I manage to wipe away the smudged remnants of my makeup, my reflection in the bathroom mirror slowly transforming from ruined bride to something more acceptable. More presentable. More his. Thankfully, Hayden had somehow retrieved my clutch from my mother. It must’ve been passed through a quiet chain of hands because I certainly hadn’t seen her, only her expectations sewn into the seams of my dress. Inside the clutch, I find a few essential items: concealer, mascara, a compact. Not nearly enough to erase what just happened, but enough to cover it. I fix my hair, finger-combing it into something elegant again. My updo will never look the same, but it doesn’t have to. It just needs to be convincing. I smooth the silk of my dress, straighten my spine, and press my lips together until they stop trembling. The girl in the mirror looks like a woman now. A perfect wife. A flawless accessory.
I step out of the bathroom and find Hayden standing near the door, arms folded, gaze steady. He’s been guarding the room this entire time like it matters. Like I matter. He finishes murmuring into the mic clipped near his collar, probably reporting my location and then his eyes land on me. There’s a flicker of concern there, quiet and restrained, like he’s trying not to cross a line.
“Are you ready, Mrs. Moretti?” he asks. My lips part, and I can’t stop the whisper from escaping. “Please… just call me Ava.” He hesitates, shifting slightly on his feet. “Uh… Mr. Moretti wouldn’t like that.” I sigh, the weight of the name already heavy on my chest. “Then just when we’re alone?” A pause. Then he nods. “Okay, Ava.” The way he says it, like he’s letting me be human again for a moment makes something ache in my chest. But it disappears quickly. His jaw tightens as he taps the mic again. “Mr. Moretti is wanting you inside,” he says, the formality creeping back in. I swallow the bitterness that rises in my throat. The bile of dread and shame and exhaustion, all wrapped into one emotion I don’t have the luxury of naming.I nod silently. Hayden opens the door, stepping aside with a quiet gesture. I follow him through the hallway and around the building until we reach the grand dining hall. The music inside hums like a storm behind velvet-covered walls. When the doors open, it hits me all at once, the light, the sound, the wealth on display. The dining hall is a glittering spectacle. Crystal chandeliers hang from the ceiling like frozen constellations. Champagne flutes clink, laughter rolls in waves, and hundreds of well-dressed strangers swirl through the room like predators in a gilded jungle. I don’t know a single one of them and I don’t want to. In the center of it all stands Nico. My husband. He’s laughing, actually laughing, as he converses with a group of men in sharp suits, each of them older, powerful, exuding that same slick, dangerous charm that says they’ve never been told no in their lives. They don’t even glance at me as I approach. I step quietly to Nico’s side, my heels silent on the polished marble. He doesn’t acknowledge me with a look or a word. Just a hand. Possessive. Casual. It lands on the small of my back, pulling me into him like a final punctuation mark at the end of a sentence I didn’t get to write. I stand there, silent, held in place by his grip, his claim. He doesn’t introduce me. Doesn’t offer me to the group as his wife. I am simply there, worn like a piece of jewelry, shining, silent, owned and I play the part. Because in this world, a woman like me doesn’t speak first. She waits to be told when she can.
At some point, after the champagne has flowed freely and the room hums with idle gossip and thinly veiled power plays, Nico rises to his feet, his voice cutting cleanly through the noise.
“It’s time for dinner,” he announces, and just like that, conversation quiets, glasses still midair, as if his words hold weight over gravity itself. A quiet cue, and suddenly I’m being ushered forward by an older man in a tailored tuxedo I vaguely recognize from earlier. I don’t ask who he is. I don’t ask anything. I’m simply led, like cattle, toward a long, sleek table at the head of the room, stark white against a sea of gold and crimson décor. The chair beside Nico waits for me, too perfectly placed. Too final. I’m all but lowered into it by expectation alone. Nico stands beside me, towering, the embodiment of ease and command. A microphone is pressed into his hand by a server and he taps it twice, the soft static silencing the room with practiced authority. All heads turn. All eyes watch.“Friends, family,” he begins, his voice smooth, deep, calculated, “thank you for gathering here today to witness the joining of the Moretti and Campelli families. Together, we will achieve great things.”
A simple toast. Simple words. But not about love. Not about us. He raises his glass, and the crowd follows like puppets with strings tied to their wallets. A cheer erupts, but it’s not joy, it’s hunger. The kind of hunger that comes from men who see empires, not emotion. Wealth, not union. They don’t toast me. They toast what my name now buys them. I feel Nico’s eyes on me before I see them. He glances down, one brow arched when he notices my untouched champagne flute still resting on the table, perfectly full. His hand doesn’t move, but his body shifts just enough to lean closer, lips brushing the shell of my ear.“Drink, Ava,” he says low, the command soft but sharp enough to cut.
I force my hand to move, fingers grasping the stem of the crystal glass. I lift it to my lips and drink, the bubbles hissing against my tongue, my smile wide and fake enough to rival the diamonds around my neck. Good girl. Good wife. Dinner is served like clockwork, elegant, expensive, tasteless. I push the food around my plate, answering empty pleasantries with hollow nods. Nico says little to me, though his hand stays possessively close, occasionally grazing my arm or resting against the back of my chair in quiet warning. When the plates are finally cleared, the next charade begins. Rows and rows of guests approach us like pilgrims offering tribute to a false god. They hand over designer boxes, handwritten envelopes sealed with wax, and cloying words of congratulations that mean nothing and land even less. Each smile is practiced. Each hug a performance. Each blessing laced with expectation. I sit there, nodding, thanking them, forgetting names before they finish saying them. Nico accepts it all with a quiet nod and a smirk that doesn't quite reach his eyes, as though he's already tallying what he's gained tonight.And then, without warning, he stands again and turns to me, offering his hand.
“It is time for our first dance, wife,” he says. The word lands heavy between us. Wife. I stare at his outstretched hand, hesitation flickering like a live wire under my skin. Every nerve screams don’t go. Don’t touch him. Don’t perform for them again. But all I do is swallow and rise. Because that’s what’s expected. That’s what a Moretti wife does. She dances. Even if her soul is still bleeding.The house has quieted, the warmth of dinner fading into the soft hush of dishes clinking in the sink. I stand at the counter, slowly drying plates with a worn towel as Conner rinses each one beside me. The guys have retreated to their rooms or disappeared to do whatever it is Irish Mafia men do when they’re not acting like a sitcom family but the laughter lingers in the walls. In the scent of garlic still hanging in the air. In the soft hush of Conner’s movements beside me. I place another clean plate in the cabinet, my muscles aching in that bone-deep way, not from violence this time, but from the unraveling of something tight inside me. I didn’t even realize how badly I needed the silence to be this… gentle.“You don’t have to do this,” Conner murmurs. “I’ve got it.”“I need to move,” I say. “Helps keep my head quiet.”He doesn’t argue. Just hands me the next plate. When we’re done, he wipes his hands on a rag and turns to me. His voice is lower now, softer. “You need sleep.”I nod,
Wrapped in soft clothes Conner gave me, an oversized hoodie that smells like cedar and smoke, and clean cotton shorts. I pad barefoot down the hallway. The hardwood creaks softly beneath my feet as warmth and sound draw me forward. Laughter bubbles up from somewhere ahead, deep and unguarded, echoing off the walls like it belongs here. It sounds like safety. Like home. I stop just shy of the kitchen entrance, hand brushing the doorframe as I inhale. The scent hits first. Roasted garlic. Simmering tomatoes. Fresh basil crushed between someone's fingers not long ago. There’s warmth in the air, not just heat from the stove, but something deeper. Rich. Comforting. It smells like someone actually cares. Like effort. Like a memory I didn’t realize I missed until it clutched at something tender in my chest. My feet move of their own accord, carrying me into the glow of the kitchen. Conner stands at the stove, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a wooden spoon in one hand as he stirs a bubbling
AvaWarmth. It’s the first thing I register. Soft, slow, unfamiliar warmth cradling my limbs like sunlight through water. I don’t remember falling asleep. I don’t even remember getting here. All I remember is cold, the way it gnawed at my skin like teeth and then arms. Strong ones. Lifting me out of the dark. Now there’s warmth and a heartbeat. Not mine. I crack my eyes open, blinking against a soft, golden light. There’s a steady thrum beneath my cheek, a slow inhale under my fingers. I’m curled against a chest, bare, firm, breathing. My legs are tangled with someone else’s, and I’m wrapped in a blanket that smells like...Cedar. Bourbon and something darker. Something dangerous.“Conner,” I whisper, my throat scraping raw.He shifts instantly, as if he’s been awake the whole time, just pretending to sleep so I could feel safe. His arm tightens around my waist. He doesn’t speak right away, just lowers his head slightly, resting his cheek against the top of mine.“You’re okay,” he says
The whiskey burns, but it’s not enough. Nothing is. Not the silence that came after she was carried out. Not the slam of the basement door or the look Conner gave me like I was already dead. Not even the blood on my hands from punching the concrete wall downstairs when I realized...She doesn’t look at me the same. She might never again and I deserve it. I sit slumped in my chair, staring at the liquor in my glass like it might hold answers. It doesn’t. I don't even remember when I poured it. Maybe the third one. Or the fifth. I keep hearing her scream. Not words. Just pain. Raw, primal, animal and it wasn’t the basement that did that to her. It was me. I put her there. I made her think she had no one left. Even as she tried to protect me. I thought I was punishing a traitor. Turns out I was torturing my fucking wife and now she’s gone. Because no woman survives that kind of betrayal and comes back the same. Not for a man like me. Not after this. The glass tips. I pour another. This on
NicoThe office reeks of tension, of sweat, blood, and desperation masked with overpriced cologne and spilled bourbon. The overhead light flickers once. The laptop casts a sickly glow over the papers and drives strewn across the desk, across the floor, across the leather couch where I haven’t moved in... I don’t know how long. Ava’s voice echoes in the back of my skull.“Someone’s siphoning from the East accounts. It’s a backdoor.”I’d laughed in her face. Told her to stay in her lane. Turns out the only one running the right direction was her. The logs don’t lie. A transaction rerouted through a shell we dissolved six months ago. A safety protocol overwritten with a passkey only six of us have. My fingers fly across the keyboard again. I reopen the spreadsheet for the hundredth time. My eyes burn, dry from hours of not blinking enough. Of seeing the same trail. The same smoke Ava saw. And realizing too late that she was already burning when she handed me the match. Another offshore a
AvaThere’s no sound. Not even the hum of electricity. No light. No air movement. No ticking clock. Nothing. Just me. Me, and the dark. I don’t even hear the lock anymore. I don’t know how long it’s been since the door shut behind me. Minutes. Hours. Maybe days. Time doesn’t exist in here, not when you can’t measure it, not when your thoughts loop and stretch until the line between memory and hallucination starts to blur. The first few minutes, I screamed. Cried out, pounded the door with fists and feet and curses so sharp they tore my throat open. I think I threatened to kill him. Begged him. Wept. Raged. All of it and nothing happened. No one came. So I stopped. I lay on the freezing floor for a long time. Curled up, robe clutched tight around me, my bare legs numb against the concrete. I tried to keep my thoughts organized, to recite names, equations, dates from my father’s ledgers. Tried to give myself structure. Anchors. It didn’t work. Because that’s the thing about silence. Eve