Rosie's POV
Weekends. Weekends are my thing.
The only time I truly get to rest, aside from Pack training, of course. Usually, it'd be just me and Ashton, planning how we'd waste our free time doing absolutely nothing or everything at once.
Speaking of Pack training... yeah, that's not happening today. Not because I don't want to go, but because i was fucking grounded.
All thanks to Xylus and his overprotective, fun-killing ass.
Xylus can be cool when he wants to be, but when it comes to parenting me? The guy is like some overbearing, grumpy old man trapped in the body of my brother.
And after last night? Yeah. I doubt I'll be allowed to breathe without supervision.
I still don't even know how to process it. It wasn't a dream. It happened.
I actually kissed Dominic. No, he kissed me.
Like, an actual, real-ass, hot as hell, toe-curling kiss. A shiver ran down my spine just thinking about it.
Fuck.
How the hell am I supposed to look Ashton in the eye now and tell him, "Hey, so, funny story your jerk of a brother and I totally made out last night."
Yeah. Not happening.
And Cassie? Goddess. Just the way she looked at me that night was enough to make my skin crawl. Her glare alone could've burned a hole straight through my skull.
I already knew I'd put myself in a tight spot.
She's Dominic's girlfriend, and trust me, she's got her little minions scattered all around, adhering onto her every word like she's some damn Luna.
And knowing how much of a bitch she is, I wouldn't put it past her to try to rip me apart during training.
Not that I'm scared of her. Please.
I just don't want more unnecessary drama in my life.
"Don't forget you're grounded. You stay in until I'm back," Xylus' voice echoed from downstairs.
I rolled my eyes so hard they practically touched the back of my skull. "Yeah, I
know..." I yelled back.
"Roll your eyes one more time, and I swear, I'm adding another forty-eight hours." He called back.
Oh, for fuck's sake.
The dude just knows me too well. And it's annoying as hell.
"Sorry," I muttered, even though I wasn't.
I didn't get to hear him reply, instead I heard the front door creak open, then shut, and I let out a breath. Finally. Silence.
Dragging my lazy ass out of bed, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror.
Yikes.
If "miserable" had a face, it would be mine. My hair was a disaster, my eyes looked like I hadn't slept in weeks, my face was kind of swollen from all the tossing and turning last night, and my lips. Fuck, they were still slightly swollen from last night.
I groaned, stomping into the bathroom. Spending extra time soaking in the bathtub, letting the warmth wash away the exhaustion pressing down on me.
Thirty minutes later, I was freshly showered, my face no longer looking like roadkill, and stuffing my mouth with the pancakes Xylus had left me on the counter and ate in silence.
He's always been a better cook than me. Maybe that's the price of being forced to play the parent role at such a young age.
Pack training lasted three hours. Which meant I still had a couple of hours to myself before the house was filled with people again.
With nothing else to do, I flopped onto my bed, sinking into the mattress, and grabbed my book. If I was going to be stuck in here, I might as well spend the day properly with some dark romance to keep me company.
Curled up against the pillows, I flipped open the worn-out pages, my eyes scanning the words like they were my lifeline.
The scene was intense.
The kind of shit that makes your breath hitch, your body heat up, your skin tingle, a tear rolling down your thighs, and your mind wander to places it probably shouldn't.
For the Moon Goddess' sake, I shouldn't even be reading this.
But what's the point of hiding it? It's my guilty pleasure.
And holy fuck, was it getting to me.
My fingers curled tighter around the book as my imagination started running wild.
Steel-blue eyes. Smug grin. That stupid, cocky-ass smirk. Well-toned muscles, and fuck. Those abs.
Those abs that made my fingers itch to trace every single inch.
Dominic.
Why the hell couldn't I get him out of my head?
The kiss. His hands. The way his tongue moved against mine slow, teasing, like he knew exactly what he was doing to me.
My breath hitched, my thighs pressing together on instinct.
I was so fucked.
Goddess, help me, because all I could think about was him.
His touch. His voice. That fucking look he gave me before everything turns out of control.
My hand moved on its own, trailing down my stomach, hesitating at my thigh as I let out a shaky breath.
What if it were him?
The thought alone sent a shiver racing down my spine, heat pooling between my legs. My eyelids fluttered shut, my head tipping back against the pillows.
A throat cleared behind me.
I froze.
FUCK.
My eyes snapped open. My entire body went rigid.
My mind raced.
Heart slamming against my ribs.
Should I hide the book? Oh ny the goddess, should I hide my hand?!
Slowly, so painfully slowly, I turned my head.
And there he was. My prince charming. My worst nightmare?
Dominic.
Leaning against my doorframe like he fucking owned the place. Arms crossed. Smug. Smirking.
Steel blue eyes burning with amusement.
Iam going to pass away.
"Enjoying yourself?" His voice was filled with amusement, smooth and cocky, and fuck, it only made things worse.
Kill me. Right now. Please.
Heat exploded across my face, my stomach plummeting straight to the core of the fucking earth.
I wanted to die.
"Nope!"
I squeaked, slamming the book shut so hard it almost flew out of my hands. "Nope, I was no enjoying myself! At all."
Dominic cocked an eyebrow, pushing off the doorframe as he took a slow, deliberate step forward.
I scrambled back against the headboard, my face burning.
ROSIEAshton. Ashton. Ashton.Am I actually going crazy? Is this what losing it feels like? Because I swear I can't get him out of my head. He's everywhere in my thoughts, in my lungs, still lingering on my skin like his cologne has branded me. And here I am, breathing him in like it's oxygen. What the hell is wrong with me?I've got the Ashton fever. It's official. How else do you explain me still tossing in bed two hours later, replaying last night's escapade only now, he's the big bad wolf, and I'm the hopelessly horny damsel begging to get eaten?I'm lying on my bed, eyes fixed on the ceiling, hoping sleep will come and do the rest.But either I'm dreaming... or hallucinating.Because why the hell am I back in that room again? "Call My Name" by JCalm pulses low from hidden speakers. And I'm twirling my legs around the cold metal pole, the heels on my boots digging into the platform. The leather grips the floor as I spin, slow and sultry, every movement deliberate. My head falls
RosieThere's only one word I can use to describe this: torture. Maybe even soft porn.Every scene playing out in front of me feels like it's been ripped from one of my dark romance books-the same ones I stash deep in my closet and read under the covers with trembling fingers. But never, not in a million fantasies, did I ever imagine I'd actually watch one play out live.I've spent countless cold nights curled beneath my sheets, fingers moving slowly over my slick folds, imagining some fictional alpha male whispering filth in my ear. But this... this is different.The woman on stage is now bent over, wrists strapped in place, and the man-God, he looks like a literal big bad wolf-starts whipping her ass with a belt. Her cries are a strange symphony: part whimper, part moan. And with every hard stroke, her back arches like she's offering herself more. When he's finally done, he peels off her bra, revealing pert, bouncing breasts with nipples so stiff they look like they ache to be touch
ROSIE One day, two, three, four, five... a whole week and I still haven't seen my best friend.Yes, he said he was going to give me space, but I didn't think it was going to last this long. Ella's family emergency-which is apparently her mom being in the hospital-has stopped her from driving me home. Plus, she leaves work super early now, which means I'm stuck with Xylus, who reminds me as often as he can to, "register for driving lessons."All through this, I've managed to pretend I'm okay and stop myself from barging into Ashton's house and kicking him in the balls for leaving me so lonely. And that's why I'm stuck at home on a beautiful Saturday weekend, sprawled on my bed while I snack on granola bars, Love Island playing on my laptop screen... how fulfilling.The video on my screen passes in a blur as I stare vacantly at the space beyond it."This sucks," I sigh, turning to lie on my belly. I'm about to shift into another restless position when a loud knock-bang-on the front doo
ROSIE Sometimes work can be an escapism and sometimes it's the other way around.The thought of Dominic, Ashton and all my problems is enough to make me embrace the ambience of Colors with open arms.I'm lucky to be an intern at Colors. I tell myself that every day life tries to sink its dirty claws deeper. I chant it like a pledge even when I don't need to, since it's the bloody truth in the end. Asides that, I also know I have to put in my best. You don't get to land your dream job every day.During lunch, Ella fills me in with office gossip that makes me abandon my half-eaten pizza, my mouth rounded into a perfect "O" as I listen. Goddess knows I don't know how I'd survive in Colors without her. Sure, I'm getting a once-in-a-lifetime here, but I'm not exactly surrounded by friendly people either.The more she talks and I laugh, the more my lips twitch, my problems dangling dangerously at the tip of my tongue. It's not fair Ashton and I have gone from best friends to only Goddess k
ROSIE"Can we enjoy the moment, Ashton?" I whispered slowly.I expected him to argue a bit. Next thing, his lips are all over mine again.Good boy. I'll think of an explanation later.I knew and totally understood his shock with the whole turn of event.I was beginning to enjoy this kiss for the next 40 seconds till he stopped."So what changed? What happened in the last few hours?" He asked. He needed answers.My free trials were over now. I didn't answer.What was I supposed to say?The silence came with us pulling our lips apart. One moment, Ashton was kissing me like I was the only thing that mattered. Like I was something precious. The next, he was pulling away, his hands dropping from my waist, his eyes laced with something raw and painful. Hurt. Confusion. Maybe even betrayal."Dominic." He whispered.What? How had he guessed right?The silence was crushing. He looked at me like he was trying to read something behind my eyes. Something hidden. Something ugly. His voice was
Ashton's POVRosie was storming off the pack house when I had bumped into her.My arms caught her before she could fall.She was shaking. I held her arms to steady her."Whoa there." I said with a soft grin. "Didn't expect to catch you running from detention like a fugitive."She blinked at me. "I... I didn't mean to... I was just..." She stammered.'You look like someone who survived her first detention." I said gently.I didn't ask questions. I felt that since this was the first time she's serving punishment, it could be very difficult.Unplanned, I swept her off her feet.We were bestfriends, of course, my job is to always lighten up the mood. "Ashton, what are you d-?". She gasped."Taking you somewhere safe." I chuckled. Obviously, my room. She didn't resist, good girl. She just relaxed. She trusted me.I had gotten to my room, after the stares of couple of stunned pack members who probably wondered what the hell was going on.My warm, cozy, dimly-lit room.I placed her gently