ZARA
I looked at myself in the mirror with my two-piece blazer suit hanging on my body like it was made for me. The dark navy blue matched the serious look in my eyes. Today wasn’t just another day. It was the day I faced my past.
Hazel was still sleeping, her small body curled up in the middle of the bed. I leaned down, kissed her forehead, and pulled the blanket closer around her.
Vic walked into the room holding a cup of coffee. “You look nice,” she said, with a bit of skepticism in her voice.
“What do you mean?” I asked her, searching her eyes.
“I don't know,” she said as she sipped her coffee. “You have always been a trailblazer when it comes to your dressing style but this is different.”
“How so?” I asked her, checking myself in the mirror again.
“You want him to notice you,” she said with a smirk, and I found myself blushing. But quickly brushed it away.
“I do want him to notice me, but notice that I mean business,” I said.
“Hmm,” she said with coffee in her mouth.
“You are ridiculous,” she laughed and laid on the bed beside Hazel.
“She will be fine,” Vic said, noticing my eyes on Hazel. Auntie Vic is here.
“I know, and you have no idea how much I appreciate this,” I said to her.
“Of course, just make sure I have a job in your new firm, and we will be squared away,” she said, sarcastically but I held those words to my heart.
Meeting with Matthew is a journey to that realization. He has to know I have no intention of marrying him, but I'm taking over my father's firm.
We both need to find a way around the clause, and move on with our lives.
I walked out of my duplex, and noticed the driver who picked us up from the airport when we arrived.
“You are here, early,” I said to him. “What's your name?” I asked.
“Evan, ma'am,” he said, opening the passenger door for me.
“Thank you Evan, Russell Enterprise please,” he nodded, closed the door, and drove off immediately.
The drive to Russell Enterprise was quiet. I stared out the window as the city came alive,people walking fast, cars honking, tall buildings touching the sky. Everything looked the same, yet I felt like a different person sitting in that back seat.
My phone buzzed in my purse. I took it out and saw a message from Maria.
Good luck today. Remember, power is nothing without control.
I smiled a little. That was something my father used to say, and she knew it would push me to stay focused.
After a few more turns, Evan pulled up in front of the building. It was sleek, tall, and made of glass and steel, cold, just like the man I was about to meet.
Evan stepped out and opened the door. “We’re here, ma’am.”
“Thank you, Evan,” I said, stepping out. My heels clicked on the pavement as I walked towards the entrance.
The receptionist at the front desk gave me a polite smile. “Miss Taylor, Mr. Russell is expecting you. You can take the elevator to the 18th floor.”
I nodded and walked past her. Each step I took made my heart beat louder. I wasn’t nervous, I was just... ready. Ready to get this over with.
The elevator ride was short, but the silence inside felt long. I looked at my reflection in the mirrored walls and straightened my blazer.
The doors of the elevator opened, and a hallway was revealed. I walked a few steps, and noticed Matthew's name on one of the doors. It had the word CEO inscribed on it.
I took a deep breath, and opened the door. The Ac greeted me first with a fresh lavender scent. There was a huge room before me, and another door by the left side.
I moved to the door and held the doorknob. Slowly, I pushed it open.
The moment I stepped inside, my heart stopped.
Matthew was there, but he wasn’t alone.
He was standing by his desk, his arms wrapped around a woman. They were kissing like the world didn’t exist around them.
My breath caught in my throat. I froze.
For a second, I felt like someone had punched me in the stomach. I couldn’t move. I just stood there, staring.
This was the man my father wanted me to marry? This?
The woman pulled back first, her eyes wide when she saw me. Matthew turned slowly, wiping his mouth, not looking the least bit sorry.
“Zara,” he said, my name rolled off his tongue like a sweet symphony just like it did yesterday when he saw me at the cemetery.
I stepped inside, closing the door behind me. My face was calm, but inside I was burning.
“I see you’re... busy,” I said, my voice sharp but even.
The woman who was on his desk got down quickly and adjusted her shirt. She emitted class and grace, just like any other woman would.
“Uhm, Zara, this is my girlfriend, Monica,” he introduced us. “Monica, this is Zara, an old friend,” he said, and I scoffed silently.
“Old friend, huh,” I said to myself. We were more than that Matthew. We were inseparable. We couldn't keep our hands off each other, not until you took the life of someone who mattered to me.
“Nice to meet you, Zara,” Monica, the girlfriend, held up her hand for a handshake. I looked at her, and her hands for a minute before taking it.
“We need to talk, Matthew,” I said to him. He nodded, and faced her. I walked away a little to give them a bit of privacy.
“I'll call you,” he said to her.
“But…” she tried to protest.
“I promise,” he said, and I turned to look at them. He said that word to me once. When he promised he would never drive drunk again, but he did.
Monica looked at me with anger in her eyes, but there was nothing she could do about it. She kisses him, while looking at me then walks out.
I scoffed, and shook my head. I'm not here for your man, I'm here to take what belongs to me without him interfacing.
“What can I do for you, Zara,” Matthew spoke as soon as she was out of sight.
I brought out my father's will, and handed him the part where our marriage clause was mentioned.
“I don't see how this concerns me,” he said, nonchalantly.
“You have got to be joking,” I said to him.
“Well, I'm not. And I would have been happy to tell you all about it, if you had answered my call yesterday at the cemetery,” he said, and I looked at him confused.
“I have nothing to say about that,” I said, folding my hands. I picked up the documents, “I need access to my father's shares, so this concerns you.”
“Well, it just means we are getting married,” he said, clapping his hands.
“The hell we are,” my voice echoed. “I'm not going to have anything to do with you, and my father made a mistake putting this clause together.”
“He made no mistake,” Matthew said, and I looked at him confused.
“What are you talking about?” I asked him.
“Your father, and mine made that clause together. I have one in my father's will as well,” he said, and I gasped.
ZARA“You can’t just barge into a meeting,” Monica said, trying to keep her voice even. “And expect us to roll with it.”“She is a senior panther, Monica,” an older man spoke. “Of course she expects us to roll with him,” he continued, and she scoffed. “Well, I’m a senior panther as well, remember,” she said, and I looked at her confused. “I have just as much authority as she does.”“No one is disputing that,” another panther said. “She deserves the same respect as you do,” the man repeated, his voice calm but firm.Monica clenched her jaw. I could tell she didn’t like being challenged in front of everyone. But she didn’t say anything. Instead, she sat down slowly, adjusting her blazer like she needed control over something.I looked around the room. There were maybe ten people seated at the long, polished table. Some looked curious. Others tried not to show their thoughts. A few nodded at me with quiet acknowledgment.I took a deep breath.“I know this is unexpected,” I said. “But th
ZARAAs the car moved, I couldn’t help but fidget. Today is the first time I will be walking into Zenith Law firm. It's one of the biggest firms in the country, and I can’t believe I have a massive stake in it. “What about the clause?” my mind went back there, and I groaned. I had spent all week with Vic, trying to figure out a way to outsmart the clause my father had placed but we found nothing. My father was a brilliant man, he thought of everything, and placed contingencies. “Nervous?” I heard Vic’s voice and I turned to look at her. “No,” I said sharply. “I was made for this obviously,” I said, trying to lighten the mood. “I just miss Hazel, I don’t like leaving her,” she smiled at her words.“I can’t say I understand the feeling, but I get you. I had the greatest mother love, and I see it in you,” her words seem to make me calm. Vic’s words made my chest feel warm. I smiled a little and looked back out the window.The tall buildings of downtown blurred past us as we got close
ZARAI raced out of Matthew’s office, and out of the building, before I could do something reckless, like run into his arms.My heart pounded, my hands shook. The cool air outside didn’t calm me; it stung my skin like ice. But I welcomed the sting. I needed something to pull me out of… whatever that was. Whatever he made me feel.Coming back here was a mistake. I should’ve known better.He still knew how to find my pressure points. And I let him.I let him get close. I let him touch me… feel me.I pressed trembling fingers against my lips, furious at myself. They still tingled. He hadn’t even kissed me, but it had been close. Too close.“Damn it,” I muttered, sliding into the back of the car waiting for me.As we pulled away from the building, I stared out the window. My reflection stared back, tired, confused, but mostly… hurt.Why did he still affect me like this?Why could he still see me in ways no one else did?I hated that he was the one who gave me my father’s will. I hated how
ZARAI stared at Matthew, waiting for him to say it was a joke. But his face was calm. Too calm.“What do you mean, you have the same clause in your father's will?” I asked, though I already knew he wasn’t lying.“I mean exactly that,” he said, walking around his desk like he had all the time in the world. “My father and yours were very close. Business partners, friends. They built something big together and wanted to keep it in the family.”I laughed, but it was hollow. “By forcing us into marriage? That’s insane.”“Right now, it's insane to you. But it wouldn't have been years ago, if the accident hadn't happened,” he said.“Don't talk about that,” I said to him, walking towards the window.“We were the talk of the time, everyone wanted us together,” he said, walking towards me.“Then you ruined it,” I walked away from him, towards another part of the office.“What can I do to make you forgive me,” he said, and I scoffed.“If you think visiting her grave will make me forgive you, yo
ZARAI looked at myself in the mirror with my two-piece blazer suit hanging on my body like it was made for me. The dark navy blue matched the serious look in my eyes. Today wasn’t just another day. It was the day I faced my past.Hazel was still sleeping, her small body curled up in the middle of the bed. I leaned down, kissed her forehead, and pulled the blanket closer around her.Vic walked into the room holding a cup of coffee. “You look nice,” she said, with a bit of skepticism in her voice.“What do you mean?” I asked her, searching her eyes.“I don't know,” she said as she sipped her coffee. “You have always been a trailblazer when it comes to your dressing style but this is different.”“How so?” I asked her, checking myself in the mirror again.“You want him to notice you,” she said with a smirk, and I found myself blushing. But quickly brushed it away.“I do want him to notice me, but notice that I mean business,” I said. “Hmm,” she said with coffee in her mouth. “You are r
ZARAThe New York breeze hit like a wave just as soon as I stepped out of the plane. I held Hazel with my hands as we descended. The air filled my hair and memories of everything I went through in this city flooded my mind like a hurricane. I felt Hazel's hands leave mine, and my fingers clutched my purse tightly. I felt like I was just thrown back into a hole I spent my life crawling out of.If I'm going to get rid of the weeds at Zenith Law firm, I have to be strong. I have to show my opponent, because I'm going to have many. I'm going to have to show them, I'm stronger, and more formidable.“Zara,” I heard a voice, and my fingers clutched my purse even tighter. “You can't run away from me now,” the voice said again. I gasped, and turned around.“Hey, it's me,” Vic said, holding her hands out. “Mama, are you okay?” I heard Hazel's voice. I looked around, wondering why I could hear him like he was standing next to me. “I'm fine baby, let's get to the car,” I picked her up and wal