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(Maya)
I light the candles and smooth the banner again like it matters.
Twenty-two today. And a whole year of being Mrs. Cole Vance.
Only one of the richest men in the world. And he married me!
This is our first anniversary. We married on my 21st birthday.
I got pregnant that night too.
He couldn’t stop telling me how amazing I was and how amazing we were together, and then he took a whole month’s honeymoon showing me.
He’s older than me by ten years, but that’s not a bad thing. It means he knows what he really wants and who he really wants.
Since I had Lucy 3 months ago, well, things have been strained.
But today there’s hope. This distance is all just a silly misunderstanding. I know what I felt with Cole is real, and I know he feels it too.
Tonight, he will show me that my worry is not needed.
He called earlier and said he’d be home for dinner. Finally.
He’s remembered it’s our special day.
It hasn’t been like this in so long, but I know it’s not all in my head.
I know what we have is real.
Vegas, the impulsive vows, the way he couldn’t stop touching me.
The honeymoon… God, the way he looked at me that whole month.
Like I was the only thing in the world worth seeing. Like he couldn’t get enough.
That happened.
I slip on the tiny lingerie set he bought me for our wedding night, the black one, thin as air.
He loved me in it once. Maybe he’ll love me in it again. My body shivers remembering how he teased me through it. Making me beg him for satisfaction.
My first. My only. He took me to places of ecstasy I never knew could exist.
Since Lucy was born… he’s been gone more than he’s been here.
Work, meetings, and Owen, his eight-year-old son, has been sick a lot.
Always something. I tell myself it’s understandable. He has a company to run, a son who needs him.
But the bed is cold without him.
And all I hear from the other mothers is how easy it was. How their babies slept.
How they breastfed fine, or they just used a bottle.
How their husbands couldn’t keep their hands off them and their libido went through the roof with the hormones.
All the opposite of me. Lucy cries until I cry with her.
She hates feeding. I can’t get it right.
I’m exhausted and hollow, and Cole barely looks at me anymore.
Jade, Owen’s mother and Cole’s ex, used to help when Lucy was first born.
She’d hold Lucy and show me how to burp her, how to swaddle. She helped me before I gave birth.
I’m still doing my interior design degree and she is a very successful celebrity interior designer.
Her business really took off lately, so she has less time.
Now she just shrugs. Says she needs to give me some tough love because she’s my friend.
You need to learn for yourself. It’s not that hard. Other mothers cope.
I just keep hearing the same words. From Jade. From my mother. From Cole’s mother. From the other socialite wives.
You’ve only got one baby, some have triplets and cope. You’re putting too much pressure on Cole. Billionaires aren’t like other men.
You have to learn to be without them a lot and you have to learn how to not let that worry you.
You’re being paranoid. You need to fit in better with his lifestyle. You cannot do anything to make him look bad.
You’ve already caused a scandal marrying him, and you were his step-niece. Now you have to be perfect or they will make him divorce you.
All the opinions run in circles in my head as I light the last candle.
Maybe I have been weak. Maybe I have been failing.
But tonight is different. He called. He said he’d be home.
So I set the table. I roast the chicken and vegetables.
I pipe the frosting on the cake myself, hands shaking…
Happy Birthday, Maya. Happy Anniversary, Cole.
I just want him to be with me again. To love me and make love to me.
The sound of the key in the door makes my heart leap.
He’s home.
The door opens and the excitement and hope surge through me.
I smooth my hair and tug at the straps of the lingerie.
Lucy is asleep in her crib. Everything is perfect. I’m not giving him a chance to reject me this time.
He’s barely inside when I rush at him, arms going around his neck.
His dark eyes take me in. His full mouth crashes down on mine, rough and urgent.
My whole body aches with relief. He remembers. He wants me.
His hands paw at me, pulling the lace aside, squeezing too hard. He groans into my mouth and turns me roughly.
Before I can catch my breath, my palms are braced against the wall, his chest pressed to my back.
“Cole—”
He doesn’t answer. His trousers are undone.
He thrusts into me without a word, without even undressing, just grunting against my shoulder until he shudders and pulls away.
My body sags, heart pounding, but not with pleasure.
I turn, ready to take it further, to invite more. But he’s already zipping his trousers, already walking away towards the bedroom.
I stand there trembling in the lingerie he once said made me unforgettable. Now I feel ridiculous.
“Cole, shhh, don’t wake her up… please.”
Too late, as he bangs the closet doors open.
The sound of Lucy crying cuts the silence. I run in there and I scoop her up, rocking her, whispering while I watch him pull shirts into a bag.
“Why are you packing? You just got home.”
(Maya)Jade’s smile makes me go cold all over.I go into the room. Keaton stays in the corridor.Cole looks up from Lucy’s bed a second later, eyes widening.“Maya,” he says, and there’s relief in it, but it doesn’t touch me.My eyes stay on Jade.She’s seated too close to the bed. Too close to Lucy. Close enough to touch the blanket, close enough to touch my daughter.“Get out,” I say.Cole stares at me. “Maya. It’s okay, really.”“No,” I cut in, my voice low and hard. I don’t look away from Jade. “Get out of the room. Now.”Jade’s brows lift a fraction. Calm. Polite. Practiced.“I’m here for Lucy,” she says softly, as if she’s the only one in the room who cares.“You’re here for yourself,” I reply. “Leave.”Cole stands up fast, hand hovering over Lucy’s bed as if he can keep everyone calm by force.“Maya, listen to me,” he says. “You were dragged off. What choice did I have?”My stomach tightens.He keeps talking, voice controlled but urgent. “I need to get back to Owen. They’re pre
(Maya)They haven’t taken me back to the hospital.I’m still sitting in this room while they do whatever it is they are doing.I hear voices. Sounds like an argument. Suddenly the door opens.Keaton Vale walks in.For a second my lungs almost stop working. Relief hits hard enough to make my eyes sting.He looks at me. A quick scan—wrists, face, posture—then his gaze locks on mine.“Are you hurt?” he asks.“No,” I say. My voice is rough. “They told me I was free. But they haven’t let me go back to Lucy yet.”The woman from earlier stands near the door with a folder. Two men in suits hover behind her, arms folded, faces set.“Is she under arrest?” Keaton asks the woman who questioned me. “No. She is here because she had information we needed to understand,” the woman says.“Then she’s leaving,” Keaton replies.She lifts her folder slightly. “Mr. Vale, your client contacted a secure channel. We needed to close out the interview according to protocol.”Keaton keeps his voice even. “You c
(Maya)For one second, relief hits so hard I almost cry.He’s here. He’s alive. I did it.I step back from him. “Rhett—”His eyes lock on me. No warmth. No relief. No softness.Just anger held tight. “Don’t,” he says.“I was so scared you were dead.”“Right now, I’d prefer to be.”“Don’t say that. Tessa needs you.”“Yes, she does. And I went and left her when she needed me because of you.”“I… I’m sorry that happened… I never meant it to.”“No, you never do. You never mean to rain shit down on my life, but I still seem to take the hit anyway.”“I saved you,” I say. “I had to.”“You got me fired,” he repeats, flat. “The one thing I had left and now you’ve taken that away too.”“Rhett, why, why would they do that to you?” I don’t understand why they’d fire him.“I’m off the team,” he says. “I’m a security risk.”“But I told them you never told me anything.”“They pulled me. Said I’m compromised. Now they tell me your nightmares are a security breach. What a load of absolute bullshit.”M
(Maya)I don’t even know where they drive me. The windows are darkened and I can’t see anything outside.Now they lead me into a room, hands cuffed behind my back like some murderous criminal.A table. Two chairs. Camera in the corner. No window. No clock.They sit me down.A woman comes in last. Plain clothes. Clean posture. Calm face.She takes the chair across from me and sets a folder on the table.“Mrs. Vance,” she says. “May I call you Maya?““I much prefer it if you did. Can I get my hands free?”“Not yet. You contacted a secure channel.”“Cole Vance put me through. I didn’t know what number he called. I asked him to get me someone I could give information to.” I hold her gaze.“You used classified identifiers tied to an active operation,” she replies. “You used a code name and a location marker.”“I repeated what I heard.”“From whom,” she says.“I can’t tell you.”She pauses, “that is the wrong answer. We can keep you detained indefinitely until we get what we need. Or we can
(Maya)Lucy is in pre-op.She’s in the narrow hospital bed with the rails up, IV taped down, monitors blinking steadily. Her droopy eyes keep finding mine. Every time I move, she tracks me. Then they close fully.I stay right where I am. Hand on the rail. Body between her and the room.The anesthesiologist checks the chart. A nurse adjusts the line. No one rushes me. No one touches her yet.I keep waiting for someone to tell me this is officially starting. But I keep holding out for for one more minute.Then two men in suits are hovering outside. They are looking through the door glass at me.They don’t look at Lucy.They look at me.One side of the doors open and one man sticks his head in.“Mrs. Vance,” one of them says. “You need to come with us.”“No,” I say immediately. “My daughter is going into theatre. Who are you?”“You’re required elsewhere,” he replies.Dr. Nguyen turns slightly, professional, cautious. “This is pediatric pre-op.”The man flashes an ID. “Federal protective
(Maya)“Mrs. Vance,” the doctor says. “We are prepared to proceed today. We need consent forms signed.”The words hit hard. Today.The clipboard stays in his hand.I don’t reach for it.“But the committee already approved Lucy as a donor,” I say. “They cleared her. Why do we need to sign?”The hematologist nods. “They cleared her medically.”Dr. Nguyen steps in, calm and precise. “The committee decides eligibility. That doesn’t replace consent.”The hematologist adds, “nothing proceeds without parental consent.”“So even with approval,” I say, “this stops with me.”“Yes,” Dr. Nguyen says. “It stops with you. Mr Vance has already signed.”“And if you don’t consent,” the hematologist continues, “it goes to court. We don’t believe Owen will survive that delay.”I look at Owen.Asleep. Pale. Failing.Lucy is in my arms. Warm. Real.Cole stands near the door. Watching me. Waiting.Jade stands at the foot of Owen’s bed, hands folded, face soft. Great acting as usual.Cole’s voice is sharp.







