เข้าสู่ระบบChapter 4
I used Daniel.
Damn, it felt good to admit that.
I never loved the guy, at least not as much as I claimed. He was everything Anthony wasn't, and that was exactly why I was with him. Well, that was what I told myself.
The first time we had sex, I pictured him as Anthony.
But that couldn't work because he wasn't as good as Anthony. He didn't have the moves, he didn't dirty talk, he didn't tease me and make me beg, and he sure as hell couldn't last all night.
I tried to manage him but I couldn't. So I decided to teach him to be the man I wanted in my bed.
As of last night, Daniel did make my legs tremble. That meant his skills had gone up a notch. However, there was one thing he never got right.
He never went down on his knees for me, even when I asked.
Probably an ego thing.
Well, guess who had a man on his knees, tongue out and panting like a dog who had ran the entire world to get to her?
Yep, you guessed right!
Anthony pulled down my shorts, his lips leaving a trail of kisses from my ankle to my ass. He smacked again, and I grabbed the table with a yelp.
“I want to taste you,” he drawled, his finger running over my soaked panties. “Damn, you're so wet.”
I leaned further into the table, spreading my legs.
“That's good,” he groaned. “Part those legs for me like a good little girl.”
“Mmmm!” I moaned.
His fingers moved up and down my dripping coochie, his other hand grabbing my ass. Impatiently, I reached down and loosened the knot holding my panties together. It came falling off and Anthony's groan was my way of knowing he approved.
“Fuck, look at that pink pussy.”
Pressing my body to the table, I wiggled my ass in his face. He smacked them, while his fingers found my clitoris.
I shivered, my toes curling inward. Anthony rubbed that vein intentionally, like it was his job to make my body melt with pleasure.
Daniel never knew the right spot and it drove me insane in a bad way. This… what Anthony was doing to me right now, this was driving me insane too, but in the best way possible.
His other hand grabbed my other ass and he spread them apart. The warmth of his breath against my pussy made me clench.
“You're so beautiful, doll,” Anthony breathed. “You're so beautiful.”
The things he said… another way Daniel could never compare.
But why the fuck was I even comparing? Daniel was never in Anthony's league and I did myself dirty by thinking I could settle for that when I could have all of…
His tongue flickered over me and his name tumbled out of my mouth without restraint.
…this.
“You like that?” He asked, doing it again.
I shut my eyes tightly, letting the waves of pleasure run through my veins. “Fuck, yes!”
His tongue and fingers on my pussy was the best thing I had felt in years. In no time, I was quivering. Yelling his name and begging him not to stop.
Just when I thought I was going to get the climax I so badly needed, he pulled out. I let out a loud whimper in protest and in response, he smacked me.
I was breathless by the time he grabbed my neck. You probably think I wouldn't like that. Well, you are so wrong. What better way to know your man is doing it right than by you being utterly out of breath?
He pulled me off the table and right into his chest, his breath tracing my skin. His voice against my ear was rough and filled with untamed desire.
“Your turn to go on your knees, doll,” he said. “I want to feel your throat clenching around my cock the same way your pussy did around my fingers.”
I nodded, my eyes glowing with enthusiasm.
“Now.”
My body moved before my mind could catch up. I went down on both knees, eagerly tackling his belt and pulling both his pants and boxer down. His cock jerked, slapping against my face.
A mesmerized sound left my lips, my eyes taking in all of him.
He was bigger than I remembered, like this part of my memories could never compare to the real thing.
It was still hard to believe this was even happening.
I cupped his dick with both hands, darting my tongue across the tip. He groaned, his hand finding my hair. I kept my eyes open, kept them on him, just the way he liked it.
Cupping his balls with one hand, I stroked him while flickering my tongue all over. Losing patience, Anthony pushed his dick right into my mouth. I began sucking without delay, tasting the salty drip of his precum.
His moan echoed in the room, his grip on my hair tightening as he fucked my mouth. My eyes watered up with every thrust, my tongue sticking out as I tried not to gag.
“Fuck,” he groaned. “Fuck, Daisy.”
I played with his balls, reaching for my breasts too. Anthony's eyes followed my movements.
“I want to fuck those breasts too,” he said through gritted teeth. “I want my cock on every part of your perfect body.”
I knelt properly so that my breasts were facing his cock. He grabbed both of them, thrusting roughly in between. His head fell back as his body trembled with every move.
I liked, no scratch that, I loved seeing him this way. Untethered, falling over the edge… for me.
It didn't matter that this was probably one of my very advanced hallucinations. I wanted nothing more than to be one with him.
My hand went to my pussy and I began rubbing. I was throbbing, dripping without control.
“Play with your pussy,” Anthony growled. “Good girl.”
I bit my lower lip, increasing my pace. “It wants you. This pussy wants you.”
He nodded. “Get up.”
I obeyed.
Anthony grabbed my hips and pulled me off my feet effortlessly. I wrapped my arms around his neck, startled by the sudden movement but certain that I would not fall.
He moved, back to the table that I had unconsciously cleared. Placing me on top, he parted my legs, all while holding my gaze.
“Are you ready for me, baby?”
“God,” I moaned. “You have no idea.”
“Not God,” he warned, grabbing my neck. “He's not here. The only name I want to hear is mine.”
I nodded.
His grip tightened. “Use your words.”
“Yes. Yes, Anthony.”
The veins around his neck showed how much he was trying to hold back. I didn't want him to. I wanted all of him.
“Please,” I rubbed my pussy. “Fuck me now, pretty boy.”
His eyes dimmed, like they always did when I called him that. Then he smirked, the most dangerous smirk I had ever seen.
“Oh, I will,” he pushed my legs open. “Legs on my shoulders, doll.”
If anyone told me I would be kissing a girl on Valentine's night, I would have probably believed it.I mean, we all do crazy things like that sometimes.What I wouldn't have believed was that I would want to do more than kiss her.That I would tell her to do more than kiss me.“Touch me.”Camille stopped. She pulled back, finding my eyes. “Nadia,” my name sounded so perfect falling from her lips. “Are you sure?”“I mean,” I shrugged. “I don't know. I'm like 85% drunk and the only thing I can think about is how nice your touch would be if your lips feel so soft.”She stared at me, eyes dimming.I blinked. “I should stop talking.”“No,” she said hurriedly, her hand reaching out to cup my face. “Don't stop.”She inched forward, stealing my breath right out of my lungs.“Tell me what you want me to do to you.”My lips parted. Like she chanted some sort of spell on me, I began talking.Things I wouldn't normally say.“I want you to touch me,” I swallowed. “To run your hands over my body w
I watched her disappear through the staff door and immediately regretted every decision I'd made in the last five minutes.Why did I ask her?Who invited their waitress to drink with them?She probably thought I was pathetic.Or worse...She was probably back there telling every other waitress about the lonely woman whose boyfriend forgot Valentine's Day.Fantastic.I stared at the two wine glasses I'd already poured.One for me, one for her. Assuming she was actually coming back.Three minutes passed, my patience running thin. Then five. I sighed, reaching for my handbag.Of course she wasn't coming back.Why would she?“You were really going to leave without me?”I looked up so quickly I nearly knocked my glass over.There she was.She'd changed. The apron was gone, so was the ponytail.Dark curls rested around her shoulders now, and without the restaurant uniform she somehow looked even prettier, less like someone serving tables and more like someone who belonged on the other side
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EzekielMorning sunlight had no business looking that peaceful. It slipped through the curtains in thin golden lines, settling across the bed like nothing had changed.Everything had.I opened my eyes slowly. For one terrifying second, I thought I'd imagined her, until I felt the warmth tucked against my side.Grace.She was asleep with one hand curled around my waist, her breathing slow and even, as though this was the first time in years she'd slept without fear.I smiled before I even realized I was doing it.Carefully, I brushed a loose strand of hair away from her face.The bruise was still there. The sight of it stole every ounce of happiness I'd woken up with.I wanted to remember this morning. Instead, all I could think about was the man who had put that mark there.One day, I promised myself. One day she'd look in the mirror and forget who put it there.Grace stirred.Her eyelashes fluttered before those warm brown eyes found mine.Her gaze was calm and filled with affection,
Ezekiel A knock sounded on my door sometime around 10p.m. and for some reason, a knot formed in my stomach.I put aside the watering can, took off my gloves and wiped my hands on my shirt before rushing outside. I reached the door as another desperate knock echoed.Somehow, I already knew who it was.By the time I opened the door, Grace was already falling. I caught her before she hit the ground, her breathing rushing out in broken little pieces.Her hair was a mess, one side of her face had already begun to swell. Something inside me went frighteningly still.“Grace…”She didn't answer. She only buried her face against my chest and started crying.I wrapped both arms around her. “It's okay.”It wasn't. Nothing about this was okay.I led her inside without another word. I didn't trust myself enough to say anything that wouldn't show how angry I was. I couldn't show her I was angry at a moment like this. It would freak her out. And I wasn't angry at her. I was angry at the bastard wh
Grace“My sister used to flinch too.” Zeke's voice drifted through the speaker.I froze, my breath catching on my throat.“She married someone who apologized after every bruise. She forgave him each time and slowly, I watched my sister lose her life while still alive.”I swallowed.There was a long pause, the room felt way too quiet.Zeke exhaled in his voice note, heaviness etched seamlessly into the sound.“I begged her to leave but she wouldn't. Maybe I didn't try hard enough. Maybe she couldn't see what he was doing to her but I did, and I couldn't take it.” He cleared his throat. “He hit her this one time and she called me crying. I lost it. I went over to hers, stopped the asshole from leaving like he always did and I hit him back. I didn't stop even when my sister begged me to. I didn't stop… until he stopped breathing.”My hand around the phone tightened.He clicked his tongue. “Uh… I'm sorry about the gory details. I'm not proud of what I did. Maybe if I had done things diffe







