Mag-log inLYRA'S POV
I should have known better than to go home. But where else could I go? I had no money, no plan, nowhere to sleep. The human city was still miles away, and night was falling fast. So I'd turned toward the one place I'd sworn I'd never return to. My family's house sat on the edge of pack territory, a small, rundown building that had seen better days. The yard was overgrown with weeds, the porch sagging under years of neglect. I stood at the gate, my suitcase heavy in my hand, trying to gather the courage to walk up that path. I hadn't seen my family in two years. Not since I'd moved into the omega housing to get away from them. From him. My father's truck was in the driveway. My stomach turned. Maybe this was a mistake. Maybe I should just keep walking, sleep in the forest, figure something else out. But my feet were screaming, my back ached, and the nausea was getting worse. I needed rest. Just for one night. Then I'd leave and never come back. I pushed open the gate and walked up the path. The front door opened before I could knock. My mother stood there, older and more worn than I remembered. Her hair had more grey in it, her face more lines. She looked at me with no warmth, no welcome. "Lyra." "Hi, Mom." "What are you doing here?" "I need a place to stay. Just for tonight." She didn't move from the doorway. "Your father won't like that." "Please. I'll be gone in the morning." She studied me for a long moment, her eyes dropping to my stomach as if she could see through my clothes to the secret growing there. "Fine. One night." She stepped aside, and I walked into the house I'd grown up in. Nothing had changed. The same worn furniture, the same stained carpet, the same smell of cigarettes and alcohol that had permeated every corner of my childhood. My younger brother,Corbin, sat on the couch watching TV. He glanced up when I entered, his expression unreadable. "Lyra's staying the night," my mother said flatly. Corbin nodded and returned to the TV without a word. I climbed the stairs to my old room, my suitcase bumping against each step. The room was exactly as I'd left it. Small bed, empty dresser, a window that looked out over the woods. All my childhood things had been thrown away years ago. I set my suitcase down and collapsed onto the bed, exhaustion washing over me in waves. Just one night. Then I'd figure out what to do next. I must have dozed off because I woke to the sound of heavy footsteps on the stairs. My father's voice boomed through the thin walls. "Where is she?" My heart began to race. "In her room," my mother replied. "I told you, she just needs—" "I don't care what she needs!" The door to my room slammed open. My father stood there, his face red with anger, smelling like whiskey. He was a big man, broad-shouldered and intimidating, with cruel eyes that had terrified me as a child. They still did. "Dad..." "Don't." He stalked into the room. "Don't you dare call me that. You don't get to show up here after two years and act like you're still part of this family." I sat up slowly, trying to make myself small. "I'm sorry. I just needed a place to stay for one night." "Why? What happened?" I hesitated too long. His eyes narrowed. "You got yourself in trouble, didn't you?" "No, I..." "Don't lie to me!" He moved closer, looming over me. "I heard the rumors. Heard you got fired from the pack house. Heard you were spreading lies about the Alphas." My blood went cold. "Who told you that?" "Does it matter?" He grabbed my arm, yanking me to my feet. "Is it true? Are you pregnant?" I tried to pull away. "Let go..." "Answer me!" "Yes!" The word burst out of me. "Yes, I'm pregnant. Are you happy now?" His face went purple with rage. Then his hand connected with my face. The slap sent me sprawling back onto the bed, my cheek exploding with pain. I tasted blood where my teeth had cut the inside of my mouth. "You stupid, worthless girl!" he roared. "You've brought shame on this family!" "It wasn't my fault—" "It's always your fault!" He advanced on me again. "You think I don't know what you are? An omega whore, just like your mother. Spreading your legs for anyone who looks at you." "That's not true!" "Then who's the father?" He grabbed my hair, forcing me to look at him. "Tell me. Who knocked you up?" I couldn't speak. Couldn't breathe. Pain radiated from my scalp where he gripped my hair. "An Alpha?" He laughed bitterly. "Is that what you're going to claim? That some Alpha fucked you? Nobody would believe that. Nobody would want you." Tears streamed down my face. "Please, Dad. You're hurting me." "Good." He released me suddenly, and I collapsed back onto the bed. "You need to get rid of it." I looked up at him through my tears. "What?" "The baby. Get rid of it. Tomorrow. I'll take you to a human clinic—" "No." The word was quiet but firm. His expression darkened. "What did you say?" "I said no." I sat up straighter despite my shaking limbs. "I'm keeping this baby." "You don't have a choice." "Yes, I do. It's my body. My child." "You're not bringing a bastard into this house!" "I'm not staying in this house!" I stood up, my legs unsteady. "I'm leaving. Tonight. Right now." "The hell you are." He moved to block the door. "You'll do what I tell you." "Get out of my way." "Or what?" He sneered. "What are you going to do, little omega? Fight me?" My mother appeared in the doorway, her face pale. "Richard, maybe we should..." "Stay out of this!" Corbin was there too now, watching from the hallway with the same empty expression he always had. "Please," I said, my voice breaking. "Just let me go. You'll never have to see me again." "You're right about that." My father's voice dropped to something cold and dangerous. "Because if you leave here with that thing inside you, you're not my daughter anymore. You're nothing. Do you understand? Nothing." I grabbed my suitcase, my hands shaking so badly I could barely grip the handle. "I understand." I pushed past my mother and Corbin, practically running down the stairs. My father's voice followed me. "You walk out that door, you're dead to me! Dead to all of us!" I didn't stop. I didn't look back. I burst out into the night, the cool air hitting my tear-stained face. Behind me, I heard my father still shouting. My mother crying. Corbin's silence. I ran. Down the path, through the gate, into the street. I didn't stop running until my lungs burned and my legs gave out. When I finally collapsed against a tree, gasping for breath, I realized I was sobbing. Not for my father's rejection—I'd expected that. Not for losing my family—I'd lost them long ago. But for the sheer crushing weight of being completely, utterly alone. No pack. No family. No one. I pressed my hand to my stomach, feeling the warmth there, the promise of life. "I'm sorry," I whispered. "I'm so sorry you're stuck with someone like me. Someone nobody wants. Someone nobody loves." The baby didn't respond, of course. Too small, too new. But I felt something shift inside me anyway. Not movement—too early for that—but something else. A determination. A fury. I would prove them all wrong. Every single one of them. I would survive this. Build a life. Become someone. And when I did, when I finally had everything they said I'd never have— They would all regret the day they threw me away.I stared at the thick cream envelope in my hands like it might vanish if I blinked too hard.The return address read: *University of California, San Francisco – School of Medicine, Office of Admissions.*My fingers trembled so badly the paper rattled. Aria was asleep in the next room, her little chest rising and falling under the faded quilt I’d bought secondhand last winter. The apartment was quiet except for the soft hum of the refrigerator and the occasional creak of the old building settling. It was just past midnight. I’d waited until she was down for the night before I let myself open the mailbox, because I didn’t trust my knees if the answer was no.I slid my thumbnail under the flap. The seal gave with a tiny, satisfying tear.One sheet of heavy letterhead. One paragraph.*Dear Ms. Lyra Hart,**We are delighted to inform you that you have been accepted to the University of California, San Francisco School of Medicine for the incoming class of…*I didn’t make it past the word *
LYRA'S POVFourth year of medical school changed everything.Not just academically,thhough the rotations were intense and the residency applications consumed my life.But personally.Bryan stopped being just a friend.It happened gradually, so gradually I almost didn't notice until we were already there.A hand held a moment too long.Looks that lasted just a beat too much.Touches that made my skin warm.The careful dance of two people who wanted something but were afraid to reach for it.Until one night in October, when everything shifted.I'd been on call for thirty-six hours straight. I was exhausted, running on caffeine and adrenaline, and I'd just lost a patient—a young man who'd come in with chest pain that turned out to be a massive heart attack. We'd tried everything, but he'd died on the table.I was sitting in the hospital stairwell, trying not to fall apart, when Bryan found me."Hey," he said softly, sitting down beside me. "I heard about your patient. I'm sorry.""He was
LYRA'S POVI met Bryan on the worst day of my second year.The patient was twenty-three. Twenty weeks pregnant. She'd come in with cramping and bleeding, hope still bright in her eyes even as I took her vitals."The baby's fine, right?" she'd asked. "This is normal, right?"I'd smiled and said all the right things while my stomach twisted into knots.It wasn't normal.Two hours later, after the ultrasound confirmed no heartbeat, after the doctor delivered the news, after her screams echoed down the hallway—I'd excused myself and barely made it to the stairwell before my legs gave out.I sank onto the cold steps, pressing my palms against my eyes.Twenty weeks.The same gestational age when I'd almost lost Aria. When the contractions had started and wouldn't stop. When the doctors had told me the baby might not make it.But Aria had made it. Had fought. Had survived.This woman's baby hadn't."Hey."I looked up sharply. A man stood at the landing above me, tall, light brown hair, weari
LYRA'S POVThe acceptance letter arrived on a Tuesday.State University School of Medicine.I stared at the words until they blurred, my hands trembling so badly I nearly dropped the paper."Mama, what's that?" Aria asked from her coloring book. She was five now, dark hair falling past her shoulders, eyes that shifted between blue and gold when she forgot to hide it."A letter from the doctor school.""Open it!"I tore open the envelope with shaking fingers.*We are pleased to inform you that you have been accepted...*The rest disappeared as tears filled my eyes. Six years of clawing my way up from nothing. Six years of proving everyone wrong. And now—"I got in," I whispered. "I'm going to be a doctor."Aria squealed and launched herself at me. I caught her, laughing and crying at the same time.We'd done it.---Medical school was hell.Within the first week, I understood why half the students dropped out. The reading was endless. The exams were brutal. The pressure was suffocating
LYRA'S POV Drop off at daycare. Work eight hours. Pick up. Home. Feed her. Study while she napped. Feed her again. Sleep for a few hours. Repeat.It was exhausting.But it was working.At three months, Aria started smiling. Real, genuine smiles that lit up her whole face.At four months, she laughed for the first time a bubbly, joyful sound that made my heart explode.At five months, she started showing more wolf signs. Her eyes flashed gold regularly now. Sometimes, when she got excited, I could feel the pulse of her power.I kept it hidden. Told no one. Not even Dr. Chen, who'd become like a father figure to me.At six months, I finished my first semester of community college with straight A's."I'm impressed," my academic advisor said. "Working full-time, single mother, and still maintaining a 4.0. That's remarkable.""Thank you.""Have you thought about your long-term goals?""Medical school. I want to be a doctor."She nodded slowly. "It's going to be difficult. But if anyone ca
LYRA'S POVLabor was nothing like the books described.It wasn't beautiful or magical or empowering.It was agony.Eighteen hours of contractions that felt like my body was tearing itself apart. Eighteen hours of breathing exercises that did nothing. Eighteen hours of being alone in a hospital room with only nurses checking in periodically.No mother to hold my hand.No partner to whisper encouragement.No pack to celebrate with me.Just me and the pain."You're doing great," the nurse said during hour fourteen. Her name was Paula, and she'd been kind throughout my entire pregnancy. "Only a few more centimeters.""I can't," I gasped. "I can't do this.""You can. You are." She wiped my forehead with a cool cloth. "That baby is almost here."But it took four more hours.Four more hours of pushing and screaming and crying.And then suddenly—A sharp, bright cry filled the room."It's a girl!" the doctor announced. "A beautiful, healthy girl."A girl.I had a daughter.They placed her on
LYRA'S POVBy week eight, everything was falling apart.The training program was ending, which meant my stipend would stop. The shelter had a three-month limit, and I was approaching it fast. And my pregnancy was becoming impossible to hide.I was twelve weeks along now, and while I was still small
LYRA'S POVThe human city was a nightmare of noise and chaos.Cars honked constantly. People rushed past without looking at each other. Buildings towered so high they blocked out the sky. The air smelled wrong, exhaust and garbage instead of pine and earth.I stood at the bus station with my single
KAEL'S POVThe young man who entered Riven's study looked like a ghost of Lyra. Same delicate features, same grey eyes, but where hers had held warmth and hope, his held only hollow resignation.Corbin Hart. I recognized him from pack records, though I'd never paid much attention to the omega famil
LYRA'S POV By week twenty, I'd completed my GED and enrolled in community college classes. Two classes, both online, both at night after my hospital shifts.It was brutal.Work eight hours. School four hours. Sleep maybe five hours. Repeat.My body ached constantly. My back hurt from being on my f







