“Never forget, baby” she hissed, lips inches from mine, “you’re mine. You belong to me and only me. And I don’t fucking share what’s mine.” --- Stanley is just a broke college nerd working two jobs to survive. She’s the Bratva Queen who flew across continents just to meet the boy she was promised—only to tell him he couldn’t have her. But the moment she saw him, everything changed. Now, she needs him. Wants him. Even if he fights. Even if she has to break him. And Stanley? He’s nothing but a pawn in a game he doesn’t understand… What can he do?
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This isn’t your sweet cinnamon roll romance. Inside these pages, you’ll find obsession, dubious consent, stalking, emotional manipulation, violence, and a heroine who doesn’t just break the rules—she lights them on fire. There will be blood. There will be spice. There will be twisted minds doing twisted things in the name of love (or something like it). If that makes you uncomfortable, close the book. But if you like your romance dark, your villains deliciously unhinged, and your morals tied up and begging for mercy... Welcome and please dive into my world. --- Lissa You ever sit across from someone and just know… Like know know… That killing them once wouldn't be enough. Yeah. That’s me right now. I’m sitting in this empty little café, trying to look as not so bored as possible while imagining how fast this place would go up in flames if I just tilted my lighter the right way. Spoiler alert: real fast. I shifted my gaze to the old geezer sitting across me in his signature gray suit, and wondered how many more words he had in that big, lying mouth of his. I mean for crying out loud, the fucker's been talking for the last twenty minutes like I asked for a damn TED Talk yet he still didn't seem to be stopping anytime soon. “And of course, your grandfather and I had understandings. Business isn’t always clean, Lissa. Sometimes we take what we’re owed.” Sir. Be so serious. This old prick just sat there and admitted with his crusty little mouth, that he’s been bleeding our empire dry since Grandpa kicked the bucket. And now he’s trying to make it sound noble??? Damn!! I am so going to enjoy this. Leaning back in my chair, I cross one leg over the other, letting my boot heel hit the table. I flicked my lighter and he visibly flinched. Good. I smirked. Click. I flicked it again. Did I light anything? Nope. I just liked the sound. The spark. The tension it built. Plus, it was fun watching grown men sweat. His nervousness didn't stop him from going on though. “I mean, you’re still so young, Lissa. There’s a lot you don’t understand. Viktor, bless his soul..." he did the sign of the cross. "...was a legend. But you’re…well.” He smiled. The kind of smile that made me want to punch his fucking face. “You’re young. Beautiful, of course. But young. You don’t know how hard these things get. Your grandfather understood that. He respected what it meant to lead. You on the other hand are just a girl trying to run things meant for men. Dangerous men." Oh. Oh. I look up at him again. Really slowly this time. He gulps, sweating. They were only two kind of feelings people got when they looked me in the eye. One was fear and the other was disgust. This wasn't due to my aura or anything, it actually had to do with my eye. One eye. He seemed to be the latter since it was winter in Moscow and he’s sweating. “Are you done?” I ask. He blinks. “I...I just want you to understand. We’re all trying to survive, right?” I nod once. He takes that as a good sign, giving him more courage to open his prickly mouth again. “If you ask for my advice, I'll tell you that this business needs real men, not little girls playing dress ups." No one asked for your advice in the first place, old geezer and I know he didn't just make fun of my dressing. Malik, my right hand shadow, exhales from behind me. I could tell he was bored of our facade already. It's just a formality but it's really not something I plan on doing again. “You're just a girl, after all, you should be focusing on marriage and all that, not this. I really don't know what Viktor was thinking." He continues, spitting the words from his mouth. I push my chair back. “You’re right.” He blinks up. “What?” “I am just a girl,” I say, standing. “And girls have things to do. You know, like brush my hair, put on makeup and all that, not talk to old pricks like you." He stands up angrily. “Did you seriously just insult me? I really don't know why your grandfather gave you that seat. He himself would’ve known better than to cut me short in a conversation, even calling me an old prick.” What part of this was a conversation? The asshole's been monologuing for half an hour and I didn’t even blink. That was generous enough. I could see his guards straighten too but they didn't dare come any closer. I didn't bother replying him, and just turned on my heel, heading for the door. My boots clicked real pretty across his expensive tile. Outside, snow was falling. Russia's always cold, which was one thing I loved about it. Makes the blood freeze slower. I pull out a cigarette, lit it, then turned to stare at the building. Café Viktoria. Named after his dead wife. Fitting. My lighter clicks open and I smile, tossing it right through the glass. The café lights up instantly. BOOM. Glass bursts. Heat waves slam my back. I hear screams coming from inside and it was fucking music to my ears. Yep. That’s the sound of consequences. Malik opens the door of the black car and I step in, my bodyguards following right behind and entering the rest of the convoy. “That’s what happens when you talk too much.” --- My new office got the same old creepy vibe that grandpa had, plus the air felt colder in here, crawling up my spine and whispering, “You don’t belong here.” Too bad for it, though. This place was mine now. I dropped into the chair he used to sit in like it owed me money. And for the record? It kinda does. It owed me grandpa. Sure he was also an old prick but he was my old prick. I wasn't ready to lose him the way I did. Click. I flicked the new lighter I'd gotten from the safe earlier open. I couldn't help it since I had about a hundred of them. The sound was just something I loved. “Miss.” I turned. Malik was standing there in a dark suit, his signature poker face on. He never smiled and I liked that about him. “It’s done?” I asked. He nodded. “Fire crews are calling it faulty wiring. Our people paid off the right ears. No loose ends.” “Perfect.” He walked in, placed a file on the desk. “The Bratva movement’s been quiet. A little too quiet. Fedor’s crew backed off from the docks, but I think they’re planning something on the Belarus border. I already sent our men to monitor.” I hummed, flipping open the file. Boring names. Bloody numbers. The usual. “And the Volkov shipment?” “Intercepted. Their loss.” I smiled faintly. “Ours now.” He gave another curt nod, like we were talking about groceries and not weapons, humans and drugs, that could end in gunfire. There was a beat of silence. Then I asked it. The question that had been sitting on my tongue like bitter candy. “What about the boy?” He didn’t need to think about it, he already knew who I was talking about. Right before grandpa died, he'd dropped a bombshell on me. I was betrothed to someone. Since birth. How could he just drop that on me then? I was fucking twenty five already and he just told me that, like what'd he expect? That I just married some prick I didn't even know. Malik cleared his throat. “Your betrothed is...” I raised my hand. “Don’t call him that,” I muttered, flicking my lighter open again. “God. Betrothed. What is this, 1820?” He said nothing. Smart man. “I don’t even know who his grandfather is, or what kind of favor mine owed to set something like that up. For all I know, the guy's a womaniser. Or worse, a romantic.” I made a face of genuine disgust. “I’m not marrying some sap, Malik. I’ll throw some money at him and we’ll call it even." He didn’t argue. We both knew I wasn’t the marrying type. Hell, I barely had the capacity to feel anything that wasn’t rage or apathy. “Anyway,” He continued, adjusting his gloves, “He’s in Chicago. He's a..." “Chicago? What the heck was grandpa finding all the way there?" "I don't know but according to the info we got that's really where he is." I flicked my lighter open, then snapped it shut, standing up. "Get the jet ready.” “Chicago?” he asked. I smirked. “Yep. Time to go meet my so-called betrothed."(Stanley POV)“THE WHAT?!”My voice was so loud, it bounced against the cabin walls. A few of the suited men even glanced our way, though their expressions didn’t flicker.Lissa just sat there, lounging like this was the funniest thing in the world. Her lips curled up, her gaze traveling over me like I was already hers.“The marriage,” she said, like it was the most normal word in existence, which it was but not at this moment. “Our. Marriage. Didn't you somehow already know about this. So why the shock?"My chest squeezed. Yes I knew but I still hadn't come to accept the fact. Plus it didn't have to be so soon, did it? I'm just twenty two. “No,” I said, shaking my head violently. “No, no, no. That’s insane. That’s old shit. That’s history. People don’t...nobody does that anymore.”Her smirk widened. “We do.”I gripped the armrest like it could anchor me. “Betrothal? Marriage? I’m a fucking college student, not your...”“Not my what?” she cut in, that stupid smirk never leaving her
StanleyMy throat felt dry and my head pounded. The first thing I noticed was the cold strap across my chest.Seatbelt?I blinked, trying to adjust to the low hum vibrating through the floor. My eyes landed on the plush leather seat beneath me, the scent of polish and expensive cologne thick in the air.“What the hell?” I croaked, pulling against the belt. “Where am I?”“My jet,” a voice replied smoothly.I turned my head.Lissa was sitting right next to me, elbow propped on the armrest, chin resting lazily in her palm, like she's been waiting forever for me to wake up. Her dark hair spilled over her shoulder, eyes glowing with amusement like a cat that'd finally cornered its favorite mouse.“Your what?”She tilted her head, lips quirking up. “My jet. You know, a plane, with wings, engines, flies in the sky? Don’t tell me you’re too much of a nerd to know what a jet is. I thought you guys were supposed to be the smart ones."“What...what are you talking about? Of course I know what a
Stanley I didn’t go to class the next morning. I couldn’t.The diary still sat heavy on my desk like it was waiting to choke me the second I touched it again.My family died because of these. My parents. And if any of grandpa's last rambling were true, it was the same for him.And they wanted me to join the same life? I'll probably be dead before I even understood it. I tried to shut the thoughts out, think of something else, but every word still echoed.You will hate me when you learn the truth.He was right.I did hate him. How could he just decide my life without my permission?How could he tie me to his world...and her?Lissa Everything just led back to her. My family’s deaths, this betrothal, even my so-called future. Tied up to a girl I didn’t even know two weeks ago.I rubbed my face hard, thinking about going to see Chloe. She had known my grandfather somehow and had given me the diary. She had also looked at me like she actually cared, so maybe she could help me. Help me
Stanley I sat on the bed, the old leather diary heavy in my hands. Opening it, I was met with faded ink, dried and old, but still readable.On the inside cover, scrawled in a handwriting I recognized all too well: PROPERTY OF SERGEI MOREAU.My grandfather...Diary of Sergei MoreauMarch 5, 1993First entry. Viktor said writing keeps the mind sharp, so here I am, scratching my thoughts into this book. I don’t know who will ever read this. Maybe no one. Maybe myself when I’m old.Anyway, I'm Sergei Moreau. A former Boyevik (enforcer) for the Orlovs, now a personal guard to the Pakhan's daughter. Alongside me is Viktor Ivanov — my brother in everything but blood. We stand outside her doors, follow her in the shadows, eat at her table when permitted, and sleep in shifts. This is the life of a guard.She is seventeen now. Getting wild, spoiled, untouchable. Beautiful too, though I dare not say it aloud. She is the Pakhan's jewel, daughter of Zhena Pakhana (the “first wife,") herself.
LissaThe apartment door shut with a soft thud behind us. Stanley walked ahead, his body stiff, not once looking back at me.What the heck had happened at that station?I'd been surprised when I received a call from Malik saying Stanley had been arrested but after hearing it had to do with Kara. It immediately clicked. Still, it didn't stop me from using all my contacts to quickly get him out.Yet now it seemed I had still been a step too late. Something had happened there.Did he tell them I did it?“Stanley—” I started.He didn’t answer, just went straight to his room, shoved the door closed, the lock clicking.I stood there, stunned.For the past week, things have been different. He’d stopped looking at me like I was a plague he couldn’t shake. He’d started…opening up, even if it was little things, like his professors, class, he blabbered about everything and I listened with a grin on my face. He might not have noticed, but I did. He'd been lonely for so long that finally havin
StanleyIt had been nearly a week since I’d…Yeah. Since that day in the bathroom when I’d jacked off to a picture of my stalker.My stalker, who I now knew was named Lissa. Mostly because instead of disappearing like any normal person would after being told to, she’d… moved in. Not officially, but she was there every damn day. She made food for me, cleaned and asked about my day with that patient look like it actually mattered to her. Like I mattered to her.Somehow, she’d made my apartment feel different.Less empty.I’d even caught myself listening for her footsteps when I came home.It was pathetic. But she made me feel—God help me—comfortable. Seen.She flirted with me on purpose, of course. Little touches, sly smiles, leaning close enough for me to smell her perfume and whispering stupid nicknames until my ears turned red.And the pictures… yeah, those didn’t stop either. I’d gotten so used to waking up to one that it felt wrong when I didn’t.I’d lost track of how many times I’
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