I sat on Diamonds bed looking at the tv screen, some cartoon was playing but I was barely paying attention to it; I was waiting for Diamond to come back so we could talk.
I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable being around me and I wanted to apologize for kissing her, but in that moment I just wanted to...... I had to; it just felt right
I related to her on an extreme level having went through the same thing she's going through, i wanted to do something to make her feel better; but all it made her do was run out of the room
I think she said something about taking clothes out of the dryer but I didn't even hear a dryer go off.
"Heyy" I heard a voice yell from downstairs I got up from the bed and opened the room door to see Diamo
"So shawty you trying to come to my party tonight or what" I said smiling at the fine ass cashierShe blushed and nodded her head and took the paper I gave her with my number and address written on it "it better be lit" she said"Oh it will be baby you just bring yo fine ass aye and bring some friends too" I said as I walked out of the store.After putting the groceries for the party in my trunk I got in my car and headed homeWhen I got home I put the alcohol into the freezer and the chips inside of a big bowl"Mama gone kill you when she find out about this party" my lil sister Sereyah said as she ate some of the chips from the bowl
"Damn we look good as fuuuck, watch ya man you should watch ya mouth" Diamond said while twerking"Come on y'all that's enough Snapchat" Roxy said while moving the phone"Un uh sweetie this is Instagram" Diamond said"We do look good tho" I said while looking at the pictures we took"Fax no printer" Diamond said making me and Roxy look at her"Yeah let's go cause this one done lost it" I said laughing"Sorry it's just been a while since I went out" she said"We can tell" me and Roxy said at the same timeWhen we got in the car I p
"What is it Diamond" I said after she pulled me into the bathroom and locked the door"Why you being rude" she asked while crossing her arms"I'm not being rude, is that why you dragged me in here""Yes it is cause you just rolling your eyes at everything I say and blowing out your breath and shit like what's the problem""There ain't no problem I'm chilling you the one with the problem" I said while sitting on the toilet seat"Every since that day you been flip flop with me one second you flirting with me the next you act like hate me""No it's not me it's you I've been the same way since the beginning, one second you wanna be gay
"What are we going to do" I said while moving Roxys hands away as she tried to calm me down"Chill out Diamond, relax" she said while still trying to grab ahold of me"Roxy move dammit what if he tells someone" I said getting scaredRoxy shrugged her shoulders "and so what there's nothing wrong with what we were doing"I glared at her "what do you mean, Roxy I wasn't ready to tell the world I'm still trying to figure this shit out" I said as I sat down on the edge of the tub"Hey listen, I'll talk to him and tell to keep his mouth shut" Roxy said while kneeling in front of me and rubbing my shoulder"What if he still tells then what
"Roxy, Diamond are y'all in there" I yelled loudly hoping to be heard over the musicI waited a couple of seconds before knocking again "they probably went outside or something" Cam said from behind meAs I was about to knock again the door swung up and Roxy walked out with Diamond behind her"Where were y'all I was looking for y'all for like a half an hour" I said"She had a stomach ache and was throwing up and I didn't want to leave her alone" Roxy saidI looked at Diamond sympathetically "are you okay"She nodded her head "I just want to go home""Okay Roxy are you takin—"
"Alaina time to wake up" a voice said while shaking my arm a bitI lifted my head confused "what what time is it" I looked over at my mom"Get up before you're late to school"I sat up after seeing that it was 7:15why didn't my alarm go offI thought as I got up and ran to my closet and grabbed some jeans and a shirt, while I was packing my bag with my notebook i glanced over at my work uniform and quickly put in my bag tooI threw my hair into a ponytail and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash the sleep outta my faceWhen I was putting my shoes on I heard my phone ring and automatically knew it was Cam, he probably was outside waiting for me
"You seen Diamond and Roxy kissing?" Dashawn said loudly"lower your voice nigga damn" I said while looking around the hallway to see if anyone overheard him "but yeah nigga"he shook his head in disbelief "so that's why she aint want to get with a nigga I knew it wasn't because of me" he said smilingI made a face at his comment"I'm just saying no girl can resist D Mack, but what Alaina say when you told her" he asked as we started walking my class"I aint tell her"he stopped walking for a second and looked at me as if I was mentally insane "woah nigga what you mean you aint tell her"
After my little chat with Cam I walked back to classI can't believe he told someone, I bet he told Dashawn. I just hope Dashawn keeps his big ass mouthBefore entering the class a took a deep breath, then walked inA couple people turned to loo at me, making me wonder if they knew alreadyI really hope Cam keeps his word and doesn't tell anyone especially not Alaina, I don't want her to know just yet"Took you long enough I thought you fell in the toilet" Alaina said laughing"Oh shut up I was not gone that long" I said as I took my seat next to her"So I was talking to Diamond about what happened that night"