Chapter 41 - She's Ours

How did my life change so drastically in a matter of a week? I wasn’t sure how it was going to go when I put myself up for auction, but I never imagined it would be like this! Sex with Knox was phenomenal, explosive is how I describe it with Jory, but Merrick, this is a whole other ballpark. I’ve always been in charge of my life, and that’s exactly how I wanted it, but just spending this little bit of time with Merrick so far, I’m beginning to think that my mindset has changed.

Him taking control turns me on so much. The fact that I haven’t even questioned anything that he has commanded of me, says a lot. He may be demanding, but he’s considerate at the same time, and I respect him for it. I didn’t very much like the gag that he had me where, but because it turned him on, I wore it happily, and in turn, it also turned me on. I don’t know why I get tingles when I think about how it makes me feel, but I do. I should feel dirty and disgusting, but twice now I’ve felt slutty and whoris