I wish I could close my eyes and call all of it a nightmare but it wasn’t.
It was my horrendous reality, the life I accepted and going to bear until these six months are over but on the other hand, I do deserve it and then again, it wasn't as intense or was it?
Did I break him to the extent he is nothing but a piece of flesh desiring vengeance?
A cold-hearted man willing to break all boundaries in order to etch misery in my soul?
Is he truly going to break all ethics just to capture me in his domain?
Seems like he would.
After running away from his cabin, I rushed to mine.
Pressing my palm against my chest to regain my senses. My cabin was right in the corner from his on the executive floor.
My heart thumping uncontrollably, trying to neglect what just happened but my mind was unable to and I know one thing for sure.
He is not the man I used to know.
“Dammit, what should I do?” I muttered, pacing around while making an almost crying face, holding my waist until a voice interrupted my apprehension.
“Hey, um, you okay?”
Looking up, I saw someone smiling playfully, standing out my cabin.
“Huh?” I blinked.
“Sorry to interrupt but you kinda look nervous. You’re the new girl, right? Is everything okay?” He asked.
He was eye-catching, the kind of guy you want to flirt with, he had medium black hair and shining blue eyes, smiling gently at me.
“Uh, yeah, I am okay. I am Annalise White. Linda’s substitute. Nice to meet you.” I mumbled, clearing my throat to regain my senses and act normal.
“Nice name. I am Edmond Atlas. Director of finance. Don’t worry about Boss, he might look intimidating but he won’t bite. At least, that’s what I think and believe.” He chuckled, leaning against the doorframe on his shoulder.
‘Why does everyone here look so young? This man, who might be in late twenties, is the ‘director’ of finance? How talented this man must be?’
“I hope he doesn’t. And I hope I don’t mess up either.” I giggled, shaking my head.
His calm aura was helping to alleviate my distress.
“You better don’t. He won’t stand mistakes. Extremely strict when it comes to work.” He shrugged, vexing me but I am at least confident that I won’t mess up my work.
Unless he provokes.
“Thanks for the warning. I will try my best to not upset him.” I smiled, sighing mentally in distress.
“Me too. Okay then, Good luck on your first day. I will see you around, Anna.” He smiled but it vanished mine, when he was about to leave, I called.
“Um, Don’t say Anna, I don’t like it, you can call me Elise.” I corrected him, I hate it when someone calls me Anna.
“Sure, see you around, Elise.” He grinned, waving sweetly at me.
“You too.”
I waved back as he left after helping me to divert my mind from the stressful beginning of my day.
Thankfully, the rest of my day went nonchalant and I didn’t have to confront further dread from him at the time being.
He was utterly engrossed in his work as if nothing else existed anymore which I clearly didn’t expect from him.
He always hated his Father’s work line and never wanted to be a part of it.
He wanted to condemn it to doom but look at him now, dedicating all his attention to this empire.
Well, it’s easy to say you can neglect money but truly doing it isn’t.
“Give this to Edmond, he is on the 49th floor, get me a coffee on your way back and get the sales report from Sarah, you will find her on the fifteenth floor.”
He ordered without looking up, it was hard to keep track of the commands he gave at one time but I endeavored to carry out all orders and not displease him.
“Yes, Sir.” I nodded, taking the file.
He was working like a machine, not acknowledging the presence of things around him which made me bewildered. I guess he might have sorted things out with his Father.
As long as it keeps my work tranquilized and away from his predatory eyes, I am glad.
Taking the file, I did as told as the day went by with no more frights.
On my way back, Linda called to check up on me, which she definitely should. She might know by now that her Boss is not to be trusted.
“Hey, How are you? How was your first day? Did he say anything?” Her concerned tone came, worried about me.
I smiled faintly and replied, “I am fine, Nothing happened, he was drowned in work all the time. He barely had time to breathe, let alone to pay attention to me.”
I explained my day to her, relieved deep down and praying that things remain this way so I won’t have to confront him.
“Thank God. Yeah, nothing else but work exists for him. I am glad you are fine.” She breathed out in serenity. The sense of assurance is clear in her tone.
“Yeah. I don’t think it could be that bad… I guess.”
But, how wrong I was. My direction of life was going to swirl and I wasn’t aware of it. Mere moment of nothingness swayed me.
“Good. You can now work peacefully. If there’s anything you need to know, you can ask me, okay?” She said sweetly.
“Sure.” I hummed.
“Okay then, talk to you later.” And with this she cut the call after we both said ‘goodbye’.
Sighing in relief, I went home where my delighted parents were dying to know about my first day.
“Elise, Welcome home! How was the first day? How big is his empire? What did you do?” Papa’s chirpy tone came, beaming in glee.
“It was fine. I just did as told, arranged his appointments, meetings... Nothing exciting.” I replied as calmly as possible with a forced smile, closing the door behind me.
“How was his place? Your cabin? Is it big?” He asked, eyes shining in felicity and maintaining it, I returned the same energy.
“Of course. It was gigantic, it was on the executive floor, the highest one. You can see the whole streets of New York from here.” I told him excitedly, flashing a wide smile.
I never understood why but I never liked their attachment with him ever since high school, I don’t want them to praise him.
I don’t want them to adore a person who is literally targeting me for revenge.
“Amazing! Freshen up, I have cooked dinner for you, my dear.”
He grinned, patting my back, praising me for doing good at work which kinda made me jovial.
“Sure.”
I left for my room. I freshened up, had dinner filled with chattering. Mostly about my first day at work. I didn’t want to talk about it, not after what he did after I signed the contract.
I was terrified to face his wrath but I believe it won’t be fatal, right?
After a worrisome day, I went to my room, falling on my bed, staring into the ceiling with perturbation overwhelming my ability to think as I mentally prepared myself for what is about to come.
‘What are you planning to do with me, Vincent?’
5 YEARS LATER.I was setting the school bag of my four years old son, Jamie. He was messy just like his Father. Sighing, I was putting the lunch and placing the books properly.“Can I take Dahlia to school with me? Please, please, please?” Jamie called me excitedly, pointing at his Father and three months old sister who were sleeping on the couch in the hall.“No, you cannot.” I sighed, frowning at the pair and giving him his bag.“Look, Mama, Papa and Dahlia are sleeping on the couch.” He giggled, clinging onto my arm.Actually, Dahlia was not sleeping last night and Vincent said proudly that he could take better care and took her outside and look at them now.Half of his body was hanging from the couch, holding Dahlia.“Ah, him.” I giggled, shaking my hand after seeing how uncomfortable he must be.“What are they doing outside?” Jamie asked, tugging my sleeves.“Your Papa proudly accepted he could take better care of Dahlia and seems like he is stubborn in proving it.” I sighed, set
ANNALISE. I was carefully listening to his words, how his eyes were refusing to greet mine and it was aching me but he couldn’t see. He was not looking at me in the first place to notice the tears glistening in my eyes. “Come. Let’s end this pointless relationship.” And I lost my forbearance when he dared to speak what I cannot have imagined, releasing the tears I managed to suppress so far. And brimming with fury, I slapped him hard to knock some senses into his damn mind which astonished him to no extent. “How dare you call our marriage pointless?!” I whisper-yelled. Grabbing the collar of his shirt outrageously with tears scattered over my cheeks. “Annalise?” He called me hesitantly at my unforeseen action as I forced him to stare into my desperation, to witness my love and despair too. I wanted him to see my condition. “Do you have any idea how deeply I am in love with you? That I have given my all to our marriage?” I asked desperately, shaking him a little to hear m
After I mindlessly hit Edmond and lost myself, unable to control myself, the neighbors came and forced me to stop until the cops came and took me away.I was looking down the whole time, not moving an inch with an anguish stacking in my chest, I was heartbroken. I felt devastated for losing control and doing what I shouldn’t.Something is seriously wrong with me. Here, in the station, I was locked up and Annalise was talking to Edmond.“I am begging you, Edmond, please, don’t file a case against Vincent.” Their voices were faint but I could hear how my Annalise was begging Edmond to not send me to jail. Tears brimmed in my eyes as I kept staring at my hands out of woe. I didn’t want to hurt anyone. I didn’t want to make Annalise cry. This is not who I am, that is not who I should be.I am sorry, I am so sorry…“Edmond, please…” She continued to beg Edmond for her husband’s image. I had never been behind the bars in my entire life. I felt horrible, I was never like this and with
The next morning, I was in my bed, refusing to move an inch. My head was throbbing in pain. I couldn’t move my body, it was burning.It was because of the stress, whenever I worried too much, my body began to burn, my head began to hurt terribly and I didn’t know how to deal with this ordeal.For a while, I remained motionless, covering myself with the blanket until the tenderest hand of my angelic wife dragged the sheets down from me. “Vincent. Wake up.” She whispered softly.Removing the duvet and sitting next to me. “I don’t want to.” I groaned, turning to my side, hiding my face in the pillow, not in the mood to move. I had borne with this feverish feeling before when she was here, I wanted to display that I am in pain and stay with me.Before I was alone, I had no one to take care of him so no matter what state, I must go to work but I have a reason to stay.I won’t go today.“Why?” She called but I refused to listen to her. Glancing from my shoulder, I looked at her timidly,
VINCENT.The following week, limitless thoughts were roaming in my mind. I was tense, I was perturbed about what I should do that could save my marriage. I could feel it under my fingernails that things were on the verge of falling apart all because of my behavior and I was impotent to stop it.I failed to control, I failed to keep her happy. In fact, I made her cry after promising myself that I wouldn’t.I feel worthless. I feel terrible.It was Sunday, my soul was at solace to hold my love. We were spooning on the bed, I was holding her, her back pressed over my chest.“How are you feeling now?” I whispered, biting her earlobe when she woke up from her nap.Annalise was having a headache constantly so I massaged her head until she fell asleep and took a nap with her as well.“Better.” She hummed, relaxing in my arms, smiling tenderly.I hummed and shifted, sitting up slowly. Worried how to confront her about what I knew I must. I couldn’t lose my love with my own hand.I cannot mak
“YOU ARE A LIAR!” The sound of his thundering cries echoed in the room and they hurt me in a way I was unable to recover. The sound I unintentionally created. He covered his mouth, sobbing. And I couldn’t bear it, his sorrow was immeasurable and it made me guilty. Shutting my eyes, I screamed to release the shame gathered inside me.“I AM SORRY! I AM SORRY! I AM SORRY!” Crying my anguish out, I held the hem of my dress. My tears were flowing, he was not the only person whose heart was torn apart. The regret that was built inside me had already stolen my mental peace. I don’t want to hear from him that I am his culprit. I know I am.“I will apologize as many times as you want, Vincent but please don’t be away from me.” Crying, I came closer, tears rolled down my cheek. My body was deprived of strength, I accidentally stumbled on my steps but Vincent held my arms to refrain me from falling.“Be careful!” He gasped quickly to hold me. He couldn't watch me falling or getting hurt