luck and pain had been my best friend from the very beginning.
Tears slid from my eyes and fell onto the hard mattress that I was lying on. The coldness of the smelly room caused a shiver to run down my spine. The thin bedsheet that I was to use in place of a duvet was not enough to keep me warm; not even close.
The room was very small, twice the size of a regular supply closet. The walls had molds on them and the ceiling would leak when it rained.
I sniffled as I proceeded to wipe the tears from my face. This orphanage had been all I have known. The orphans here are like family to me, but every one of them that reached eighteen was mysteriously shipped somewhere else and was never heard of again.
I think that was something that made me even more scared and nervous that I had turned 18.
As soon as the clock stuck a minute passed midnight, the door of my room suddenly opened, making a loud creaking sound as the caretaker barged in. I immediately retired from my lying position on the bed and rose to my feet bowing my head in respect.
“It’s Rue’s birthday,” She sneered, dragging me out with force. The corridor echoed with her harsh laughter as she paraded me in front of the other omegas. “Look who’s just turned 18!” She jeered, pushing me to the hard floor.
I try to cushion my wall but it still hurts. But I don’t know what hurts more, the physical pain or the emotional one.
Then before I knew it, water was being poured over me. Soapy, smelly water. I let out a small cry as I tried to shield my face but that did not help. I hated her! I hated my life! And I hated the Moon goddess for allowing me to have such a life!
“Happy birthday, Rue!” She mocked, forcing me to clean up the mess.
The humiliation burned, but amidst the torment, I promised myself not to give up. At least not yet.
Val’s cruelty intensified, her taunts cutting through the air like a twisted melody. As I scrubbed the floor, the other omegas watched in silence, some even softy crying, but all of their eyes reflected a mix of sympathy and fear.
Because they knew…they knew that they could be on the other end of Val’s evilness in the blink of an eye. Not a single one of them was safe, just like how I was not this night.
The caretaker’s actions only fueled my determination to endure. I wiped away the tears that threatened to betray my strength, vowing that this year, my 18th year, would mark a turning point; it would be different!
The next morning, the familiar coldness of the orphanage greeted me. I rose from the thin mattress, the events of the previous night etched into my consciousness. I barely had gotten enough sleep.
My eyes were burning and my bones were weary. It was another day of work, work, and work.
I walked out of the room, making sure that I was on time. I knew…my body knew very well what happened whenever I left this room later than six in the morning. The long whip marks and bruises on my back were testimonials.
The corridor was crowded, everyone was finding their way to the general bathrooms. There were only two, one for males and the other for females. I swallowed, my throat feeling itchy and yearning for water.
But I had to make it to the showers quickly. We were all expected to be clean and in the courtyard by six-twenty.
Rushing, I pushed my way past a few. And even though I received a few ‘happy birthdays’, it didn’t feel like any special day. After showering with almost thirty girls, I hurried to my room and put on my uniform.
Everyone here was assigned two sets of them. And honestly, I hated mine. They were now small, torn in so many ways and it just really looked like a rag.
When I was in my uniform, I held my dark hair in a messy ponytail with an old rubberband and rushed out, making sure to be on time.
My stomach groaned as I stood in line in the huge courtyard. My body ached, like really bad. The sun was rising and the heat was revealing itself bit by bit.
Standing there, with the ragged uniform clinging to my frame, I felt the weight of their judgment. Why were they looking at me like that when we all had the same thing to wear, it was just that mine was older and looked a bit worse.
Suddenly, a stern voice echoed through the courtyard, “Rue Belmond, come to the front!
My heart raced as I stepped forward, unsure of what awaited me. Little did I know, this would thrust me into a destiny I had never imagined, unraveling secrets that would change the course of my very existence.
The chilling gaze of Mother Teresa bore into me, a sinister smile playing on her lips, hinting at a twisted plot that would weave fate with threads of both despair and defiance.
I watched the smile deepen on the face of Mother Teresa as I was called to the front of the line, my heart thundering in my chest. There were so many eyes on me and I had never felt so self-conscious. In the shadow of her passive-aggressive demeanor, a conversation unfolded. She feigned sweetness, saying, “Rue, dear, aren’t you looking stunning in that uniform? A perfect fit, just like the life we have provided for you here.” I resisted the urge to scoff, keenly aware of the underlying sarcasm, replying, “Thank you, Mother Teresa. I try my best to follow the rules and look presentable.” That was the only way to respond to her, with respect and humility. She was the owner and head of the orphanage. She owned us all. With an air of false concern, she continued, “Rules are crucial, especially for orphans like you. We must mold you into refined individuals, even if some need a bit more molding than others.” She cast a devious smile at me. I suppressed my frustration, nodded, and
After our short meeting, we quickly headed back to our chores, scared before we got caught. But we did not, and that made me release a sigh of relief as I returned to the scrubbing of the floors. Reaching in the soapy water for the floor brush, I shivered a bit, but I ignored the feeling, making sure to scrub the tiles of the corridor. I worked tirelessly through the day, tired but knowing that I had a few more hours of rest before I escaped to XP club. Throughout the day, I worried. Every sound would make me jump. I had this fear that I was going to be taken away any second by a group of men who were going to be too strong for me. I kept looking over my shoulders when I cleaned, and washed some of the caretakers’ clothes, and while doing everything else. But nothing. Nothing happened. No one came to get me even though I was at the age when the older omegas would just disappear; be taken away somewhere unknown. I prayed so hard, that Mother Teresa would forget about me being 1
Standing in the dressing room, I contemplated my decision. Was I really about to do this? Was I really about to give my body to the Alpha just because I wanted a stable income and protection? But the thing is that I can’t go back, I can’t go back to the orphanage. And I could use the money to help my friends and the other omegas there. If I returned, I knew that I would be taken away by Mother Teresa to god knows where. And that way, I won’t be able to help myself or the other omegas, will I? I lifted my shirt and removed the cloth from around my breasts. “So I’m doing this,” I said to myself, breathing out a sigh. I also made sure to change into something better, taking a revealing dress from the opened closet area and wearing it, I walked back to the mirror. I wore some makeup and brushed my hair down. It was short but reached almost at my shoulders. Looking at my reflection when I was done, my mouth dropped in shock. I looked…completely different, like a whole new person star
The huge house was amazing and very impressive. Alpha Zach promised to give me a tour sometime soon. But not now. He wanted me to meet his friend Cassie, whom he had known for a long time. I was just going to be here for his physical pleasure, so I did not get why he wanted me to meet the girl. He said that they grew up together before he became alpha. She didn’t have parents, and he seemed eager for us to meet. At night, after I took a shower and had something to eat, I heard raised voices. I hesitated but couldn’t resist checking what was happening. I stood near the closed door of the Alpha’s room, where he was arguing with the Beta. They were discussing something intense. “I’m telling you, Mark, it’s not happening! I won’t find a mate, and that’s f*cking final!” Alpha Zach’s voice echoed through the hallway. “But Zach, the pack needs a Luna. It’s been too long. You can’t keep avoiding this,” Beta Mark argued back. “I said no, Mark!” His response was abrupt and cold. “I
The tension hung thick in the air as we continued our walk, Alpha Zach’s eyes searching mine for answers. I could not shake the feeling that my secrets were like time bombs waiting to go off. Zach, still focused, spoke with a mix of authority and concern, “Rue, you can’t keep everything locked up. Trust matters in this pack.”“I know, but it’s just an agreement, I’m only here for a job, remember that. In the same way, you don’t get to know your plumber or electrician but allow them to do their jobs, I’d suggest you do the same for me,” I replied in a monotone.“And some things are just better left unsaid,” I added, shrugging. He then stopped, leaning against a garden bench, his posture less rigid. “Well, as I said, you’re now under my roof. I can’t just let a stranger stay with me for the next two weeks. Trust goes both ways.” It was a weird mix of being under his protection but also feeling the pressure to open up. Memories of being back at the orphanage sparked in my mind and a s
I nodded, a knot of anxiety tightening in my stomach. The Beta’s words lingered in the air, and the weight of the mansion’s secrets pressed down on me. “Thanks for the heads-up,” I managed to mumble, attempting a casual tone that betrayed unease beneath. Mark offered a curt nod, and we parted ways. Alone in the hallway, I contemplated the delicate balance I was trying to maintain. The truth felt like a fragile thread slipping through my fingers, and I couldn’t afford it to snap. And the crazy thing was that I had not even spent 24 hours here yet. He walked away and I simply went into the fancy bathroom. It took me a while to figure out how everything worked there but after I had, I took one of the longest showers ever. I had showered with cold water for the longest so now using hot water seemed amazing. I then wrapped a heated towel around my body and headed back to my new room. I met clothes laid out on the now-made bed. The clothes were casual…and seemed to blend seamlessly wit
After a moment, I pushed myself off the floor, my determination steadying my trembling limbs. I needed to distract myself. I was already here and there was no turning back. I needed to take my mind off the looming threat of the truth coming out. I opened the door, wiped my face with the back of my hand, and sniffled as I headed for the living room. It was where I had left it. While heading there, I met Cassie, she was headed there too. She had some popcorn in her hand and a drink. She wiggled her eyes at me and then said, “Where are you heading, omega?” “The living room, I left a book there that I was reading,” I replied, being careful not to look into her eyes. “Zach and Mark are gone. They went to attend to the affairs of the pack. So you can relax, stop being so stuck up.” She raised one of her eyebrows. “Oh…” I did not know what to say, honestly. “I won’t bite. I know what Zach does by this time every year. His rut comes and he brings a slut or two to help quench his sexual
It was a few days later and I had gotten more comfortable in the villa. Cassie and Mark still had their suspicions of me and did not like me even though pretended to. As for Mother Teresa, she still had no idea where I was. She had appeared multiple times on the news but I was always there to find a way to make sure that the people in the villa did not watch her. The Alpha was still reserved, even though at times he would try to be warm towards me. He had not touched my body since I came here and although he was hot and very attractive, I was glad he had not. Because for one, I was a virgin and had not been with any man in my entire life. I had promised myself that the only one I would allow to have my body would be my mate. And since I had not found one yet, I had no plans on giving myself away. But the crazy thing was that because I wanted to be free from Mother Teresa and be able to help my friends back there, I had placed myself in this situation where I was expected to surren