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Author’s note This chapter contains a graphic descriptions of rape, readers please be advised, to read at your own risk … Ashley POV “Tobias likes to play a game”, I let out feeling the skin on my body get warm. I hate thinking about this, I hate what he did to me and the effect that it has had on my mental health and on my life. I swallow hard and look down at my hands, finding the courage to tell him. ***** Flashback ****** There it is, the sound I dread every day. The gun. I know what I have to do. I grab my shoes and put them on as fast as I can. I need to hide, and I need to run. I open the bedroom door and look both ways on the corridor, no sign of Tobias. I sprint to the end and down the big staircase. The marble floor is wet and very slippery. I can’t run, or I’ll break a leg, and then it will be a lot worse. Slowly I walk towards the kitchen. The chef is preparing dinner, and I look at the pantry. I look big enough for me to find a row to hide, but then I will have witn
Killian POV “Everything is ready,” Elliot says as he opens the office door. Dad looks up at him and smiles. Today is the first day he will be coming out of hiding, and we have a meeting with some of the other mafia leaders in New York, and we are claiming back our territory and our businesses. We left it without proper management for a long time. Theo and Elliot obviously have been dealing with this, but they are not me. Dad agreed to leave me in charge. He will run the operations in the background, whenever I need some help or time off. Mum has become my chief of security and detail. She really knows what she’s doing. She’s even been teaching the guys some stuff. Some of my men don’t know about me, or my dad is alive, and today, everything has changed. I am taking over with Ashley by my side. I am claiming her in front of all the leaders, and we will be assuming Tobias’s death. I don’t run from my responsibilities or what I do. Ashley is already settled in my New York penthouse.
Ashley POV I finish typing the email and press send. I know Killian will read it today before he comes home. I just hope he doesn’t think it is too much, that I was too much and too soon. I close the laptop and walk to the living room, curling up on the couch with a blanket on my legs. It’s Halloween today and I always used to go out and celebrate with my friends, but this year, here I am, sitting in this beautiful room, without friends. Alone. With security guards, and that’s it. I miss my old life, my life before Tobias got in it. I miss going out with friends and having a social life. I wonder if I will ever have that again. I am scrolling through social media on my phone when it starts ringing. Kill’s name appears flashing. I close my eyes as I answer it. “I don’t want to know”, I let out and I can hear him chuckle. Bastard. Why is he laughing? Was it that depressing? Was it too much? “Thank you, Thank you for those words. It was the most beautiful thing anyone has ever told
Ashley POV “I said fucking no one,” he replies, walking away from me. I see him walking through a set of double doors. I know better than to stay behind, so I follow him. He is in his office with his head between his hands. “Theo, what is going on?” I ask as I walk to him. He raises his head, looking me in the eyes. I have never seen him like this. Theo is the coolest person I have ever met. I have never seen him lose his shit like that. I don’t know how he is at work, but in his personal life, he is carefree and bubbly. He is funny and gentle. I have never seen him so destroyed in my life. Theo passes a hand through his beard, and his eyes meet mine. I don’t know what to say or what to do. He looks so sad… He stands up, filling up his glass with an amber content from the small bar in the room's corner. He empties his glass straight away, and I raise both my eyebrows, looking at him as I sit on the chair on the other side of his desk. “She is the bane of my existence,” he says, a
Killian POV I walk into the flat, and I can smell her scent in here. I can tell Ashley was in there. Her smell is all around this house. I can tell. I walk into the bathroom next to the bedroom and I see all of her makeup and hair stuff spread around. I smile, looking around, and slowly I put everything away before turning the tap on and washing my hand. The dry blood goes down the drain with the water, washing it from my hands. I look in the mirror and smile, as I can’t see any bruises. Good. I strip my bloodied clothes off and turn the shower on. I get inside, feeling the hot water falling on my head while I rest both my hands against the wall with my head hanging low. I shake my head before getting my shower done. Once I am done and dressed in only one pair of jeans when I hear the door open. I walk towards the door, and I see her, beautiful. I feel a pinch of jealousy as I see her dressed like that. Man looked at her and appreciated what was mine. I know Theo would let nothing h
Ashley POV “So, I had an important meeting today, and it didn’t go very well,” Killian says, and my entire body reacts to that sentence. I look at him as if trying to understand what the fuck is going on. Why is he telling me this? We agreed we wouldn’t talk about his “work” and that he would keep me out of it as much as possible. Is he okay? Why didn’t it go okay? Why is he telling me this? All the questions keep popping into my head. Killian places both his hands on my face, cradling it and looking me in the eye. Slowly he places his lips against mine, king me deeply, sending all the questions to the back of my mind and fogging it instantly. He is good. “I am okay, but there are some things I need to discuss with you, and I don’t think you are going to like it,” Kill tells me, and I nod my head. I guess I will need a drink for this. I have taken on drinking as a coping mechanism for not knowing what is happening and to drown my concerns about Killian. I am not an alcoholic. I am f
Killian POV I open my eyes as I feel Ashley moving on the bed. I can feel her ass moving against my now rock-hard erection. I smirk as I feel her move her ass slowly, rubbing it against me. I stay still, trying to see where this is going. I close my eyes again as I feel her put some pressure, and she does all the right things, my cock pressed against the crack of her ass. I can’t resist anymore, and I smack her ass, making her gasp, but she doesn’t stop. Slowly I spread her cheeks, and I move my finger up and down. I can feel her flinching, and I move my finger down toward her pussy. She is already wet for me. I slide my finger inside of her, and she moans out loudly, and slowly I pull my cock out of my boxer shorts and move it up and down her folds as she moves one leg to give me access from behind while we lay on our side. Without warning, I slam inside of her as I move my hands, scooping her breasts into them. They bounce while I move in and out of her as she moans loudly. I can t
Ashley POV “Hello, sunshine,” I say as soon as I see Theo. He looks at me and only gives me a small nod as I place my hand on his shoulder. He is still upset with me because of what I did yesterday. I wish he could only see that I am trying to help him. I want him to be happy the same way I am. Before I met Tobias, I thought I would never find love, and I know now that he was a means to an end, that I had to pass him to get where I am today, to meet the love of my life, to be happy and think about a family someday. I want that for everyone, and I want everyone to feel the same happiness I feel. “What the fuck is wrong with him?”, Killian asks Elliot and he shrugs before kissing me on the cheek as I sit next to him, nesting my coffee between my hands. Killian walks to the coffee machine and pours himself some coffee, and walks to stand between the boys and face me. “So? What’s the plan?” Elliot asks, putting his phone down, and Theo mimics his reaction and looks at the two of us. I s