RainHow does he know I like Switzerland? I don't think I have told him anytime and he is looking at me like a deer caught in headlights"I...I" he stammered"How do you know Jay? ""how do I know what ?" so playing dumb are we?"you know what !" I said with stress"I don't know," he said trying to act nonchalant"how do you know my dream destination is Switzerland Jay!?" I asked again very patiently"Umm- yo-you yea most of the girls like Switzerland yes that is it," he said with a nod as if he got the perfect answer, and accompanying it with a perfecting offending tone to make me angry, so that I get offended and don't pursue this line of questioning further.I would have gotten hurt but somehow I cannot believe his words and when he stammers or acts weird it is a given he was lyingso you have been with him for a mere 1 month and already you have started to observe him, how stupid can you be! you know you should not get close to people! you know how it always ends!"Earth to Rain,
RainHe is a cheater!oh, common Rain, you know, he cannot control dice!huh, I don't know that for sure!Really Rain?Yes well, he is a manipulator, maybe he manipulated the results of Ludo, like Shakuni MamaDon't you think you give him too much credit?while I was debating with myselfJay entered the room and smirked at me while I glared at him seeing my glare he burst out laughing again!and okay even I couldn't control my smileand then we both were laughing at my silly behaviorone we stopped laughing we were just smiling at each other and he came towards me and leaned down and kissed my cheeks!my eyes widened, he winked at me and went to bedand that's how I blushed for the first time in yearssomehow I wasn't angry with him, maybe he was changing me!***With morning came a new clear day and a new clear mind and with this new clear mind came new clear regrets!you should not trust anyone so easily Rain you know how it always gets broken!I saw Jay cooking at the stove mostly
Jay"Hey, Alec I am going to the bar 'la Rose' You wanna join me ?" I asked 1 of my best friends while I was hurrying toward my car"Sure see you there" he replied and hung upAlec was 1 of my best friends for as long as I know he and I along with Rohan have been inseparable since childhoodalec owned a business of airline while Rohan was a hotelier and I was in textilesI called Alec as I know I'll need someone to control my rage if I see something which will make my blood boil especially if I find any guy with rain I am bound to lose my shit!so to not kill someone i thought ill ask him to come along as Rohan is out of the country for a few months due to the expansion of his hotels I couldn't call himI just hope Rain I don't find some asshole near you or soo god help him!with that I drove fast I think I even broke 1 or 2 signals in my urgency to reach the clubafter half an hourI finally reached the club and found Alec already waiting there for me"So man you going to a bar after
RainI was scared I had never seen Jay so serious in the 3 months I had known him he was always playful or irritating never serious but today I could see that he was very angry and mostly on me his whole body was stiff which was kinda hot nono I mean scary "Jay I..." I didn't know what to say!"Yes Rain ?" he said very calmly while his eyes were raking my body and my facewell fuck me he used Rain instead of Flowerwhat the fuck did I do?why was he so serious?"soo Rain how was your night out yesterday with your friends ?" he asked me coming closer to me on the bed"uhh, it was...was ...good I t-think?" I stuttered I didn't know what I did and I didn't know what to answer!and this jay is very intimidating!"Ohh you think hmm? maybe I should show you what you did, don't you think it will refresh your memory ?" he asked calmlyOh god! What the fuck is going on! and I think I am forgetting somethingI saw him coming closer to me! so I quickly jumped out of the bed ! and tried to put a
RainI do not know how long I sat there crying silently i was lost in my thoughts when I heard the door opening and Jay walked inI quickly got up from my spot and took slow steps toward him but he did not even look at me he just quickly went to the kitchen and started preparing somethingI followed him ! he had to listen to what I had to say! but he wasn't even acknowledging my presence!I went and stood exactly in front of him so he would have no choice but to look at me, but he simply went from sideto oh god, now I was feeling sad and mad!sad because I hurt Jay so much that he wasn't even looking at me and mad because he wouldn't let me explain!I got pissed and went and sat on the dining table and started to tap my hands on itI saw a plate in front of me with fried rice my favorite"Eat your dinner," he said in a monotone"Ohh now you are talking to me ?" I snappedlike seriously okay fine I behaved badly but so did he! See that's why I hate guys!he didn't answer me and was go
RainI had completely forgotten about my devious friend and the credit goes to Mr.Arrogantwho makes you foodwell whateverI immediately called her the moment Jay left for his office, which I should really talk to him aboutbecause why the fuck can I not go to the office!so well don't get distracted now Rain first I immediately rang her number and she didn't pick up on the 1 call I called her twice more with the same results ... so then I called Raisin maybe she talked to that traitor"Have you talked to Hope what does that traitor have to say? why did we not know she was freaking married !? I need answers now !" I said in one go"Well hello to you too Rain I am fine thanks for asking by the way how are you ?" Raisin said sarcastically"Seriously Raisin why and how is Hope married and when oh god I don't know exactly what I want to ask !""calm down Rain by the way what happened to you yesterday I thought you would react like this but yesterday, not today! "I blushed to remember wh
RainWe all sat in the big hall in Hope's new home and then we waited for her to finally start explaining but it seemed she was in some kind of conflict she was opening her mouth every 2 minutes but no words came out, and whenever I wanted to tell her to 'spit it out already' raisin would stop me by squeezing my hand not too gently eitherso we were waiting and waiting when my phone rang I excused myself from answering the phone because let's face it she is not going to spit it out anytime sooner"yes?""Rain where are you ?"I heard Jay's somewhat scared voice"Jay I wrote you a note-""I am coming to pick you up in an hour," he said and hung upI was staring at my phone for a whole minute, what the hell just happened? I even wrote him a note that I am at hopes, I wanted to meet her husband too ... seriously what's wrong with the guy?I called him again to tell him I'll come on my own and no need to worry"Hello, Jay-""You do not have to argue with me on everything! I am picking you
JayI was mad! mad at myself I hurt my flower today, and I did put ointment but still, she already thinks bad about men, I just confirmed it for her! I need to know what happened and why she hates men so much, I would have asked her friends or her big sister but I didn't want her to think I was snooping aroundI want my flower to tell me on her own, I want her to trust me enough to share with me everything! and I will earn that trust!but when she said she hated me, I was sad and angry, because here I was loving her from the moment I saw her and there she was who hated meI didn't want to be controlling, I trust my flower but after the bar incident I was just worried and I didn't want her to meet Alec just yetI confessed everything to her when she was sleeping but I am pretty sure she'll just freak out if she knew I loved hershe was quiet today I was looking at her from the moment she had come out of the bedroomshe didn't demand me to make her coffee or her breakfast which she usu