Chapter Three – The Forbidden Wing
Ardyn The walls whispered secrets. That’s what it felt like as I wandered the endless halls of Caelum’s mansion the morning after the shower—my mind still caught in the heat of everything he didn’t do to me. I hadn’t seen him since. Not a single glance. No knock. No orders. He left me to stew. Maybe that was the real punishment. The staff ignored me as they always did—well-trained ghosts who moved soundlessly through the estate. Dressed in my assigned maid uniform—black dress, sheer stockings, and that humiliating little white apron—I looked like a prop in someone’s twisted fantasy. Only I was very, very real. And I was restless. So I explored. I didn’t mean to. It just started with the east hallway, the one I wasn’t supposed to enter. “No one goes past the double arch,” the housekeeper had warned me on my first day. “Those are the Master’s private quarters. That entire wing is off-limits.” She might as well have told me to go look. The place was massive—gothic and modern, with oil paintings older than my family line and glass sculptures that caught the light like blades. I wandered deeper than I should’ve, each step quieter than the last, my pulse louder in comparison. Eventually, I found a door. Heavy. Carved. Locked. I stared at the ornate keyhole, heart pounding. My fingers itched to touch it. But then something stopped me. Not fear. Something sharper—like being watched. I turned. Empty hallway. No sign of him. But my skin prickled as if his eyes were on me, crawling down my spine, waiting to see if I’d disobey again. Instead, I backed away slowly, whispering to the air, Not yet. --- That night, I couldn't sleep. The sheets in my room were soft. Too soft. Too clean. I wasn’t used to comfort—it made me uneasy. But even more than that, I couldn’t get him out of my head. Caelum. The way he’d stood in that bathroom like a god ready to strike down a sinner. His voice. His restraint. He hadn’t touched me, hadn’t even raised his hand—and yet I still felt bruised. Raw. Aching with need. I closed my eyes. That’s when the dream started. It was vivid. He was standing at the edge of my bed, shirt undone, the top button of his pants open, hair tousled like he’d just woken from a nightmare—or caused one. He climbed over me slowly, deliberately, one knee between my thighs, lips ghosting over my neck but never quite touching. My body lifted to meet him, already damp between my legs. His fingers trailed over my stomach, circling my navel. Down… lower… I begged in whispers—his name, over and over like a prayer. He gripped my wrists, pinned them above my head, leaned in— And right before his lips met mine, he smiled. Not the cold, cruel smirk he gave everyone else. This one was darker. Possessive. As if he’d already claimed me in ways I couldn’t imagine. Then his mouth— --- I woke up gasping. Hand between my legs. Sweaty. Shaking. Empty. A choked moan slipped past my lips as I curled into myself. My thighs still clenched with need. My mind refused to leave the dream. His voice still echoed through me. I wanted more. I needed more. But he wasn’t mine. He wasn’t even a man. He was a fucking riddle wrapped in a wolfskin coat. Still, I couldn’t help it—I got out of bed, barefoot and hungry, and left my room. --- The mansion was silent in the dead hours. I wandered like a ghost, drifting toward the forbidden wing again. Maybe I wanted to get caught. Maybe I wanted him to punish me properly this time. All I knew was that something drew me—magnetized me—to the dark, unspoken corners of this house. This time, the carved door wasn’t locked. It opened with a whisper, revealing a room that didn’t look like it belonged in this century. Marble floors. High vaulted ceilings. Velvet furniture that looked untouched. And shelves—so many shelves, filled with old books and even older photographs. My eyes scanned everything, desperate to memorize it all. My fingers brushed over the titles on the spines, none of them familiar. Latin. Greek. French. Then I saw it. A photo. Black and white. Framed in silver. Sitting alone on the mantle like it meant something sacred. I stepped closer. The woman was beautiful—dark hair, soft mouth, eyes like liquid grief. But it wasn’t just her beauty that made my breath hitch. It was her face. She looked like me. Not exactly, but enough to unsettle me. The shape of the jaw. The tilt of the eyes. The full lips. It was like staring into an older, more broken version of myself. Who was she? Why did he keep her photo here? Was that why he’d bought me? Because I looked like her? A sharp click sounded behind me. I froze. I turned slowly, heart thudding. Caelum. Standing in the doorway, his shirt unbuttoned at the throat, sleeves rolled up, dark slacks hanging low on his hips. His eyes locked onto mine. Intense. Unflinching. We didn’t speak. We didn’t need to. That one look between us said everything: I see you. I feel you. I want to break you—and I will. He stepped into the room, slow, like a predator stalking prey. I didn’t move. I couldn’t. His gaze dropped to the photo in my hand. “You shouldn’t be in here,” he said, voice low and unreadable. “I know,” I breathed. He took another step. I didn’t back away. I couldn’t. “I couldn’t sleep,” I added, swallowing hard. “You dreamed of me.” I blinked. “What?” He smirked faintly. “You dreamed of me. You touched yourself again. I can smell it on you.” Heat shot through me like fire. My cheeks flamed. My thighs clenched. I wanted to deny it. But instead, I said, “Yes.” We stood in silence, the space between us charged and thick. That same tension from the shower crackled between us again—but sharper this time. More dangerous. He looked down at the photograph again. “That woman… is dead.” My lips parted. “She meant something to you,” I whispered. His eyes flicked back to mine. And for a moment, I saw something raw and unguarded behind them. “Yes.” I wanted to ask more. But his stare pinned me in place. “She looks like me.” “I know.” The admission was a dagger. “So that’s why you bought me?” He didn’t answer. Instead, he stepped closer. Close enough to feel his body heat. Close enough that I had to tilt my chin to keep looking at his face. “I don’t fuck ghosts, Ardyn,” he said softly. “I don’t buy replacements.” Then his voice dropped lower—dark silk over steel. “But you… you make me want to do things I haven’t done in years.” My breath caught. My heart thudded wildly. He leaned in, his mouth brushing the shell of my ear. “But not yet.” He turned, walked out. Left me standing there trembling, breathless, and aching. Again. --- End of Chapter ThreeChapter Thirty-Eight (Caelum's POV)The letter was folded once, tucked beneath the office door like a threat pretending to be polite.I stood there, staring at the seal. The same one I burned out of my father’s journal years ago — a black crest etched with two intertwined serpents and a sword down the center. Thorne blood always bled into legacy and violence. This was both.I opened it with cold fingers.You owe me a debt. You owe me my life.There was no signature. Just that one line. But I knew the handwriting. The way the "y" dipped low. The way the letters tilted like a curse trying to crawl off the page.Revyn Thorne was back.I buried you with my past, I thought. Why are you clawing your way back now?My hands trembled slightly. I folded the letter, slid it into the bottom drawer, and locked it.Ardyn couldn’t know. Not yet.---Flashback: The BetrayalRevyn had been the one person who knew the worst of me and stayed.We grew up in the same hell — same father, different mothers
Chapter Thirty-Seven ArdynIt started with silence. Not the comfortable kind we shared after sex or when his hand found mine under the table. This was heavier. Stretched. Like something unspoken sat between us, thickening the air with every second.Caelum wasn’t cold. He wasn’t angry. But he wasn’t... here either. His body was beside me, still dominant, still possessive in bed, still the same way he always looked at me like I was his to ruin and rebuild again. But something about his eyes? They were far away. Like there was a war I couldn’t see raging just behind them.And I felt it. Like a weight pressing down on my chest.I hadn’t said a word about the name I found days ago. Revyn Thorne. I didn’t even know why it shook me. The paper was old. Torn. But the ink was bold, and the name hit like a scream in a quiet room. I folded it back up and pretended I never saw it.Pretended a lot of things.But pretending only worked for so long.It happened again that morning. Another envelope.
Chapter Thirty-Six Ardyn I woke up still aching, sore in all the best ways. My legs tangled in sheets that still smelled like Caelum, the faintest ache between my thighs a reminder of everything he did to me in the car last night. We didn’t talk after. He just carried me upstairs, silent, cradling me like something fragile. And I let him, too tired to ask what was twisting inside his chest. The mansion had moods. I used to think it was my paranoia, the way the walls creaked differently depending on who was home, the way the hallways felt colder when Caelum avoided me. But today... today it felt like something was watching. Not someone. Something. Caelum had left early, muttering something about a call with an estate attorney. He kissed my shoulder before he left. Said, "Don’t wait up." I waited anyway. Sort of. I wandered. It wasn’t boredom, not really. It was more like... a pulse under my skin. An itch I couldn’t scratch. After the party, after the exhibitionist moment in th
Chapter Thirty-FiveArdyn's Pov I dreamed of a different life last night.It wasn’t the mansion or the brothel. It wasn’t Caelum or anything in between. It was just... me. Standing barefoot in a quiet apartment, the windows cracked open, sunlight pouring in. I was making coffee. There was no collar around my throat. No ghosts in the corners. No eyes watching me like I was something to own.I woke up aching. Not from pain, not even from Caelum’s absence beside me. But from longing.Sometimes I forget I had dreams before all this. Stupid ones, like becoming a baker, or moving to Florence. Sometimes I wonder if the girl I used to be would even recognize me now.I rolled over and stared at the ceiling.He walked in a minute later, dressed in all black, already holding two coffee mugs. “You were frowning in your sleep.”“Maybe I was dreaming of better men.”He set the mugs down, leaned over me, and kissed my forehead. “Impossible.”I hated how easy he made it to forgive him. How his voice
Chapter Thirty-four ArdynI hadn’t cooked a damn thing in years. Not properly. Not without someone barking orders behind me or slapping my hand away when I reached for the salt. But that morning, I woke up with a ridiculous idea in my head: I wanted to cook for him.Caelum.The man who’d once called me a plaything. The same one who now, somehow, kissed me like I mattered and held me like I wouldn’t break.I wanted to do something real. Something soft. Something normal. So I grabbed my phone, searched "easy romantic dinners," and watched three YouTube videos with shaky camera angles and perky American voices before deciding on a spicy shrimp pasta that looked way more doable than it actually was.First problem? I didn’t have half the ingredients.So I threw on a hoodie, tied my hair back, and slipped out the front gates, heart pounding like I was breaking a rule.Halfway down the street, as I debated which store even sold paprika, I heard that voice."Domestic looks good on you."My s
Chapter Thirty-ThreeCaelumMirelle slammed the crystal tumbler onto the edge of my desk. Whiskey spilled down her wrist, but she didn’t flinch. Just stood there in that tailored silk robe like she owned the place—like she owned me."Still playing house with your little maid?"I didn’t look up.She walked around the desk slowly, fingers trailing across the edge. "She’s not even special, Cael. You just need someone to control. And she lets you because she doesn’t know better."I set the pen down, finally meeting her gaze. "She’s more of a woman than you ever were."Mirelle blinked. Her painted lips twitched."You don’t mean that.""I do. And if you knew anything about me, you’d know I stopped lying to myself the day you disappeared."Her laugh was cold. "Don’t pretend I didn’t try to come back. You just made it impossible. You needed someone weaker."I stood."Leave.""You love me," she whispered, stepping closer. Her perfume filled my lungs like poison. "You always have. And you’ll ne