“What on Earth does he want from you this time?” Talia scoffed, her eyes narrowed as I hung up and placed the phone back down on the table.
“Uh...” I trailed off, forcing a tight smile. I knew she wouldn't be pleased with what I was about to tell. “Sarah's birthday anniversary comes up in a few days. He needs me to accompany him to the store so he can get a present for her.”Talia snorts, gritting her teeth. “And you blindly agreed? What the hell is wrong with you, Elena?” She exhaled, running a hand through her hair, and when she spoke again, her tone was lighter. “You know what, call him up right now and tell him you won't be coming. She's his girlfriend, and he can always figure out what she'd love as a birthday gift. Why do you have to help him?”“It's not a big deal, Tee,” I said, even though I wasn't sure if it wasn't. It's been years, and I still give in to his wishes no matter what. I could disappoint anyone else but him. That goes to show how head-over-heels in love with him I still was.“No, it's not and you know it,” Talia groaned, rolling her eyes. “Look, I love my cousin brother, but I love you just as much. I'm looking out for your best interest here. You need to stop making it easy for him to get to you when each and every time you spend with him, you heart aches.”I shook my head in denial, trying unsuccessfully to avoid her eyes. “I don't do that, Talia. Richard and I are just friends, and friends help each other no matter what. We've always been so close, but there's no attraction. It's all in your head, really.”She crossed her arms over her chest and pinned me down with a glare. “Lie to yourself all you want, Elena, but you're not fooling me. I'm not a toddler. I know what I'm saying.”I averted my gaze, unable to keep up my act when she was looking at me so intensely. She was the only one who knew what happened while we were younger, and though I tried to avoid discussions that would bring that back up, she was the only one who knew that I was still in love with Richard as much as I was then. The feelings never died no matter how many good men I came in contact with. It felt as though my heart was wired to beat specifically for Richard.“Elena, don't you ever wonder what would have happened if you had confessed your feelings to him after that night? Don't you think — ”I held up my hand, shaking my head. “It wouldn't have changed a thing. It's always been Sarah that mattered. From the moment she walked into his life, she'd captured his heart and stowed it away in a bottle. Her bottle. If I'd come clean about my feelings for him, it would've complicated things, not just for us, but our families as well. I would've lost him and our friendship.”She sighed, her eyes mirroring the sorrow that was clawing at my heart. People often said that she should've been my twin instead of Sarah, due to how she we were so alike, and felt each other's pain and struggles. “So, it's decided, then? You've made up your mind to sit back and watch Richard get married to your sister?”I turned away to face the window and inhaled shakily. “You're talking as though I have an option here. What choice do I have? They've been together for six years, Talia. If there was any chance for Richard and I to be together, I've missed it, and that's fine. They're happy together. Richard's happiness is all that matters to me. If he or Sarah finds out about my feelings, it's cost me my friendship with him, and also ruin the thin relationship between Sarah and I. All that hassle for what? He'd never see me as nothing more than a best friend. I can't hope on a miracle at this point. It's no use.”Talia shook her head, refusing to back down. “Well, neither of us knows about that, do we? But what I do know is, I don't think Richard is as happy as he convinces himself to be, and I sincerely doubt that he sees you as just a friend. He might not be able to admit it himself, but there's this sizzling chemistry that has always existed between you two. It was there before Sarah came into the picture, and though she's tried, she's never been able to fully erase it. She can't take your place in his life. Never.”I looked down at my hands, at a loss for words. I hated this. Hated how she fueled my hopes, when it was clear that nothing could work out between Richard and I. He was about to become my brother-in-law, and I respected the boundaries between us firmly if I wanted to survive their wedding. I had to.“Elena, you and I know the fact that the only reason why they're still together is because they have no say in the matter. They're stuck with each other due to familial ties. Richard can't complain about Sarah giving him less attention, because he's blinded by his love for her. He choosed her over you, and it's too late to whine now, that's why he's trying everything to make their relationship work. Have you forgotten that my uncle's initial choice for him was you?”My heart ripped open at the hurtful reminder. I remembered the day my parents called up a family meeting, and informed us of their wish to retire. They'd decided to merge their booming real-estate empire, Williams Holdings, with Delmonte Realtors. The Williams and the Delmonte families had been business rivals for years, up until that point, but the proposed merger was poised to change our histories, and it did.They wanted to keep their beloved companies in the family, and since the Delmontes are well-known for arranging marriages for their successors, they were handed the perfect solution. A marriage between the Williams and Delmonte families would keep the merged empire in the family, and it'd keep both families in control of the companies which would now be one of the leading business empires in all of New York.At the time, the daughter they'd considered for this arrangement wasn't Sarah. She hardly had time for the family business, always buried in her surgeon work, and so I was the perfect choice. Also, I was very close to Talia, and that worked in my favour. I'd been twenty when the deal was made, and I'd been happy, enamoured by the thought of getting married to the man of my dreams. Thankfully, Richard wasn't opposed to the idea as well.But all that came crashing down when I was invited for a Talia's parents wedding anniversary and I took Sarah with me. I remembered that night like it was yesterday. Memorized it into the back of my mind. Let it haunt me at night. That was the night I fell in love with him.But she was the one he fell in love with. Not me.An hour later, at exactly three o'clock, I received Richard's text informing me of his arrival. I was done with plotting, drawing up character arcs for my book, and had been waiting eagerly. The second I got the notification, I stood up and took a deep breath, mentally preparing myself to see him again. My chest was suddenly on fire, goosebumps spreading all over my body. Good goosebumps. I didn't head outside immediately, waiting back for a few minutes. Grabbing my purse, I locked my office and headed toward the entrance, sighting him from far off as he leaned against his car, fiddling with his phone. He'd brought his Lexus today. With each step I took, my heart raced faster and faster, the sound growing louder and louder, drowning me in it.How could a man look...so out of this world? So fucking perfect?Every time I saw him felt like the first.I pause for a minute, and inhale deeply, taking him in. I'd memorized his soft features like the back of my hand. That silky blonde hair,
A flash of light, followed by the sound of a camera click startled us both, and I turned to my side to find a paparazoo that had been stalking my lately smirking at me. “What the fuck,” Richard gritted out, taking a step toward him, but the paparazoo bolted off, quicker than lightening. “That idiot — ”I held onto Richard's arm, preventing him from going after him. “Leave him. He's not worth it. Let's just... let's just go inside. Come on.”He exhaled, placing a hand on the small of my back, causing me to look up at him. “This is all my fault, Elena. I should've known that taking you to public places would result to this. I'm so sorry. That picture will never see the pages of a magazine or tabloid, I promise.”I shook my head, and we began walking toward the entrance of the store. “It's nothing, really. I've become used to it over the past few months. I can't stop living my life because I'm afraid of getting photographed all the time. It used to annoy me, you know? The public always
“I'm not sure I'll take Sarah's advice to invite the Krashingdowns to the wedding ceremony,” Mom said. “Their daughter, Eloise, has been Sarah's nemesis right from when they were little. It gets even worse because Eloise works in the same hospital with Sarah, and I'm sure she tries her best to outshine your sister. Not that she's ever successful. Sarah is that surgeon everyone trusts and wants to handle their cases. She's a star.”I gasped, looking up from the book I was reading. “Eloise now works at Elysium Healthcare?” I asked, surprised. How could that be? Eloise and I were pretty close. She was a sweet soul, and one of my best friends, and there was never a time I remember her disliking or even talking about Sarah. Yes, they weren't the best of friends, but Eloise kept to her lane. I wouldn't be surprised if Sarah had been feeding Mother lies about Eloise because she felt insecure. Eloise was also a hot-shot surgeon who knew her work quite well, and if she'd moved to Elysium Healt
“It feels so surreal, Elena. My little girl is going to be a bride soon. Oh, I'm so thankful,” Mother murmured as she rearranged the flowers in the replica of the arrangement she'd sent the church to be decorated with. We were in Dad's study now, where most of the planning was done. “You know, Elena, when you and Sarah were little, she was so sickly. I was worried she wouldn't live long enough to see the end of winter, or see the first day of spring. There were so many things I thought she'd never experience, yet here she is twenty-two years later, one of the most sought-after surgeon, about to marry one of the most eligible billionaires in the world. In the process, she's taking off the workload from me and your dad's shoulders, letting us retire at last, knowing our company is in safe hands, and will reach new heights soon.”A sharp stab of jealousy pierced my heart, causing me to look away. I was ridiculous of me to envy my twin sister, more so begrudge her the pride in Mother's ey
“Oh, come on now, Sarah,” I sighed, tightening my grip on the phone. “You promised that we'd attend the event together. How do you think your sister would feel? She was counting on you coming with me. This is the fourth time this month you're cancelling on me at the last minute. I would appreciate it if you give me an adequate notice before hand. Honestly, this sucks.”The phone rustled as she sighed. “I'm so sorry, Richy. I really wanted to be there tonight, you know that. I wanted to support Elena and be there with you, but we just got an emergency right now and I can't get away. I'm supposed to be in the theater by now, but I just wanted to let you know so you wouldn't be worried. I know you hate it when I leave you handing.”“I'm tired of the same excuses every time, Sarah. I'm trying to be caring and supportive as I can be, but you keep taking it for granted. I can't keep being the only one who's got to compromise. It's annoying.”“No one knows that better than me, love,” she sai
Once Elena finished her speech and announced the name of her book, the fundraising began. She got off the podium and went over to sign autographs, everyone cat calling, excited to have her so close. It was as though she was a goddess. Two women were crying as they told her about how her works had changed their lives. They were crying so hard that Elena began crying too. It was so beautiful to watch.“Mr. Delmonte! So glad you were able to make it.” I forced a smile onto my face as I reluctantly walked over to Jude Bellingham, the event's organizer, prepping myself mentally for the unnecessary small talk. As long as you were famous, gracing events like this had people treat you with so much pretentiousness. Too much ass-kissing from people who didn't give two fucks about who you were, but what your fame and wealth brought them. It was sickening to watch, let alone be an active participant.“Thank you once again for your generosity in letting us use this beautiful, spacious event center
My palms turned sweaty as I parked my car in front of the Williams mansion. It was Sarah and Elena's birthday today, and while I was happy to see Elena and celebrate with her, I couldn't say the same about Sarah. Things had not been the same between us for a while, and I was tired of ignoring it. I couldn't keep up with the pretense anymore.With barely three weeks to our wedding, every issue we'd ever had seemed amplified. Perhaps I'd lost interest, call it cold feet, but it felt bigger than that. There was a part of me that kept wondering if the only reason she and I even started dating was the knowledge that we'd end up eventually, through our arranged marriage.But the catch was... would we have? The woman my parents had chosen was Elena. If I hadn't...if that night hadn't happened, would I have been married to Elena now?I ran a hand through my hair and drew a shaky breath. It didn't matter now, did it? There was no going back in time to change anything, and loss of interest or n
“Guess what, Ponyo? I've got something for you too. You honestly didn't think I forgot that did you?”She pouted at me. “You know you didn't have to.”“I wanted to,” I said firmly, holding up a second paper bag I'd brought along with me. “What sort of best friend would I be if I don't get a birthday present for my best friend?”“Richy — ”“See what's inside first. Please.”She exhaled, taking the bag from me. “You're so sweet, it hurts,” she murmured. I watched her carefully as she unwrapped the box inside the bag, her eyes widening, my heart beating erratically. When was the last time I was nervous about something as simple as a gift?“Oh, Richard,” she gasped, and I breathed a sigh of relief. “Richard, this book isn't out yet! I got it on pre-order, but it won't be released till another six months gone by. How did you ever — ” she flipped it open, tears escaping her eyes when she saw the personally written note inside. It was from Nina Simone, her favorite romance author. “Is this...