Alpha's First Love & Last Mate

The sound of my alarm clock stirs me awake, but I'm too weak to reach for it, too drowsy and clinging to the five more minutes I can get while attempting to mute the sounds in my ears.

I'm nearly successful with my deluded plan but then I hear ruffling, and then a scream. Only then do I remember I'm not alone in this bed. My eyes snap open and I'm met with Ezra looking around my bed with wide dilated eyes.

"No, no," he repeatedly chants, shaking his head. "God no."

"Ezra?" I frown. What's wrong?" I softly ask, reaching for his arm, but he pushes me away.

"You," he says, almost breathless. "You-you're wrong. How...how...how did this happen?"

Half relief floods through me, so that's why he's panicking like he's seen a ghost. "Ezra, it's okay." I try to him, I know we never planned on sleeping together or anything near close to that but he's fine.

"No, it isn't okay," he snaps, scuffling out of bed. He finds his pants easily, hands still shaking as he tries to put them on. He does so wi