Se connecterElena
I stay where I am for a second longer than I should, my back still pressed against the wall, my lungs working too hard as I try to steady my breathing. My heart hasn’t slowed since the auction. Since the car. Since him. Every word he said is still sitting in my head, sharp and suffocating: marriage, heir, mine, and I hate how real it sounded when he said it, like this isn’t some insane mistake that will be corrected any second now, but something already decided.
I push myself off the wall, forcing my legs to move even though they feel unsteady beneath me. Standing still isn’t helping. Thinking isn’t helping. I need to do something, even if it’s just walking.
The penthouse stretches out in front of me, wide and open, floor-to-ceiling windows spilling city lights across polished surfaces that look too perfect to touch. Everything here is cold, controlled, expensive in a way that doesn’t just show wealth, it shows power. Nothing is out of place. Nothing is accidental. It feels less like a home and more like a statement, like every corner of this place is meant to remind anyone who walks into it exactly who owns it.
I walk toward the windows without really thinking about it, my reflection catching in the glass before I even look outside. I barely recognize myself. My hair is slightly messy, my makeup smudged just enough to make me look like I’ve been dragged through something I can’t explain, and that necklace, no, that collar, is still wrapped around my neck, glittering under the lights like it belongs there.
My fingers lift instinctively, brushing against it, feeling the cold weight of the diamonds against my skin, and my stomach twists hard.
“Still standing, are you?”
The voice comes from behind me, casual, almost amused, and I turn too quickly, my body already on edge. Ronan, I think his name is Ronan, is leaning against the kitchen counter like he’s been there the whole time, arms crossed loosely over his chest, one foot hooked behind the other like he’s got nowhere else to be.
There’s something about the way he carries himself that doesn’t match the situation at all, too relaxed, too easy, but his eyes don’t match that posture. They’re sharp. Alert. Watching everything.
“Where is he?” I ask, my voice sharper than I expect, like I need to get ahead of this, like knowing where he is somehow gives me a fraction of control.
Ronan’s brow lifts slightly, a slow grin tugging at his mouth. “Straight to it, yeah? I like that.”
“I didn’t ask what you like.” The words come out fast, defensive, because if I let him steer this, I already lose something.
He lets out a low chuckle, pushing himself off the counter and taking a step closer. Not too close. Not like him. But enough that I feel it anyway. “Cillian’s busy,” he says, tone easy, like we’re having a normal conversation in a normal place. “You’ve got a bit of breathing room. Enjoy it while you can.”
“I’m not staying here.” I don’t hesitate. I can’t. If I hesitate, it becomes real.
Ronan studies me for a second, and the humor in his expression fades just enough to show something else underneath. Something harder. “Yeah,” he says slowly, “you are.”
“No, I’m not,” I shoot back, stepping toward him now, because standing still feels like surrender. “You don’t get to decide that. None of you do. This is illegal. I can call the police. I will call the police.”
His lips twitch again, like he’s trying not to laugh outright. “Go on then.”
I frown. “What?”
“Call them,” he says, gesturing vaguely around the apartment. “I’m sure there’s a phone somewhere. Try your luck.”
Something in his tone makes my chest tighten, because he doesn’t sound worried. He doesn’t sound like someone who thinks I can actually do that. “They’ll find me,” I insist, even though the words don’t feel as strong as they should. “People will notice I’m gone.”
“They won’t find you here.” The certainty in his voice hits harder than anything else he’s said so far, and I hate how it sinks in.
I turn away before he can see that, moving deeper into the penthouse, letting my eyes scan everything while my brain starts working again. Doors. Hallways. Angles. Distance. The front door is behind me, but I already know that’s useless. The big guy with the gun is out there. I don’t need to see him to know that. The windows are useless too, too high, too exposed, no way down that doesn’t end with me dead on the pavement. There has to be something. There’s always something.
“Looking for something?” Ronan’s voice comes again, closer this time.
“No,” I say immediately, even though it’s an obvious lie.
“Liar.”
I turn sharply. “I’m not…”
“Relax,” he cuts in, lifting his hands slightly like he’s humoring me. “If you were trying to escape, you’d have picked a better option than pacing around like that. Liam’s outside. You wouldn’t make it three steps.” He pauses, then adds casually, “Windows are worse. That’s just a quick way to end the night.”
“Stop talking,” I snap, the frustration finally breaking through. “Just stop.”
He watches me for a moment longer than necessary, something calculating flickering behind his eyes before he speaks again. “You’re not like the others.”
My brows pull together. “What does that mean?”
“They usually break faster,” he says simply. “Cry. Beg. Try to bargain.”
“I’m not bargaining.” I spit.
“I can see that.”
The silence that follows feels heavier than before, stretched thin with everything neither of us is saying. I swallow, forcing myself to focus on something I can still control. “I want my own room.”
Ronan huffs out a laugh. “Christ, listen to you. Already making demands.”
“I’m not sharing a room with him,” I say, my voice firm now, steadier. “I’m not sleeping anywhere near him. I don’t care what he thinks he bought…”
“You’re not sharing a room with me.” The voice cuts through the space clean and controlled, and I turn immediately.
Cillian is standing there like he’s been there longer than I realized, like he’s been watching this entire exchange without interrupting. My body reacts instantly, tension snapping through me as he steps forward, slow and deliberate, his eyes already on me like nothing else in the room matters.
“You’ll have your own room,” he continues, tone calm, like this is a concession he’s already decided to give. “You’ll be comfortable.”
A small part of me relaxes at that, just slightly, but I crush it down immediately. That’s not a win. None of this is a win.
“I’m not staying here,” I repeat, because I need to keep saying it, need to keep holding onto that.
His lips curve faintly, not quite a smile, something sharper. “You are.”
“I’m not your…” I stop myself, but it’s too late. He already knows what I was about to say.
His eyes darken just enough to make my stomach tighten. “Careful.”
“I’m not afraid of you,” I say, even though my body is already betraying me.
He moves closer. One step. Then another, and I step back without thinking, until my back hits the wall again and I have nowhere else to go. His hand comes up, resting against the wall beside my head, trapping me there without actually touching me, and the closeness is suffocating.
“You should be,” he says quietly.
My heart is pounding so hard it feels like it might give me away, but I lift my chin anyway. “I’m not giving you anything. No marriage. No child. Nothing.”
For a second, he just looks at me, and then he mutters, “Christ,” under his breath like I’ve just confirmed something for him. His gaze drags over my face, slower now, more deliberate, like he’s studying me instead of just looking.
“You don’t understand your position yet,” he says.
“Then explain it better,” I fire back.
His eyes darken slightly, and this time I know I’ve pushed something, but instead of pulling away, he leans in closer, his voice dropping low enough that I feel it more than I hear it.
“You belong to me now.” My stomach twists hard. “You either learn how to live with that,” he continues, his tone colder now, sharper, “or you don’t live at all.”
My breath stutters, the words sinking in deeper than I want them to, and for the first time since this started, something shifts inside me. Not just fear. Not just anger. Reality. Because no matter how much I fight this, no matter how much I argue or push or refuse… I’m here. And he’s not bluffing. And there’s no one coming to save me.
Then — Ronan, seventeenI don’t sit down.I stand in the doorway of the study with the rain dripping off my hair onto the tiles, and I look at the photograph lying face up on my father’s blotter. The little grey shape. The flicker of a heartbeat frozen in black and white. Our daughter, the size of a bean, curled in the dark.My father turns my mother’s silver rosary case over in his fingers.“You should keep your mother’s things more carefully,” he says. “Mrs Doyle found this when she was changing your sheets. She brought it straight to me.” He clicks the lid shut. “She’s a very loyal woman, Mrs Doyle.”“Where is she?” I ask.“Sit down, Ronan.”“Where is she?”My father sighs, as if I’m being tiresome. He nudges the second glass of whiskey across the desk towards me with one finger.“She’s at Dr B
RonanFor a long moment, neither of us moves.She’s still holding the front of my T-shirt in both fists, and I’m still on my knees beside the bed, and the room is so quiet that I can hear the lake moving against the shore outside. Her eyes are open. She’s awake now, properly awake. I watch her come all the way back into herself, and realise what she’s just said.I watch her want to take it back. “Red,” I tell her.She lets go of my shirt. Her hands fall into her lap, and she sits up slowly against the headboard, pulling the blanket round her shoulders, and the ring on its chain glints at her throat in the moonlight. She doesn’t look at me. She looks at the wall.“I was dreaming,” she says.“Ye weren’t,” I tell her.“Ronan…”“Ye said he was still breathing,” I tell her. My voice
RonanWhen I wake up, she’s standing in the kitchen in my hoodie, burning pancakes.For a long moment, I don’t move. I lie on the sofa under the blanket with my arm still curled round the warm space where she was, and I watch her through the doorway. The storm has blown itself out, and the morning is pale and clean, with sunlight coming off the lake in wavering silver lines across the ceiling. She’s barefoot on the wooden floor, with the sleeves of my hoodie shoved up to her elbows and her hair a wild red tangle down her back. She’s frowning at the frying pan as if it has personally insulted her.Smoke is rising from it in a thin grey ribbon.“Red,” I say.She jumps and spins round, spatula raised like a weapon. Then she sees me, and her face does something soft that I’d forgotten it could do.“Don’t say anything,” she tells me.“I wasn’t going to,” I tell h
Then — Ronan, seventeenShe’s sitting on the potting bench in the greenhouse when I come in, with her hands folded in her lap, and she doesn’t get up to kiss me. That’s how I know something’s wrong.It’s a cold, bright afternoon in March, with the sun coming slantwise through the cracked panes and lighting up the dust in the air. My mother’s old sign is still hanging crooked on its nail. Please don’t touch the babies. There’s a jam jar of daffodils on the bench beside Aoife that she must have picked on the way down, and she’s staring at them as if they might tell her what to say.“Red?” I ask.She looks up at me. Her face is very pale, and her eyes are red, and she’s been crying. My whole body goes cold. I’m across the greenhouse and on my knees in front of her before I know I’ve moved, my hands on her knees, looking up into her face.“What did
AoifeThe storm comes over the mountains a little after midnight, and the power goes out with the first crack of thunder.I’m lying awake in Liam’s spare room, in the dark, listening to it come. I’ve been listening for an hour. First the wind, rising in the pines around the cabin. Then the low grumble far away over the lake, getting closer. Then the rain, starting soft and then coming down all at once, hammering on the tin roof so hard that it sounds like a thousand fists.And then I can’t breathe.Because I know that sound. Rain on a roof like this, loud enough to drown out the whole world. Rain on glass, in a greenhouse at the bottom of a kitchen garden, while a boy who could barely get his words out told me he was mad about me.I get up. I’m wearing a T-shirt and a pair of thick wool socks that Liam left folded on the end of the bed, and one of Ronan’s hoodies, which I took off the back of a chair this afterno
Then — Aoife, sixteenMam goes to the market in town every second Thursday, and she always leaves me a list.This Thursday, it’s pinned to the kitchen door in her careful, slanting hand. Scald the milk for the custard. Peel the potatoes. Fetch two pounds of flour and the good jam down from the pantry. Don’t let the range go out. Back by four. Love, Mam.I’ve done the milk and the potatoes. I’m humming when I go into the pantry, because Ronan is in the stable yard helping Paddy with the new mare, and when he’s finished, he’ll come round to the kitchen door like he does every second Thursday, and sneak in, and steal a spoonful of whatever’s on the stove, and kiss me against the dresser while I pretend to be cross.It’s a year since the greenhouse. A whole year of secrets and stolen afternoons, and his father has never suspected a thing. We’ve been so careful.The pantry is narrow and cold an
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Chapter 2 CillianI don’t believe in fate. I believe in control. In power. In making decisions before anyone else even realizes there’s a choice to be made. That’s how you stay alive in my world. That’s how you stay on top.Which is exactly why I’m here. Not for the spectacle. Not for the fucking
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