Green and Cherry were alike at some points, both like sweet foods and don't like loneliness. It's funny, Green lived alone and Cherry lived with her brother, Langit who frequently left her. The two were friend with loneliness, and no doubt felt lonely. Green's loneliness slowly faded because of Alta's presence, and so did Cherry, her day became more colorful since her dating with Zein. Neither Green nor Cherry didn't have a lot of friends but they knew a lot of people, not because of pride or anything similar, it was because they both had the principle of getting to know anyone but not all of them can be friends.
The two women were now in the college park reading the novel for their assignment, Green looked down at the Cherry's perfect eyes that looks gloomy, and she had not talk much since before. Green wasn't curious at first, but she saw Cherry's eyes like they were holding back the tears.
"Cher..." Green touched the back of her hand.
Cherry who was naturally cheerful and expressive was more obvious when she had a problem. Cherry couldn't take any more grief, she soon hugged Green and let all the pain flew.
"Green..."
Green stroked Cherry's shoulder gently, "let everything out, don't hold back."
After Green said that, all the tightness in her chest and the pain she's been trying to cover up since morning just popped up. Cherry sobbed behind Green's embrace, without asking any further questions Green gave up her shirt wet with Cherry's tears.
For several minutes, Cherry was still crying, no matter how hurt the woman was causing her to look so fragile. "Drink first." Green handed Cherry a bottle of mineral water so she could cool down a little bit, then put a tissue in front of her.
Cherry took a bottle and a tissue, drank it a little and then wiped the remnants of the water hanging from her eyelids. "Thanks, Green."
Green nodded with a slight smile and then said something, "if anything hurts you so much, it's okay to cry. Everyone has their own problem, and everyone has the same right to shed tears over their problem."
A smile inscribed on Cherry lips after hearing Green's advice, she confirmed what Green had said was true. Green was different from people she had ever met, before this Cherry always met people that when she cried they will say unnecessary words of motivation or even forbid her outright to do so, thinking that crying was someone's weak sign. It Looked like she wasn't wrong to claim Green as her friend from now on.
"Green, let's stay at my house tonight," invited Cherry on impulse.
Quickly, Green's shook her head. "It's impossible Cher, I gotta work."
"What time do you get off?" said Cherry who was still trying to get Green to stay at her house.
This was one of the reasons Cheerry admired Green, besides being modest and forthright, she was also independent, Green worked to earn money for her life and she was never ashamed of doing anything while it was clean and it didn't hurt anyone.
"Ten o 'clock."
"It's okay, Green, you'll come back to my house. Please Green, you should be agree." Cherry begged her to let the woman agree with it.
Honestly, Green was reluctant to stay at Cherry's, because that way he'd see Langit, she was still mad at the guy for last week. Langit touched her when she tried to keep away from any other man. But even if she refused, Cherry will be disappointed, especially she had just seen Cherry cried in silence, what if her refusal made her sadness came back? she didn't want to make anyone sad because of her. Then finally, Green approved Cherry's offering.
"Okay, I'll come back to your house whe my work done"
"Yeayyyyyy, thank you Green, I'm so glad you decide to stay at my house tonight." Cherry hugged Green tight.
"I'm not alone at last," continued Cherry with a cheerful voice.
Instantly a Cherry smile disappeared when she saw two humans who were none other than Violet and Zein walking hand in hand while laughing in dollars.
"Cher... " called Green, she knew that Violet was the woman who was always with Cherry and Zein was Cherry's boyfriend.
"Let's come to class, the class is about to start, right?" Cherry pulled Green's hand away from the place, her eyes and heart hadn't exactly been oke to see Violet and Zein together.
Green only followed her, she understood without any explanation how Cherry felt right now even though she didn't know in detail what was going on between the three of them.
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"Zein, I feel bad for Cherry," Violet said with a guilty face. Deep down she realized that what she was doing right now was wrong, but her heart couldn't be fooled either. She's been interested in Zein since Cherry introduced him for the first time.
"Just calm down Vi, I'm sick of that toxic woman, rich bitch anyway."
Unlike the particularly bad, guilt-ridden Violet, Zein did not feel the same. What he felt right now was the relief of breaking with Cherry.
Zein... ," Violet whined as she put her arm around him.
"Vi, I've been interested in you for a long time, from when we watched threesome. This time I've taken a stand, took right decision. I've been with her the whole time, forbidden to do this and that, should tell her wherever I go. I'm tired of being reasonable, and with you I feel like myself because you've never demanded much from me." Actually, Violet knew that already, for long before today both had developed a connection behind Cherry and Zein used to complain that he sick of Cherry's behavior.
"But Cherry is still my close friend, and I'm the one who is wrong and bad."
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"No, you're not an evil. You can see that Cherry has made a new friend, so you don't have to feel guilty or even feel bad," said Zein, who comforted his girlfriend who was feeling guilty.
Violet placed her head on Zein's shoulder, while the man stroked her head gently. "You're different, Vi, you're independent while cherry is spoiled. I was fed up every time she asked to be picked up, I sat on her every time she whined to help her doing this or that. And you know what I'm feeling right now?"
Violet looked up, staring at Zein stroking her head full of questions, "what?"
"I'm so happy that you and I can finally be us and I'm free from a girl named Cherry Alexandra."
Violet looked at zein with a gaze for an answer. "Zein, you wouldn't leave me, would you?"
"I promise I won't leave you, Vi. You're the only one I want."
Zein grabbed Violet's fingers with a warm smile and then kissed them for a long time before, then they looked at each other and both them smiled.
Without they knowing there was heart that broken and pain, Cherry who said goodbye to Green to buy something in the cafeteria accidentally overheard Zein and Violet chit chat. There was an invisible dagger that pierced the recal of her, Cherry who had already feeling better felt like all the wounds came up because she heard Zein's confession and the man's view of her. During they were dating, Cherry always tried to give her best, being the obedient woman he wanted to be. But what Zein said to Violet was exactly the opposite, Cherry came out of hiding after wiping away the tears that rolled down.
"It's really nice of you to be playing over you victims. What did you just say? Toxic? You're supposed to be messing, and who's toxic, you or me? You're possessive, bossy, tempramental. And, you're both really metching and suit each other, equally traitorous!" Cherry said it was full of emphasis, her anger could no longer resist looking at the behavior of the two humans she trusted so.
Zein stood up and then looked down at Cherry with a condescending look. "Girl likes you isn't right for me!"
Cherry was about to slap Zein's cheek but was restrained by hearing Violet's voice. "Cher, I'm sorry. All are my fault, I was not honest from the beginning, Zein and Ibactually have been in a relationship behind you for a long time, don't blame him, It's my fault," said Violet filled with tears.
Cherry's eyes turned to Violet, a best friend she had introduced to Zein, the man she loved. Cherry never had a negative thought on the two people in front of her, the two that now made her very disappointed. Moreover Violet, Cherry wasn't sure she could forgive her after the pain she'd been through. "I won't forgive you, Violet, and from now on you are no longer my friend!" Cherry said it with a sharp tone and full of emphasis.
Violet didn't reply Cherry's talk,. she just looked down and couldn't say anything.
"Now Violet has had me, she doesn't need you to be her close friend anymore. I love her, and you? You're nothing compare with her, you're just a spoiled little bitch who asks everything for help, while Violet? She's independent."
Cherry felt a tickling in her chest as a result of Zein's comparing her with Violet. Her hands were clenched, looking at the two people in anger. Without realizing the situation, Green was approaching, she chose to observe three people interaction, not because she didn't want to help Cherry, it's because she tried to give them some time as adults to solve their problem. Green could see from a good distance how Zein insult Cherry and took the woman out, with Green's bold move approaching. Green stood in front of Zein, she looked at him intently. "If you break up, then just break up! No need to insult your ex, right? What's that rubbish mouth you have?!"
Cherry didn't know Green would be so brave like that, after saying that, she pulled out Cherry's hand to get away from the two treacherous humans, ignoring Zein, the one that was shouting at her. Before perfectly going, Green staring at Violet, she looked at that woman with that intimidating gaze. "and you? listen to this, you're happy by stoling someone else's happiness, you're a traitor! Everything will not last long, sooner or later you will also be dumped by this bastard!" Green said, emphasizing the word bastard, staring at Zein's face, looking at the man in disgust.
"Damn girl! I don't fucking know you! You have no right to call me bastard!" Zein said with anger because of what Green said about him.
"I don't even need to close to you to know that you're an asshole!" said Green fiery, she never be able to see her closest one to be hurted. Green will defend her, especially in this case Zein was worthy of burial. "Come on, Cher, let this two trash gathered! Your tears are too valuable to cry over such people." Green pulled Cherry, really far away.
Green was still pulling Cherry away from the place, she was moved by the thought that Green was actually defending her. Cherry smiles, her pain still there hasn't completely healed. Even if what Green said was true, it would be inappropriate for her to grieve over Violet and Zein. But nothing can just happen, a broken heart remains a broken heart, unable to heal immediately with words of motivation or spiritual touch. Everything takes a process, and right now he's committed to going through it."Green, thank you," she said sincerely as soon as they got to the front of the class. "After this, you can't feel yourself, Cher," said Green like seeing the inside of a Cherry is Sera figure. Cherry nodded. "Thanks again, Green." Green smiled slightly. Class was still quiet, and the class was about to start in five minutes. Green saw Beni, the student leader in her class walking up the stairs with a laptop bag in his hand."You two are still here?" asked Beni upon seeing Green and Cherry.
In this evening evening, Langit drove the carl with medium speed, and it parted the road to his residence, after a long day of teaching that he finally was able to go home and rest for a while. Any sleepiness that he had been able to resist, came back to strike. Finally he decided to stop for a moment, choosing a cup of coffee at the small shop shop to relieve any drowsiness, it would be dangerous to drive in the middle of sleepiness.Langit carried a cup of cappuccino in it. It should be underline, Langit is a simple and humble person, who didn't feel hesitate to sit and drink coffee on the side of the road, just like he did this afternoon. Langit sat on the spot provided with a sip of a cigarette, he was not someone who addict that activity, he did it only occasionally, if he wanted to.His gaze was accidentally drawn to a woman he knew so well, though he saw her from behind, Langit was quite certain that she was the girl who had been recently with her si
Rubi had not yet given the answer to Langit's offer, moreover Langit had not explained what an orphanage was to Rubi, what the man had done only saying that they could go to school if they were in an orphanage, Rubi who didn't understand then whether an orphanage was the same as a school?"Tomorrow uncle will come back with your new clothes, now uncle should go back home." Langit again stood about to turn away from Rubi, but Rubi chased after him."Uncle Langit, take care of yourself," said Rubi, shaking his hand.Instantly Langit became speechless at seeing how he had kissed his hand, the boy was so well behaved. He rarely found such a well behaved little street boy like Rubi, and it's all certainly because Green, He was smiling as made up Rubi's quite messy hair. "Of course, Rubi, I bid you farewell, Assalamualaikum.""Waalakumussalam."Rubi stood staring at Langit as he entered the car and looked at Rubi as he waved
"Brother Langit....," Cherry called out to Langit at front the door of the man's room, Langit who had just managed to shut his eyes darted in shock at her sister's Shouting."Why?"asked him in panic, afraid of anything happened to Cherry."It doesn't matter," she answered with a quiet chuckle."What's wrong?" again, Langit asked, convinced she had something to say, or she wouldn't shout."Hehe Kak, let me out." Cherry said it in a bad tone, though she was sure Langit wouldn't allow it, but there's nothing wrong with trying, right?"No."Cherry sure enough, even her brother said no before she gave the reason. Langit was ready to close the door of the room and was about to continue his disturbed sleep, seeing that Cherry immediately said her reason why she excused to go out."I'm going to go pick Green up, brother, she's going to stay here, please can I?" Cherry begged Langit to let her come out to pi
"Green, I'm sorry we can't be together anymore.""Alta, what's wrong with you? You promised you wouldn't leave me, now why is this? What did I do, Al?" asked Green in a quivering voice. She was taken aback by the sudden presence of Alta and wanted to end their relationship."You didn't do anything wrong, Green, I did, I couldn't keep my words," Alta's voice quivered too when he said it, so it was clear that the man was feeling sorry for breaking his promise to Green."Tell me, what was going on?""I'm sorry, Green, I gotta go.""Alta, please don't leave me.""Green, so sorry.""Don't go."In her dream it was obvious that Green saw Alta turn around, leaving without explaining what had happened. Behind him was a woman in the dark, Green couldn't see the real figure, her face was vague.Green shouted Alta's name, keeping him
Green had returned to her home after a lot of family drama, Langit took her home and explained to her that he was sorry for the misunderstanding, and what he said was still in her mind."Green, I know you're feeling uncomfortable. But thank you for taking my mom so well. I'm sorry for all the misunderstandings, I didn't mean to drag you into my mess.""I hope this is the last, I don't want to be involved anymore.""I promise this is the last one, I do apologize for this."After that both Green and Langit were just silent, both focused on each other's thoughts until the bike of Langit stopped right in front of Green's house. Yeah, Langit drop her by his bike, so he knew where Green's house was.Before Green came home, absolutely Kalila brought her all sorts of food, Kalila even asked Langit to drop Green until the door of her house, invorder to be safe. It's also the reason Langit drove Green on his big a
"You're staying, right?" asked Green as she let go of her hugging.Alta looked Green in the eyes and his gaze was both ugly and guilty. "Sorry, honey, I can't stay, I have to go back to Jogja in the afternoon.""Unfortunately, I think you'll stay, but it's been long time we don't meet, Al, how can we just spent a moment when we both can see each other." Green couldn't hide her sadness when Alta said he had to be back this afternoon, and she had been hoping he could stay for at least two days."Don't worry, I'll be back and visit you again.""When?" asked Green for reassurance."Asap.""All right, but do you promise not to keep going?""Yes baby, I promise."They hugged each other again, and if Green knew what was actually the main purpose Alta came, she might never ask Alta to come anymore, and this could be the last time she gives
Monday morning was a big pain for Cherry, after indulging on Sunday, she still didn't feel up to Monday. Since waking up and finishing the morning prayer, Cherry has been grumbling because this morning the first course would be filled with her brother class, her mood was completely ruined considering how shitty her brother would be if he was already in the class. As a result, Cherry chose to go back to sleep after praying, covering her body with a thick yellow blanket of her own favorite."Cher..," called Langit, knocking on Cherry's bedroom door.No answer from the owner inside, Langit knocked on that door again, harder than previous. "Cher, it's already six o 'clock, wake up!" Still no answer, Cherry pulled her blanket up to her neck and covered her ears with a pillow."Cherry, wake up!" Langit was already in Cherry's room and pulled out the blanket that bound the tiny body with force."Uhhhh, wha