"ℑ 𝔰𝔞𝔴 𝔪𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔠 𝔦𝔫 𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰. 𝔇𝔦𝔯𝔱𝔶, 𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔨, 𝔟𝔢𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔲𝔩 𝔪𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔠."
— 𝔑𝔦𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔢 𝔏𝔶𝔬𝔫𝔰
[CAMI]
The bass thrums through my veins as I sip my drink, leaning against the bar. The club is just loud enough, just wild enough—exactly what I need tonight. No overthinking, no stress, no impending disaster looming over me. Just music, a drink, and the chance to momentarily forget about the corporate world that I have to dive into again tomorrow.
Claire leans into me, her blonde waves brushing against my shoulder as she nudges me with her elbow. “Cami, maroon shirt, two o'clock. He's staring at you.”
I roll my eyes but can’t help the slight lift of my lips. Claire has this awful habit of playing matchmaker whenever we go out. Still, I glance over my shoulder, keeping it casual. And, well—hello, tall, dark, and fine. The guy oozes confidence, one corner of his mouth tilting into a smirk as he raises his glass in a silent toast. Then… he winks.
Oh, fantastic. Another night, another guy trying his luck.
Claire giggles beside me. “Hot, right?”
I shrug, taking another sip of my drink. “He’s alright, I guess.”
“Oh, please.”
Before I can respond, Jake returns from wherever he’d wandered off to, wrapping his arm around Claire's waist and pulling her into him. He presses a quick kiss to her temple. “Hope I’m not interrupting whatever secret girl talk is happening over here.”
“You totally are,” Claire teases, but she leans into him anyway.
Jake turns to me, raising a brow. “So? You making eyes at someone?”
I scoff. “What is this, high school?”
He laughs, shaking his head.
Okay, I’ll admit it. He’s hot. The kind of hot that makes you ignore all the red flags waving around him. But I’ve been down that road before, and it usually leads straight to disappointment. Still, a night of mindless fun wouldn’t kill me. I’m not looking for anything serious. Not now, not ever. Someday, sure—I’ll settle, pop out a kid or two, prove to myself that I can be a better mother than the one I had. But right now? I have a corporate ladder to climb, and tomorrow’s presentation is going to test my sanity.
“Still thinking?” Claire teases.
Jake grins. “Come on, Cami, let me have my girlfriend to myself sometimes.”
I laugh, leaning my elbows back on the glass counter. “Fine, fine. Go, dance. Be gross together.”
Jake takes Claire’s hand and leads her toward the dance floor. “Sorry, Cami!” she calls over her shoulder.
Jake’s nice. Steady. The kind of guy who actually deserves Claire, which is a damn miracle because none of the idiots before him did. She’s too good for this world—too soft, too bright, and way too trusting for her own good. She’s been hurt before, and I’ll be damned if I let it happen again.
Claire was just a convenient presence at first. A roommate, a classmate, a warm body to sit next to so I wouldn’t look like some lonely loser in college. I didn’t need friends. I didn’t need attachments. I just needed to survive. And Claire? She was there, easy to keep around, easy to lean on when I felt like pretending I gave a damn about things like friendships and memories and all that sentimental crap.
But somehow, without me noticing, she became more.
I don’t even know when it happened. Somewhere between late-night cram sessions, coffee-fueled rants about professors who didn’t know how to teach, and laughing so hard we almost got kicked out of the library, she stopped being just some girl I hung out with. She became my person. My family.
When her mom died shortly after her step-father passed away, I should’ve done what I do best—keep my distance, crack a joke, move on. But I didn’t. Because for the first time, I saw Claire break. And it wasn’t the loud, dramatic kind of heartbreak. No, she shattered quietly. She stopped laughing so much, stopped filling every silence with her usual sunshine and stupid optimism. It was like the light in her dimmed, and I hated it.
So I stayed. I made sure she ate. I made sure she slept. I let her talk when she needed to, and when she didn’t, I sat beside her in silence. And somehow, without realizing it, the cage around my heart—the one I spent years building—crumbled. And Claire slipped inside.
She’s not just some college roommate I used to know anymore. She’s my sister. And that means I’ve got something to lose.
Now she has found Jake. And she’s happy with him. And me? I don’t know.
I shake my head, exhaling as I close my eyes for a moment, letting the music settle into my bones.
Someday, I tell myself. Someday I’ll have the kind of life that makes sense. A job that doesn’t make me want to throw my laptop out the window. A home that isn’t just a temporary pit stop between work and whatever half-hearted social event I force myself into. Someday, I’ll enjoy life instead of just existing in it.
Or maybe I should stop reading all those self-help books and just accept that life is a mess.
“Not much of a dancer?”
I open my eyes and find Maroon Shirt Guy beside me, mimicking my stance against the bar.
I arch a brow. “Not much of a stranger-talker either.”
He chuckles. “Good thing I’m not much of a stranger anymore.”
“Says who?”
“Says Daniel.” He extends a hand. “And you are?”
I glance at his hand but don’t take it. “Cami.”
He doesn’t look fazed. “Cami. Short for anything?”
“Short for none of your business.”
Daniel laughs, shaking his head. “Sassy. I like it.”
“Most men think they do,” I quip. “Until they realize they can’t keep up.”
He grins. “Try me.”
I do. And to my surprise, he keeps up. He’s sharp, quick-witted, doesn’t take himself too seriously. For once, I don’t feel like I’m carrying the conversation on my back.
So, when the night winds down and he suggests we take this elsewhere, I don’t say no. I make the decision quickly. “You live far from here?”
His brows lift slightly, but he recovers quickly, a slow grin spreading across his face. “Not as close as you, I’m guessing.”
“Smart.”
He tilts his head, studying me. “That a deal-breaker?”
“Nope. But it does mean you’re coming to mine.”
His grin widens. “Lead the way.”
***
It’s around 1 AM when I slide out of bed, stretching as I pad across the floor to the other bathroom. Daniel's in my en-suite, the shower running. Good. Gives me a moment to breathe, to reorient myself.
My apartment is quiet, as always. Giselle, my model roommate, is never home, and the other two floors are unoccupied. I like the space, the solitude. It’s mine.
I pull on a loose t-shirt and make my way to the living room, grabbing my laptop. I’d been stupid to put off working on my presentation until tonight, but here we are. It’s a big one. A make-or-break moment for my position at the company. No pressure, right?
A few minutes later, Daniel emerges, shirtless, damp, looking every bit the sin I indulged in. He slides behind me, pressing his lips to my neck. “You coming back to bed?”
I offer a small smile. “Give me a few minutes.”
His hands linger on my waist, but he pulls away with a frown. “Don’t work too hard.”
I hum in response, already refocusing on my screen.
Minutes pass in silence. It’s just the clicks of the keyboard that fill up the space.
Then I hear it.
A rustle.
I pause, fingers hovering over the keyboard. The hair on the back of my neck rises. I slowly glance over my shoulder, but there’s nothing there.
I should stop watching horror films when I’m alone.
Shaking my head, I stand, stretching as I head toward the hallway. The silence of my apartment suddenly feels too unsettling. I glance toward the front door, then back toward the kitchen. Nothing.
I exhale. Probably just my imagination.
But when I turn back toward the living room, my breath catches.
A figure near my table. Cloaked in a thick coat, wearing a hat low over his face.
Ice shoots through my veins.
For a second I think I’m only imagining it out of exhaustion, then he steps forward, revealing an unfamiliar face before saying in a clear voice, “Hello Camilla. I need you to come with me.”
I move before I think, launching toward the front door. But I don’t make it. Hands clamp around my arms. My body tenses, a scream rising in my throat, but then—
Something soft presses against my mouth.
A cloth.
A dizzying scent floods my nostrils, my head spinning instantly.
Through the haze, I hear him speak again, sounding satisfied now.
“Zeke will have his bride.”
And then—nothing. Except unending darkness.
[CAMI]I wait until Zeke’s footsteps fade before I drag myself upright. My limbs don’t belong to me anymore—boneless, trembling, liquid from the inside out. The tub that had been a rescue now feels suffocating, like I’m drowning in everything he left behind on me. I need the sting of hot water. I need the shower.Hauling myself over the porcelain edge is a circus act. My thighs wobble, knees nearly buckle, but I get there, palms smacking against the glass wall of the shower as I stumble in. The second the water pelts my skin, hot and clean, it hits me—I’m not drunk, I’m sex-drunk. And this? This sobers me fast.My breathing comes hard, fogging the glass where my forehead presses. My hands stay splayed, braced, because I know I’ll fall without them. And then my fingers trail lower, like my body can’t help itself. I close my eyes, remembering how Zeke’s hands had been everywhere. How he had been everywhere.The desk. My knees burning on that rug. The chair, his body a throne, and me str
[ZEKE] By the time I’m done with her, she’s a curled-up mess on the desk, light hair plastered to her face with sweat, chest rising and falling like she’s barely hanging on to her own breath. Good. She should remember exactly what I did to her every time she looks at this fucking desk.I wash up quick in the bathroom, and then splash cold water over my face. It doesn’t do shit. When I step back out, the air still reeks of sex—her wet heat, my sweat, the filth we made together. It clings to the walls, to my lungs. Makes me hard all over again.“Fucking hell,” I mumble to myself. Camilla doesn’t even twitch when I scoop her off the desk, just draws in a slow breath. Limp little doll in my arms, given up to me completely.I open the door and Marco’s there, leaning in the hall. He bows his head but I see the grin on his face. Bastard. She stirs then. Her arm snakes weakly up, hooks around my neck. Her face buries against me, lips brushing skin like she belongs there. I shift her higher
[CAMI]“You’ll come again, on my cock this time. And again after that. Until you can’t stand.”I whimper when he lets go of my hair, my cheek falling to the desk, breathing shakily. Only now I realise it's damp with tears. I actually fucking cried. That’s how good he felt—his tongue. This has never happened before. Zeke gives me a minute to breathe, to steady myself. But I feel like I’m floating in a pool of pleasure, thighs still shaking. Then I hear him say, “Tell me to stop, doll,” as his hands return to my hips, spreading my thighs wider again. I don’t, because I don’t want him to stop. Instead, I almost thank him. He never should have paused either. He pushes into me slowly, almost tenderly, stretching me around him until I’m clenching the edge of the wet desk, biting down on a cry.“Fuck, Zeke—”“That’s it, Camilla,” he groans against my ear. “Say my name like a prayer.”Every time he pushes in, he pushes deeper, and it’s never enough. “Look at you,” he breathes, pinning my
Content warning: Explicit sexual content. Only read when you’re alone![CAMI]The sound that escapes Zeke’s throat when he hears what I want him to do is not human. He peels me off the wall, stumbles as he guides me to the desk. With the back of his hand, he carelessly pushes the folders from the surface, letting them plop to the floor in a scattered heap. With a smooth tug, he moves the laptop to the very edge, which concerns me, until I notice he still has his other hand across my stomach. I’m more turned on than I’ve ever been and—I swear I’ll never forgive myself… and I swear I don’t fucking care.His hand doesn’t just shove me—it presses, like he’s making a point as my hip clips the edge of his desk and the rest of me folds over it. My palms slap the polished surface, my cheek scraping against the cool wood with a gasp.“Stay there.” His voice is a fucking command, but the way his fingers slide up the back of my neck, curling like a collar, makes it feel like something else enti
[CAMI]Marco walks ahead of me, his hands tucked into his pockets. He’s too tall, and I stare at the back of his head, trying to glare a hole into it, because how does he manage to appear so relaxed most of the time?He stops in front of a door I haven’t seen before. Not surprising—the villa is so massive it feels endless, like a labyrinth built to swallow me whole. He knocks once.“Come in,” Zeke’s voice carries through.Marco opens the door but doesn’t step inside. He gestures for me to go. For a second, I consider refusing, but I’ve already asked for this. So I step forward.Zeke isn’t alone. Dante’s here, hunched over a laptop, files scattered across the table between them. The glow from the screen paints his face in hard lines. Important mafia business, obviously, and I’m the interruption.Dante gruffs when he sees me. Zeke only glances up, his fist curling, his elbow digging into the table. His gaze pins me in place—a prisoner all over again. I suddenly feel very small. I swall
[CAMI]I don’t expect Claire to choose to leave.But when the time comes, she doesn’t hesitate. She tells Zeke she wants to leave. And I just stand there, frozen, watching it happen, my brain stumbling over itself because—what the fuck did I think she’d do? Stay? Try to drag me out with her? Fight until we both got slaughtered?I butchered that option myself.I didn’t want to go. I wanted to stay. But now, with Claire turning away from me, refusing to even look at me, I can’t make sense of it. My chest burns. My throat goes raw. What the fuck have I done? I’ve chosen him. I’ve picked Zeke over her, over us. And the truth of that keeps cutting me. The next three days pass in a blur of silence. Claire leaves with Zeke, and when she comes back, she’s a stranger. Her skin is a map of cuts and bruises, her eyes deadened. I try to talk to her, reach for her, beg for something—anything—but she shuts me out, gives me nothing. The cold shoulder. The quiet punishment.And then the time comes f