LOGINAsk Yourself Why
The message sits on my screen, glowing accusingly, and for a long moment nobody in the room says a single word.
"That's not possible." Elena is the first to break the silence, her voice trembling. "Eleanor loved Amara. She fought for this marriage because she believed in it, not because she was orchestrating something monstrous."
"Or she knew something none of us did, and pushed for it anyway." Noah's voice is barely audible, his hands braced against the table like he needs it to keep himself upright. "God, if this is true, what does that make Lila? What does that make everything?"
"Stop." My father's voice cuts through the spiraling panic in the room, sharp and commanding despite everything. "We are not going to sit here and destroy ourselves over an anonymous message sent by someone with an obvious motive to hurt this family. Whoever is sending these texts wants exactly this reaction. Panic. Doubt. Division."
"But what if it's true." Noah's eyes lift to meet mine, and the horror in them mirrors exactly what I feel churning in my own stomach. "Richard, what if your instincts about Eleanor and your wife are correct? What if she really did know, and pushed us together anyway?"
"Then we deal with that reality when we have actual proof of it," my father says firmly, "and not one second before. I refuse to let some coward hiding behind an unknown number dictate how this family processes information that may not even be true."
Julian has already pulled out his own phone, typing rapidly. "I can have a forensics contact trace the number this message came from. It won't be instant, burner phones and spoofed numbers make it complicated, but it's not impossible."
"Do it." Noah's voice regains some of its usual authority, though his hands are still visibly unsteady. "And pull every medical record connected to my mother's private physician from that time period. If there's any truth to this, there will be a paper trail somewhere."
"I'll have my own team cross reference anything related to your mother," my father adds. "If she really did know something and arranged this marriage deliberately, there may be documentation, letters, something that explains her reasoning."
I stand frozen in the middle of the room, phone still clutched tight in my hand, watching the two men who have spent the better part of this conversation being adversaries suddenly aligning toward a single, terrifying goal.
"I need air." The words come out before I fully register wanting to say them, and before anyone can stop me, I turn and push through the conference room door, walking fast down the hallway until I reach a quiet alcove near the windows, away from the noise, away from the spinning uncertainty threatening to swallow me whole.
I press my forehead against the cool glass, staring down at the city sprawled far below, and try to steady my breathing.
Footsteps approach a moment later, softer than I expect, and I turn to find Noah standing several feet away, keeping a careful, deliberate distance.
"I'm not here to push you into anything." His voice is quiet, gentler than I've heard it in years. "I just didn't want you standing alone right now."
"That's rich, coming from you." The words come out sharper than I intend, but I don't take them back. "You've let me stand alone through worse than this, Noah."
He doesn't argue. He just nods, accepting it, and leans against the wall a few feet from me, staring out at the same skyline.
"For what it's worth," he says after a long moment, "whatever this test says, it doesn't change what I feel when I look at you."
"And what exactly do you feel when you look at me, Noah." My voice cracks despite myself. "Because for four years, it looked a lot like nothing at all."
His jaw tightens, and when he finally speaks, his voice is rougher than I've ever heard it. "Regret. That's what I feel, every single time I look at you now. Regret that I spent four years too afraid of my own feelings to admit I fell in love with you the night Lila was born, when I held her for the first time and looked up and saw you crying happy tears, and something in my chest cracked wide open, and it terrified me so badly I buried it under work and distance and every excuse I could find."
I stare at him, stunned into silence, the confession landing somewhere I'm not prepared for it to land.
"You don't get to say that to me." My voice trembles. "Not now, not after everything, not while we're standing here waiting to find out if we might actually be related."
"I know." His eyes close briefly, pained. "I know the timing is horrific. I just needed you to know it wasn't nothing, Amara. It was never nothing. I was just a coward."
Before I can respond, Julian's voice calls urgently from down the hallway, cutting through the moment entirely.
"Amara! Noah! You both need to see this. My contact just came back with something."
We hurry back into the conference room where Julian stands with his laptop open, his expression a strange mixture of relief and fresh alarm.
"I traced the message." He turns the screen toward us. "It didn't come from a random troll or a burner phone purchased with cash. It came from a registered device, one that required an account login to send through this particular messaging platform."
"Whose account." My father's voice is tight.
Julian's eyes lift to meet mine, grim and certain. "It's registered to Marcus Delray. The actor Isabella paid to accuse you at the gala."
The room goes utterly still.
"He's still working for her." Noah's voice hardens instantly. "Even after everything, even after the board exposed the payment trail, he's still sending messages on her behalf."
"Or." Julian's expression shifts, something calculating moving behind his eyes. "He's not working for her at all anymore. Maybe he's trying to get ahead of something before it comes out on its own, covering himself by planting doubt now so it looks less damning later. Which means there might be actual truth buried somewhere in what he's telling you, truth he knows Isabella has been sitting on."
My phone buzzes one final time, and when I look down, the last message from the unknown number sends ice through every vein in my body.
Unknown:Ask Isabella how she really knows Eleanor Frost. It goes back further than any of you think. Further than Amara's birth. Further than this marriage. She's been playing this game since before you were all born.
What RemainsDinner that night stretches longer than any of our Friday routines, the two of us lingering at a corner table long after the restaurant's other patrons have filtered out into the evening, the weight of the trial's conclusion settling into something quieter, gentler between us."I keep thinking about Ivy," I admit, turning my water glass slowly on the table. "Wherever this goes for you and me, I hope we figure out the right way to be part of her life. She didn't choose any of this.""The custody hearing is scheduled for next month." Noah's expression turns thoughtful. "Margaret's been incredible through all of it, honestly. She's been visiting Ivy every week at the temporary placement, making sure she has some consistency while everything gets sorted.""And you? Have you seen her?""Twice." He hesitates. "It's strange, meeting a sister I never knew existed, who's spent her entire short life believing she belonged to someone who was using her as a weapon. She asked me last
: Same Time Next WeekThe weeks that follow settle into a quiet rhythm neither of us discusses out loud, dinners every Friday at the same small restaurant, sometimes joined by Lila for an early meal before Noah drives her back to my father's estate, sometimes just the two of us lingering long after the other tables have emptied.I watch him carefully during each one, waiting for the old patterns to resurface, the distracted phone checking, the clipped impatience whenever a conversation ventures somewhere uncomfortable. They don't come. If anything, he seems more present with each visit, asking questions about my work that show he's actually been listening, remembering small details from previous conversations that used to slip past him entirely during our marriage."You've mentioned Whitmore three times now," he says one evening, four weeks into whatever this has slowly become. "The board member who keeps testing you in meetings.""He's finally starting to ease up." I twirl my fork th
FridayFriday arrives faster than I expect, and by six thirty I've changed my outfit three times, a fact I refuse to admit out loud to Elena, who watches from my bed with an expression of barely contained amusement."You've worn the green dress twice already tonight." She gestures at the pile of discarded options scattered across the room. "I think that's your answer.""It's not a statement of anything." I smooth down the fabric, studying my reflection with more scrutiny than the occasion probably warrants. "It's just a dress.""Sure." Elena's smile widens, but she doesn't push further, simply reaching over to adjust the clasp of my necklace before I can protest.Noah arrives at exactly seven, dressed simply, no tailored suit tonight, just dark slacks and a button down that makes him look more like the version of himself Elena once described from before his father died, before the pressure hardened him into someone else entirely."You look beautiful." His voice carries none of the old
About UsI stare at Noah's message for a long time before I type anything back, my thumb hovering over the screen while my father waits patiently by the car, giving me the privacy to work through whatever's unfolding on my phone.Amara:Not today. Today has been enough for both of us. But soon, yes.His reply comes almost instantly. **Noah:** Thank you. Take whatever time you need.I slide the phone into my bag and climb into the car, my father settling in beside me, studying my face with the same careful attention he's given every development over the last year."He wants to talk," I say before he can ask. "About us.""And what do you want?" His voice stays neutral, offering no pressure in either direction."I don't know yet." I lean my head back against the seat, exhaustion finally catching up with me after two days of bracing for whatever truth waited in that conference room. "A year ago I would have known instantly. I would have run toward whatever scrap of attention he offered, g
The Weight of ItMargaret is the one who finally breaks the silence, her voice quiet but firm as she turns to Sarah. "You've carried this alone for twenty years. I should have found a way to lift some of that burden sooner.""You promised Eleanor." Sarah's eyes are wet now, the years of guilt finally spilling over. "I made you promise too, after she passed. I was so afraid of what it would do to Robert's reputation, to Ivy's stability, to everything Eleanor built to protect all of us.""Eleanor's protection cost my daughter a year of public humiliation." My father's voice is hard, though not unkind. "It cost Amara a marriage built on secrets that had nothing to do with her, and everything to do with a family determined to bury its own history rather than face it.""I know." Sarah's hands press flat against the table, steadying herself. "I've known for months, since Isabella first resurfaced in the news, exactly what she was doing with the truth I gave her decades ago. I should have co
What Margaret KnowsI read Julian's message three times before the words fully register, my grip tightening on the phone as the car rolls to a stop in front of the house."What is it now." My father's voice carries the weary caution of a man who's learned to brace for the worst every time my phone buzzes.I turn the screen toward him wordlessly, watching his face shift from confusion to something darker as he reads Julian's text."Margaret." His voice comes out low. "Eleanor's sister has known the truth about Sarah Chen this entire time?""That's what Julian's message says." I'm already typing a reply, my hands unsteady. "I need to call him."Julian answers on the first ring, his voice tight with the same disbelief written across my father's face. "Detective Reyes just got off the phone with Sarah Chen directly. She was very specific. She won't talk without Margaret present, and when Reyes pushed for a reason, Sarah said, and I'm quoting her exactly, 'Margaret has spent twenty years
" Finish up your meal so Ari can drop you off at Grandma's,” I tell Lila, placing the glass of milk beside her. A set of footsteps has me turning my head to the staircase. My heart sinks when I see Noah, Isabella and her daughter Ivy coming down. Isabella's hand in my husband's and he's smiling do
The penthouse kitchen glows under the soft golden lights of the chandelier, filled with the comforting aroma of freshly baked chocolate cake. Vanilla extract, melted butter, and rich cocoa mingle in the air, wrapping around me like a warm hug I desperately wish could extend to the rest of this enor
PrologueThe ambulance siren wails like a dying scream through the rainy night, and my heart pounds so hard I can barely breathe. I sit squeezed beside Noah on the narrow stretcher, my hand clutching his cold fingers while the paramedics work around us. His face is pale, lips tinged blue, chest ri







