I’d been sent to our family’s vacation home by the coast three months ago. I didn’t even know that Ignazio had killed my parents for a month. I’d held out some invisible hope that Ivan was able to get them somewhere safe too.
Ignazio had utterly lost his mind. Killing Alpha Ugo and Luna Mirella just because he didn’t want to wait to find his mate to become Alpha. I always knew he was off, but I didn’t think he was so crazy and stupid to kill his parents.
And he continued the slaughter with our Betas, my parents, and even the Delta couple and their son when they wouldn’t bend to his will. I’m not sure how I feel that Ivan and Gastone support him. I want to believe at least Ivan only follows Ignazio to protect me.
I don’t want to believe my brother is some power-hungry monster. I had to hear through others that we had gone to war with Nebrodi because Ignazio wanted the Beta heir Crista.
It’s just disgusting. Women aren’t property, and she’s not his mate, so why would she want him? And now I’ve heard he started a war against Incubi because that’s where Crista ended up. He’s truly insane to want to take on the Mad Incubi Alpha.
But when a warrior came for me, I was terrified of what it meant. Even more so when they said that I was being called before the Alpha. As I rode in the back of the sedan, I feared the worst. I shifted on the last full moon.
Did Ignazio remember my birthday and realize I now have a wolf and has decided that means I’m a threat because I’m Gamma blood or that I should fight his stupid war?
It doesn’t matter why I’m being called to the packhouse. I’m terrified to face Ignazio.
‘It’s going to be okay. I’m right here with you.’ Faith tried to encourage me, but I could feel how terrified she was.
“Move it, lardass.” The warrior grunted, shoving me into the room the pack used to gather in. I growled at him, standing at my full height. I know well what I weigh, and I’m plump, but I’ve had enough comments like those.
The warrior seemed to shrink as he realized I’d been slouching and actually had five inches on him. I was ready to let into him when the scent of fresh-cut grass, garden herbs, and wildflowers.
It was heavenly. My head turned from the warrior I’d been intimidating and followed the scent into the great hall. My heart stopped, my breath freezing in my lungs as I opened the doors to find the source of the scent.
There he was. The source of the scent. The source of torment throughout my childhood. The reason I’m an orphan. Ignazio was sitting on what can only be called a throne, something that no Alpha had before used. Kneeling in front of him was a barely dressed female with a chain around her neck.
Faith whimpered as I wrapped my arms around myself, feeling like my insides were on fire while also needing to throw up. I turned my head and did just that all over the marble floors.
Ignazio is my mate, and… oh Goddess, this pain.
He hadn’t even acknowledged I had walked in. He was content in his throne, forcing that girl to provide him oral sex. I stumbled to my knees as the pain was unbearable. What is this pain? Why am I in pain?
I whimpered as I collapsed to the floor, barely conscious. “My Alpha. It appears we have trouble.” An unfamiliar female voice spoke.
Through squinted eyes, I looked around as I withered in pain. I saw a woman, but she was blurry.
From one angle, I saw a beautiful young woman, but she would appear to be a withering old woman. No matter the appearance, there was no mistaking that she had evil intentions.
“Oh… so the piggie has….” Ignazio’s voice reached me, but it was as if I was underwater with how muddled they were. I was still rolling in agony on the ground. Slowly the pain faded.
Before I could try to get up or even look around, Ignazio’s hand had grabbed my throat, pulling me to my feet. His claws were digging into my throat. Sparks were radiating out from his touch, but it wasn’t a balm to the pain he was causing.
‘He’s our mate….’ Faith whimpered, still unable to even stand after whatever that just was.
The hate, disgust, and anger in Ignazio’s mossy green eyes were crushing my heart as quickly as he was crushing my throat. I shouldn’t be surprised he would be angry that I’m his mate. I’m not thrilled either.
“I, Ignazio Ugo Grimaldi rej…” He started to say the words that would free me of him. As much as I knew it would hurt to be rejected, I’d take that pain any day over whatever that was a moment ago and what a life with someone like him would be.
“You can’t do that yet.” The woman oozed evil from every pore while still alternating between a beautiful young woman and a ragged old woman.
Ignazio stopped and glared at the woman. “Why not? Here I thought you’d want me to get rid of your competition.”
He smirked, and I felt sick again. I don’t know which version of the woman I’m seeing is real, but the fact he’s flirting with her, in general, makes me gag.
The woman scoffed, rolling her eyes. “There is no competition. But she’s your mate, and if you reject her without having marked your chosen mate, your wolf will suffer. And we already know he’s weak.” she cooed, stroking his arm.
I was weakly trying to hit his wrist to break free. It wasn’t working. Ignazio’s hold was too tight, and I was weak from that searing pain that nearly killed me.
“I… Am… Amelia Grace… Furlan…” I struggled to speak, to be the one to reject him if he wouldn’t reject me. I don’t care. Let his wolf die. May his wolf die and take Ignazio with him.
“Silence, mutt.” The woman hissed with a wave of her hand, and my voice died.
I opened my mouth to speak, to scream, but nothing came out. A witch! I tried to growl, but even that was muted. I fucking hate witches!
That explains why she keeps shimmering from her true self to what she is showing Ignazio. If I get my voice back, I wonder if I should tell him I see what she really looks like?
“You can’t let her speak. She cannot reject you nor tell anyone else in your pack she is your mate.” The woman glared at me before turning her gaze to Ignazio with a twisted gleam in her eyes.
“And what would you have me do with the sow?” He questioned, sneering at me yet giving her bedroom eyes. I want to throw up again.
“Well, she can’t speak without a tongue.” The woman’s lips curled into a sinister smile as she reached into the folds of her skirt, revealing her thigh. Goddess, help me. He’s ogling her thighs without knowing they are saggy and wrinkled.
“A silver blade should do. Well, go on. Cut out her tongue, then send her on the next mission. Best to have her out of sight, and this way, she can also serve a purpose for you.” The witch offered the plastic handle to a silver dagger to Ignazio.
I started to thrash, wanting to get away, but I couldn’t. I could feel the hot tears streaking down my cheeks as Ignazio slammed me to the floor. He was going to do it!?
He’s known me my whole life! He’s supposed to be my Alpha… my mate, and this is how he will treat me!? Why Goddess? Why did you do this to me!?
I couldn’t even scream because of the witch’s curse. I thrashed as Faith whimpered in my head. ‘Maximus doesn’t want to do this.’ She cried as the witch helped Ignazio hold me down.
My screams were silent as my mouth was forced open, and without a care, he grabbed my tongue, yanking it taught as he sliced through the sensitive flesh with the silver blade.
Faith was withering in pain just like me as the silver burned the nub he left. He scoffed, tossing my tongue into the trash.
“Get this trash out of my sight.” Waving his hand in dismissal. Two guards hurried in and hauled me away.
As I was carried down the hall choking on my own blood, the witch lifted her curse, and I began to scream and howl in pain. The guards left me in the infirmary, where I blacked out from the pain.
I woke up in the back of a truck with people I didn’t know. I knew some were from my pack based on scent, but others weren’t.
I tried to speak and question what was happening. But it came out garbled, and I remembered my mate had cut out my tongue.
‘What’s happening? Where are we going?’ I questioned through the link.
‘We are being sent to Incubi. You are to come with us.’ An older wolf nodded to himself and gestured to two other males.
‘We will sneak into Incubi and find their hospital to blow it up.’ he explained.
‘What about the others?’ I questioned, nodding to the terrified people at the far end of the truck.
‘They are going to be our cover. The Incubi will focus on their larger force while another group and us sneak past.’ A different male answered.
‘What is your name, girl? You smell of ranked blood.’ The older man questioned.
‘My name is Amelia. I’m Amelia Furlan, daughter of the late Gamma Noè and Grace, sister of current Gamma Ivan.’ I answered.
‘You mean former Gamma Ivan.’ The other male snorted.
I frowned. ‘What does that mean? Is my brother dead?’ I demanded, sitting up as the fears of what Ignazio could have done to Ivan played in my mind.
‘If he’s not, he will be. He was sent to battle and never returned. So they either killed him or captured him.’ The older male sighed.
‘I’m Terence Alesio. And the other two are Dorian Parris and Filiberto Cassano.’ He introduced, nodding to the two males flanking him.
‘I don’t know what you did to offend Ignazio, but like your brother, you’re being sent to your death. We all are. And we can’t even tell anyone about it.’ Terence sighed, patting my knee.
‘For what it’s worth, I’m sorry a young she-wolf is being sent to her death simply for her bloodline.’ He gave me a sad smile.
If he only knew the real reason I was sent here. I don’t want to discuss it right now. It will only make them pity me more.
‘What do you mean we can’t tell anyone else? Did he cut out your tongues too?’ I questioned.
The three all nodded in unison, opening their mouths. I cringed as I saw stubs of what remained of their tongues. Ignazio is genuinely a sick bastard. If I die, I hope it kills him too.
Clement’s presence and stupidity aside, being in Incubi isn’t that bad. Even if I almost made an ass of myself by getting too close to Luna Crista’s younger sister. But thankfully, Darren was about to point out my misstep, and I was able to quickly correct it. At least I didn’t get on his bad side, or at least that’s what I’m going to believe. He did choose to bring me with his team when Madonie attacked again. As we raced to fight, I felt apprehensive. Not about fighting. I’m willing to fight and protect as needed. No, my issue was I knew we were going to face a dozen or so enemies, yet I felt no malice or hate coming from their direction. When the Syndicate attacked Bloodmoon two years ago, I knew where they were. I felt their malice and hate for our people. I didn’t feel any of that as Conway
I’m a fair fighter, but I’m not as strong as other wolves. ‘I’m sorry about that.’ Conway apologized.‘Don’t. You don’t need to apologize. Losing Lexia hurt us both, but you took the brunt of it, taking my heartbreak as well as your own.’ I assured him. I don’t want him getting down on himself.Two years ago, I was strong. In a fight, I could even beat my mom, whose gift is her strength. But then the Syndicate attacked, and I lost Lexia the same day I met her. Losing a mate can kill a wolf.So I’m lucky to be alive, and that Conway eventually came back to me. I don’t mind being half the strength I used to be. As long as I still have Conway, we can still fight.
I was not in the mood to do anything for Ignazio. I have already hated him since childhood. I don’t care that he’s supposed to be my Alpha. He’s a bastard, and I want his heart on a platter and his head on a spike.Then he murders my parents, starts this war, gets our packmates hurt and possibly killed, and even knowing I’m his mate, he cuts my tongue out with a silver blade.He’s a psychopath and needs to die. I’m only here because I have no choice. I can only hope that I find Ivan alive, and maybe we can run far away from Ignazio.Hell, I’d be willing to sell Ignazio out to the Incbi Alpha. I don’t know much, but I would help see him dead and my pack safe.I’d been terrified last night
If Ignazio was only keeping Amelia alive until he could get a chosen mate, that must mean that’s the answer. Amelia taking a chosen mate could free her from him.Or at least that’s what Conway and I are thinking. And well, it kind of feels like fate, or maybe the Goddess did have some plan when she took Lexia so soon and paired Amelia to that monster.‘Captain Darren?’ I called out through the pack link wanting to be sure. ‘If Ignazio is waiting for a chosen mate to rid himself of his bond to Amelia… wouldn’t the reverse work?’‘You mean her taking a chosen mate? Yes, that would work.’ Darren confirmed.‘Problem with your plan, kid. There would have to be someone to take as a
Is this guy for real? He’s angry at Ignazio on my behalf. He’s angry at people mocking my weight. Calling me a sunflower. Saying I’m beautiful, strong, seeking light even in the dark, and standing tall against the odds.Are all males in his pack like him? Are these romantic notions something young males are taught in his pack? Do they have a class on how to woo a female? They must because I can’t believe a male would on their own have such thoughts.‘He’s being sincere, though. There’s nothing false about his words. There is no deception in his eyes.’ Faith sighed.‘Are you swooning? Seriously? I thought as a wolf spirit you wouldn’t want anyone but your fated mate.’ I questioned.
She probably thinks I’m blowing smoke up her ass with everything I’ve been saying. I kind of feel a bit foolish talking like this. I mean, who really says shit like this? Compares a girl to a sunflower.‘Apparently, you do. And it’s obviously working. Plus, it’s not like you don’t mean it. It would be different if you were just saying all this. But you mean it.’ Conway pointed out, trying to give me a pep talk.He’s right. He’s usually right. I mean what I’m saying, even if I feel self-conscious about saying it. Better than I’m the one feeling self-conscious than Amelia.I already don’t like the Madonie pack, or at least anyone who ever called her names. And I fucking hate Ignazio. I don’t use the word hate ea
I can’t believe I had my first kiss. Too bad it was to try and counter the pain I felt from Ignazio being with someone else.Also, too bad that nearly half my tongue is missing. I could tell Stephen wanted to deepen the kiss. Or at least I thought that’s what it meant when his tongue brushed against my lips.Probably a good thing the nurse interrupted us. I don’t know if I would’ve been comfortable with French kissing.I don’t want him to be repulsed by my nub of a tongue. I don’t think I can face that reaction, especially with how sweet he’s been to me.I should count myself lucky that I was left with enough of my tongue to taste anything at all. Somehow, I’m not surprised that Stephen tasted like a
I’m not going to lie. I’m kind of freaking out. I was sent here to fight and so far I’ve spent most of my time here in the hospital with Amelia. I’ve been enjoying getting to know Amelia, even if I’m anxious to join my packmates in battle.I’ve also been anxious to move forward with the chosen bond so she won’t have these random pains, especially at night. It kills me every time she whimpers in pain, let alone howling. Ignazio needs to die soon.So yes, I’m excited about us completing our chosen bond. I mean, what guy isn’t excited about mating? And obviously, I’m attracted to Amelia. So the prospect of marking her and being intimate with her is something I want.I just wasn’t expecting her to agree so suddenl