"Whatever the job is, I’ll take it. The important thing is that I can get out of this place and earn a good salary," Alethea pleaded to her childhood friend, Callie.
“It’s not that easy, Alethea. I can’t just give you a job, especially one that takes you abroad,” Callie replied with a sad expression. “I have to make sure you get a good job and a decent employer. I don’t want you ending up with someone cruel or abusive. You have no idea how ruthless some rich people out there can be. Someone as naive as you would be easy prey for them,” Callie said, trying to calm her down. It wasn’t the first time Alethea had begged Callie—her schoolmate and the daughter of the owner of a labor placement agency—to help her find a job abroad or at least one far away from the small village where they lived. Alethea was desperate. She wanted to get away from her family—not because she didn’t love them, but because she was exhausted by her mother’s constant demands. She was tired of being both the scapegoat and the family’s cash cow. Alethea was always blamed for anything that went wrong at home. She was worn out from being the target of her mother’s endless criticisms, as if she’d never made any sacrifices for her family. She was also tired of being treated like a stepchild. It wasn’t that Alethea couldn’t be independent or didn’t want to find a job on her own. She had the courage to leave, but she knew courage alone wasn’t enough to survive in a big city. What she needed most to leave her hometown was money. Yes, money—the damn thing that always made her feel useless as a daughter. Money, money, money, which always seemed more valuable to her mother than anything else. Alethea had worked hard, doing her best within her abilities, but no matter how much she toiled, her efforts were never acknowledged. Even after all her hard-earned wages were taken by the woman who gave birth to her, her mother still accused her of hiding money. Worse, she treated Alethea as if she were a thief. It had been four years since Alethea graduated from high school, and during that time, she hadn’t been able to enjoy a single cent of her own salary. “This is all you got?” It was the same routine question Hera asked every time Alethea came home after receiving her salary. “You must be hiding part of your paycheck. Where are you keeping it? What did you spend it on?” The accusations were always followed by a search. Not just her bag, but her entire body was inspected by her mother, making Alethea feel like a thief. “For God’s sake, Mom, that’s all the salary I earned this month,” Alethea would say, over and over again. She didn’t even dare take a single bill from the money her employer gave her. She always handed over the envelope exactly as she received it, untouched. “Don’t lie to me. How could someone’s salary fluctuate like this? Last month, you brought home more than this,” Hera snapped, still not believing her. Alethea tried her best not to shout or curse at her mother for her distrust. She was already exhausted from work, and before she could even take a sip of water, her mother would bombard her with accusations and demands, knowing full well that today was payday. “Last month, the store’s sales were pretty high, which is why Mr. Sameer gave us a good bonus. But this month, sales were lower, so the bonus we received was smaller,” Alethea explained as simply as she could, though her mother still looked unconvinced. “This won’t be enough to cover expenses until next month,” Hera grumbled, sitting on the sofa. She kicked Alethea’s younger brother, who was lounging comfortably while watching TV, to make him change his position. “Every day, the price of necessities keeps going up. Do you think this money is enough?” she continued to complain. “That’s all the money I have, Mom. I can’t just go and ask Mr. Sameer to raise my salary,” Alethea said, her voice laced with exhaustion. She was tired of repeating the same sentence every time. “That’s why you need to be smarter, Thea. Take a bill or two from the cash register. He won’t notice if a little money goes missing. Or better yet, smuggle some groceries from his stock into my shopping bag when I come to the store. Add a little to the weight on the scale, or sneak in some other items into my bag,” her mother suggested with a twisted sense of advice. “Mom, that’s stealing,” Alethea reminded her. “It’s not stealing. It’s a bonus for all the hard work you’ve done for him. Imagine how hard it would be for him to manage the store all by himself.” “It’s not Mr. Sameer who would suffer, but me. If I’m caught stealing, he won’t hesitate to replace me. And if he finds out, he could throw me in jail, Mom,” Alethea argued back. “You won’t get caught if you’re smart about it. And when I give you advice, you should listen. What, just because you give me money, you think you have the right to talk back? Have you forgotten who raised you and cared for you all these years? Or are you planning to shirk your responsibilities to me? Do you want to be an ungrateful child?” her mother asked, her tone rising with frustration. “I’m not trying to be ungrateful, Mom. I’m just stating the facts,” Alethea replied, her voice weary. It wasn’t just physical exhaustion weighing her down; she was mentally drained as well. “If you won’t listen to me, then find a better-paying job than what that old Sameer gives you. If he can replace you that easily, then you should be able to find another job just as easily. "If you could earn more, I wouldn’t have to stress over what to cook for you all every day,” her mother added as she stood and walked toward her room. “This money you give me—it’s just a temporary loan,” she grumbled again. “Do you think I’m a servant who can be ordered around to cook your meals and wash your clothes whenever you like?” she continued to rant as Alethea sat in silence. “I’ll use this money to pay the electricity bill and your brother’s allowance, and in half a month, it’ll all be gone,” her mother muttered, still complaining as she disappeared into her room. And this wasn’t the first or second time Alethea had heard such discussions. It didn’t just come up every month when she handed over her paycheck to her mother. Her mother would bring it up every time she felt the need for money, always criticizing Alethea’s inability to earn more. It wasn’t as though Alethea hadn’t tried to support her family’s finances. She had put in the effort—what she believed to be considerable effort, if not extreme. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to earn a higher salary, but achieving that required qualifications she didn’t have. She wasn’t a college graduate who could land a prestigious office job. She was just a high school graduate with average grades and no special qualifications. There were other able-bodied people in their household, yet it was Alethea who bore the weight of supporting everyone. Her salary wasn’t just used to cover living expenses; it also went toward paying off debts—not her own, but those of her father, mother, and younger brother. And despite everything Alethea did, her efforts were still deemed insufficient in her mother’s eyes. To her mother, Alethea wasn’t working hard enough—she was still seen as lazy and unreliable."Pack up all of Shareeza's things," Sebastian ordered right after lunch."Papa?" Shareeza looked up at her father with pleading eyes. It was clear the little girl was reluctant to part with him. Alethea suspected that her reluctance had something to do with the pinch she had received earlier."Your mother is back, and you have to return to school," her father said, making the little girl's eyes well up with tears."I don't want to go home. I don't want to go to school. I just want to be with you," she said, still looking sad."Do you want to be a smart girl?" Sebastian asked, making Alethea suppress a quiet sigh.Why was "being a smart kid" always the go-to argument for adults whenever a child didn't want to go to school? Why didn't they ever ask why the child didn't want to go? A child refusing to attend school didn't automatically mean they were lazy or unintelligent. There could be a reason—a trigger—that made them reluctant to go. Maybe it was because they found the school environ
Alethea didn't clean herself in Sebastian's room because she felt unworthy. After wiping away her tears, she put her work clothes back on and tidied up the room as if nothing had happened. Once she was sure Sebastian's room was spotless, she took the soiled sheets out and headed straight for the laundry room.Fortunately, she didn't run into anyone inside the villa while she made her way to the storage area. Perhaps Helen had taken her place looking after Shareeza while she was away. As for Pierre, he would undoubtedly remain by Sebastian's side.After loading the laundry into the washing machine and turning it on, Alethea walked back to her room. Just like on the first night when Sebastian took her virginity, she scrubbed her body over and over again, washing herself harshly. But this time, she no longer cried.Sitting at her small vanity while drying her damp hair, Alethea studied her own reflection. Her face looked bare without any makeup. She appeared exhausted, with dark circles
"Don't you want to do it?" Sebastian asked when he didn't feel Alethea move, while the man's hand was still gently rubbing Alethea's back, seemingly coaxing."I-I've never done it, sir." Alethea answered honestly.She looked down, staring into Sebastian's eyes that seemed to be looking back at her even though she knew he could not see. Her gaze ended at Sebastian's pink lips and Alethea swallowed nervously."Just do as you wish." Sebastian said still in a coaxing tone while his thumbs began to move to rub the outer area of Alethea's breasts.Alethea bit her lower lip, but slowly lowered her head. Either afraid of Sebastian's tantrum or curious about the sensation, Alethea pressed her lips against his.It felt warm, and soft. Then, with curiosity, Alethea starts to kiss Sebastian's thin upper lip and suck on it. Sebastian's fingers squeezed Alethea's back impatiently.Moving her head to the other side, Alethea's lips take over Sebastian's lower lip. Sebastian held back his impatient mo
Sebastian's words lingered in Alethea's mind, making it impossible for her to enjoy dinner. Anxiety and dread gnawed at her, filling her thoughts with uncertainty about what the night had in store for her.Dinner passed in a blur. Alethea couldn't even recall what she had talked about with Shareeza. Her heart pounded harder every time she noticed the food on Sebastian and Shareeza's plates slowly disappearing."I'll take care of it," Helen said when Alethea reached for the dishes. Alethea looked at the older woman as if asking for permission to handle the cleanup, but Helen simply shook her head."There's no point in stalling. You already know where you'll end up," she said with a faint smile.Taking a deep breath and trying to hold back tears, Alethea made her way to Shareeza's bedroom. Sebastian was already there, sitting at the edge of the bed while Shareeza was wrapped snugly in her cartoon-themed blanket."Good night," the little girl said, surprisingly not asking Alethea to read
Alethea accompanied Shareeza as she played in the afternoon. Since Sebastian had forbidden them from playing on the grassy yard for fear that there might be another snake, they spent the afternoon in the living room, playing traditional games that Pierre had taken out from storage."What is this?" Shareeza asked when she saw a dark blue plastic congklak board in Pierre's hands."This is called congklak, Miss," Alethea informed her."Ohh..." she responded, nodding as if she understood. "And this?" she asked, pointing at a clear plastic bag filled with dried seeds."These are dried soursop seeds. Do you know soursop, Miss? The fruit with green skin and white flesh?" Alethea tried to explain. The little girl frowned and shook her head."Does it taste good?" she asked curiously."It's delicious. It's sweet but sometimes a little sour. It's usually great for making juice, syrup, or mixed into shaved ice desserts." Thinking about soursop suddenly made Alethea crave sweet and tangy soursop j
Alethea stepped out of the bathroom after hearing an impatient knock from outside—it was Helen."Was your stomach so bad that you had to occupy the bathroom all by yourself?" Helen asked curtly, eyeing Alethea, who still looked pale."Sorry," Alethea murmured weakly as she stepped out and held the door open."No need to apologize. I just need to use the toilet." Helen pushed past Alethea to enter. "Oh, and I've reheated your lunch. Eat it before it gets cold again. You know I hate wasting food," she added before closing the door and locking herself inside.Alethea took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, a faint smile forming on her lips.Even though Helen often spoke in a cold or even sharp tone, her actions clearly showed care. Alethea felt grateful, even if she never had the courage to say it out loud.She walked over to the bar table, where a steaming plate of rice and a large piece of spicy chicken sat alongside a glass of warm water.Sitting down, she pulled the plate closer, prep