MasukIt started with a laugh.
Not recent. Not even real. Just something caught between a dream and a memory. But it echoed in Elias’s ears like it had just happened. He jerked upright in bed, breath shaky, shirt damp with sweat. The room was still, too still. No one else there. No voices. Just that cold, quiet emptiness of a penthouse that didn’t feel anything like home. His pulse wasn’t racing, but something felt… off. Like his body remembered something his mind couldn’t. He didn’t even know when he’d fallen asleep. Couldn’t say what day it was. But that laugh low, warm, easy it lingered. It had been a man’s voice. Somehow, he just knew. Lucas. He didn’t know how or why, but the name sat in his chest like something that used to belong there. Down the hall, Lucas lay awake, staring at the ceiling like it had answers. Neither of them had really slept. Six months. That was the deal. Public affection. Smiles that didn’t mean anything. No shared bed. No messy feelings. All of it laid out like a business contract. But over dinner, Elias had looked at him differently. Like he was trying to reach for something blurry in the dark. Like part of him wanted to remember or maybe didn’t know if he could handle what he’d find. And it killed Lucas that he noticed. It killed him even more that he still cared. His phone buzzed beside him. Jesse: How’s married life with your sexy zombie? Lucas huffed. Shook his head and typed back. The next morning was gray. Sky heavy. Air thick with silence. Lucas stepped into the living room and found Elias already dressed, holding two mugs. “I figured you still take it black,” Elias said, offering one. Lucas blinked, a little thrown. “Yeah. I do.” Elias smiled small, careful. “One thing I didn’t screw up, I guess.” They sat across from each other, not touching, both gripping their mugs like they needed something to hold onto. “I had a dream,” Elias said after a pause. “Think it was about you.” Lucas didn’t say anything, just raised an eyebrow. “You laughed,” Elias went on. “Called me El. And I felt... safe.” Lucas’s hands tensed around the cup. “You used to call me that,” Elias said, like he was testing the words. Lucas nodded slowly. “You hated when anyone else did. But when I said it… you said it made you feel like yourself.” Elias stared into his coffee. “I don’t feel like myself now. I feel like I stepped into someone else’s story halfway through, and no one left the script.” Lucas’s voice was low. “You mean the part where you disappeared?” “I didn’t choose that,” Elias said, not looking at him. “I know,” Lucas replied. “But you being gone... it still tore everything apart.” Elias nodded, jaw tight. “I want to remember.” Lucas sighed. “You don’t get to force it. If it comes back, it comes. If it doesn’t... we deal.” “And what if I remember something I wish I didn’t?” Lucas looked right at him. “Then at least we’ll both know if what we had was real or just something we made ourselves believe.” That afternoon, they headed to a charity luncheon at the Ward estate. Lucas had only been there once. It hadn’t changed. Too polished. Too perfect. It didn’t feel like anyone actually lived there just walked around pretending. The second they stepped out of the car, cameras went wild. Flashes. Questions. Chaos. Lucas slid his hand into Elias’s without thinking. Fingers curled together like they used to. Granger had said, “Smile like you’re still in love.” Lucas didn’t have to fake it. That was the worst part. Inside, Dorian waited same sharp grin, same polished cruelty. “Well, well,” he said, pulling Elias into a stiff hug. “The lost Ward boy and his devoted little husband.” Lucas forced a smile. “Pleasure’s all mine.” Dorian turned, smirking. “Memory still Swiss cheese, brother?” “Still a work in progress,” Elias said. “Lucas has been helping.” “I’m sure he has,” Dorian replied, eyes slicing toward Lucas like knives. Lucas leaned close, voice low. “Why do I get the feeling your brother wants me dead?” “Because,” Elias said softly, “he probably does.” The rest of the event blurred. Handshakes, fake laughs, wine neither of them touched. Eventually, Lucas slipped away. He found the study by accident. Dark, tucked behind a hall no one was using. Quiet. Books everywhere. A piano in the corner. Dust floating in the light like it belonged there. Lucas stepped inside and shut the door behind him. His hand skimmed the top of the piano smooth, cool. He remembered Elias once played for him here, tipsy and off-key at two in the morning. Lucas had laughed so hard he’d cried. “You always were sentimental.” The voice made him turn. Dorian stood in the doorway, glass of scotch in one hand, eyes unreadable. “I was just” “Reliving the good ol’ days?” Dorian stepped in. “Charming.” Lucas straightened. “This isn’t some fantasy. I didn’t come back here for a storybook ending.” “Oh, please,” Dorian scoffed. “You think I believe this whole miracle reunion act? He doesn’t even remember your birthday.” “I’m not doing this for you,” Lucas snapped. “I never stopped loving him. That’s not your business.” “Then you’re either brave or stupid,” Dorian said coolly. “Maybe both. But trust me, when his memory returns and it will you won’t like what comes with it.” Lucas stared him down. “Maybe. But I’d rather fight for what we had than walk away wondering.” Dorian’s gaze sharpened. “You don’t get to win. Not in this house. Not in this family.” Lucas didn’t blink. “We’ll see.” That night, back at the penthouse, Lucas sat at the counter, stirring his tea. The world felt too loud, even in the quiet. Elias walked in, moving slow, cautious. “Something happened today?” Lucas didn’t look up. “Lucas?” Finally, he spoke. “Your brother made it clear I’m not part of this world.” Elias sighed. “That’s how he is.” Lucas gave a tired smile. “I noticed.” There was a pause. “Can I ask something?” Elias said. Lucas gave a nod. “Why’d we get married in secret?” Lucas looked away. “Because your dad had just died. Your family would’ve cut you off. And you were scared. But I loved you. So I said yes anyway.” “Would I have chosen them over you?” Lucas hesitated. “You almost did.” Elias didn’t respond right away. “Do you regret it?” Lucas shook his head. “No. I regret a lot of things. But not that.” Elias stepped a little closer. “Then maybe this is a second chance.” Lucas looked at him, heart in pieces. “Or maybe this whole thing is built on lies. And we’re just waiting for it all to crack.” Elias didn’t say a word. But that night, he dreamed again. The same laugh. Same voice. Same warm feeling in his chest. Only this time, it ended with a kiss. And when he woke up, he could still feel it soft, familiar, just enough to make him believe it might’ve been real.The flash drive burned in Lucas’s pocket.It was a small thing plastic, silent but it felt like it buzzed with the weight of a hundred buried lies.After dinner, Elias was in the shower. Steam rose under the bathroom door. His voice hummed low from inside.Lucas stood in the hallway, heart thudding.This was his chance.He walked quickly to the bedroom, closed the door behind him, and grabbed his laptop.He plugged in the flash drive with shaky fingers.A folder opened instantly.“W-Case: Confidential”Inside were three files.1. “Confession.mp3”2. “WireLog 2019.txt”3. “TransferProof.pdf”Lucas hovered over the audio file first. He clicked it.A voice filled the room. Old. Male. Calm.“I told them he’d be a problem. I told Dorian that if Elias kept asking questions, someone would eventually trace it back to the trust fund. So I gave the order.”Lucas’s hand flew to his mouth.The voice paused, then said“We staged the accident. He wasn’t meant to die just disappear.”The file ended.
Lucas didn’t sleep. He sat in the kitchen with the light off, his phone in his hand. That message from Mira stayed on the screen. Meet me tomorrow. Come alone. It didn’t say where. Not yet. But it was enough to keep him from closing his eyes. At 4 a.m., Elias came out, sleepy, hair messy, rubbing his eyes. “You okay?” he asked, voice still low from sleep. Lucas turned off his screen. “Just couldn’t sleep.” Elias walked over, sat beside him. “Bad dreams?” Lucas forced a small smile. “Something like that.” Elias leaned his head on Lucas’s shoulder. “Whatever it is, we’ll face it together.” Lucas kissed his forehead, but didn’t say a word. Because this time… he wasn’t sure if together would be enough. By morning, Mira sent the second message. Rooftop garage near 9th and Carson. 5:00 p.m. sharp. No Elias. No Jesse. No cameras. Lucas stared at it. Cold fingers. Cold gut. She knew who Jesse was. She knew where Lucas lived. She was playing this slow. Calculated. He did
Elias sat at the kitchen table with a photograph in front of him. The coffee he’d poured sat untouched, steam long gone, the surface cooling into silence. Lucas leaned against the counter, arms crossed, watching. He didn’t push. He didn’t need to. Whatever Elias was about to say was already pressing against the walls of the room, shifting the air between them. Elias finally spoke, voice low and measured. “Her name was Mira.” Lucas blinked. “Mira?” “She was my friend. A long time ago. Before the accident. Before you and I even knew how serious we could be.” Lucas’s jaw tensed, but he nodded, waiting. “She worked for my father,” Elias went on. “Not officially, not the way the world would see it. She handled things my family pretended didn’t exist quiet favors, ugly jobs, things you can’t put on paper. She was discreet, clever. And loyal. Or I thought she was.” Lucas frowned. “And now she’s the one taking photos of us?” Elias’s mouth tightened. “If she’s watching us, it means sh
Lucas stood in front of the bathroom mirror, toothbrush in his mouth, eyelids still heavy from sleep. The morning light cut in through the small frosted window, pale and slow, painting the tiles in muted shades of blue. Behind him, Elias was already dressed. Shirt tucked, cuffs adjusted, hair combed neatly like he’d been awake for hours. “You going somewhere?” Lucas asked, words muffled through the foam. Elias tugged once more at his sleeve, avoiding his reflection. “Meeting with Philip.” Lucas spat into the sink, rinsing. “At this hour?” “He asked for it.” Lucas leaned against the counter, eyebrow raised. “Philip doesn’t drag people out of bed for casual chat. He only shows up early when something’s wrong.” Elias gave a tight smile that didn’t reach his eyes. “Exactly why I’m going.” Philip Granger’s office always smelled the same paper, dust, and cold recycled air. Elias sat across from him, arms crossed, watching the older man flip through a folder like each page was anot
It started with a knock at the door. Lucas was in the kitchen making coffee. Elias was on the couch, barefoot, writing something in a little notebook he hadn’t let Lucas read yet. The knock came again sharp, impatient. Lucas wiped his hands and opened the door. Dorian. In his usual expensive coat, his voice wrapped in cold. “I need five minutes.” Lucas didn’t blink. “You have two.” Elias stood behind him now, quiet but steady. Dorian glanced at his brother. “You didn’t answer my calls.” Elias crossed his arms. “I had nothing to say.” Dorian gave a fake smile. “I can see that. You’ve been busy playing house.” Lucas’s jaw tightened. Elias didn’t flinch. That mattered. They sat, barely. Dorian didn’t take off his coat. He sat stiff on the edge of the couch, like touching anything would stain him. Lucas stayed standing. “I’ll be quick,” Dorian said. “The board is meeting next week. There’s pressure to make decisions financially, publicly. Your marriage contract is still
Lucas came home with paint on his hands. Elias was on the couch, barefoot, flipping through an old magazine that still smelled like perfume samples. “You okay?” Elias asked, not looking up yet. Lucas walked in, dropped his bag by the door. “Yeah. I helped Jesse paint his office. Didn’t think it’d turn into a full therapy session.” Elias smiled, still flipping pages. “Did he cry?” “Almost. Then we got distracted by lunch.” Lucas walked to the sink, turned on the tap, let the water run over his stained fingers. “You ever think healing sneaks up on you?” he asked. Elias finally looked at him. “All the time.” They ate noodles that night. From a carton. No table. No plates. Elias passed Lucas a napkin. “You look tired.” Lucas nodded. “Not the bad kind, though. Just… used kind of tired.” Elias reached over, gently brushed some dried paint off Lucas’s wrist. “You’ve been softer lately.” Lucas glanced at him. “Is that a compliment?” Elias shrugged. “I mean it. You used to guard
It was quiet. Not the kind of quiet that felt peaceful but the kind that wrapped around your chest and made it hard to breathe. Lucas sat on the floor of the guest bedroom, knees pulled to his chest, eyes on the wall like it held some kind of answer. The room was dim, the only light coming from
The apartment was too quiet. Not peaceful just quiet in that strange, uncomfortable way that settles in after a long conversation no one really wants to revisit. Lucas sat at the kitchen table, a half-empty cup of coffee in front of him. He wasn’t drinking it. Just holding it. Letting it warm hi
The morning light barely filtered through the curtains when Lucas stirred. For a second, everything felt quiet enough to be normal. Then he heard a drawer open, soft and careful, and the sound brought him back to reality the penthouse, the deal, Elias. Nothing about this was normal. He sat up slo
The knock at the door was soft, but it still made Lucas jump. He hadn’t realized how long he’d been sitting on the floor, back against the couch, knees pulled up, staring at the untouched tea that had long since gone cold. He blinked, slow, like coming out of a fog. The knock came again. He sto







