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What Dreams Leave Behind

Author: S.A Akinola
last update Last Updated: 2025-12-22 18:42:45

LYRA

The strangest part isn’t the emptiness.

It’s the silence.

I wake without the soft disorientation that used to follow sleep—the fading images, the emotional residue, the sense that something private had just brushed against me and slipped away. Now there’s nothing to shake off.

No warmth.

No fear.

No half-remembered symbols clinging to my ribs.

Just consciousness snapping cleanly into place, like a switch flipped by someone else’s hand.

Cain notices immediately.

“You didn’t drift back,” he murmurs. “Usually you linger for a second.”

“I don’t have anywhere to linger from,” I say.

The words sound calm. Reasonable.

They scare me anyway.

The heart between us beats slow and full, like something digesting. Not strained. Not hungry.

Processing.

I close my eyes experimentally.

Nothing waits for me there.

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  • Bound to the Alpha Who Killed Me    What Dreams Leave Behind

    LYRAThe strangest part isn’t the emptiness.It’s the silence.I wake without the soft disorientation that used to follow sleep—the fading images, the emotional residue, the sense that something private had just brushed against me and slipped away. Now there’s nothing to shake off.No warmth.No fear.No half-remembered symbols clinging to my ribs.Just consciousness snapping cleanly into place, like a switch flipped by someone else’s hand.Cain notices immediately.“You didn’t drift back,” he murmurs. “Usually you linger for a second.”“I don’t have anywhere to linger from,” I say.The words sound calm. Reasonable.They scare me anyway.The heart between us beats slow and full, like something digesting. Not strained. Not hungry.Processing.I close my eyes experimentally.Nothing waits for me there.

  • Bound to the Alpha Who Killed Me   The Hunger That Learns

    LYRAThe first thing it takes is sleep.Not violently.Not all at once.Just… piece by piece.I notice it when my thoughts begin to blur around the edges, when resting beside Cain no longer quiets my mind but sharpens it. The bond stays calm—too calm—like a held breath that never releases.The heart beats.Steady.Neutral.Watching.I close my eyes.The moment my awareness dips, pressure blooms behind my sternum—not pain, not fear. A subtle tightening, like fingers curling inward.My eyes snap open.Cain is already awake.I feel the question in him before he speaks it.“It didn’t let you drift,” he murmurs.“No,” I whisper. “It tightened when I stopped paying attention.”The Devourer doesn’t speak.It doesn’t need to.It’s learned a new lever.CAINStarving a predator doesn’t make it weaker.It makes it smarter.The Devourer stops reaching for the obvious—fear, lust, separation. Those are noisy now. Easy to detect. Easy to deny.So it goes quiet.It starts working in gaps.Moments bet

  • Bound to the Alpha Who Killed Me   The Shape of Obedience

    CAINObedience, I realize, isn’t submission.It’s predictability.The Devourer doesn’t want us broken, it wants us readable. Every time we panic, every time we cling or recoil without thinking, it feeds. Not just on emotion, but on certainty. Cause and effect. Stimulus and reward.So I stop reacting.I sit with Lyra, close enough that the bond doesn’t tighten, far enough that it doesn’t purr. Our shoulders touch, not pressed, not pulled away. Neutral.The heart beats.Once.Twice.No punishment.No pleasure.Just awareness.Lyra notices instantly. I feel the shift in her focus like a breeze changing direction.“It didn’t…” she murmurs. “It didn’t respond.”“No,” I say quietly. “Because we didn’t give it anything it could use.”The third thread hums, faintly displeased.Good.I test again.I don’t look at Lyra.Not away, elsewhere. I keep my body angled toward her, my breath synced with hers, but I let my attention drift to the forest. To the weight of the earth beneath us. To the smel

  • Bound to the Alpha Who Killed Me   The Rules of the Cage

    LYRAThe worst realization comes quietly.Not with pain.Not with fear.With clarity.The heart between us isn’t just reacting anymore.It’s observing.I feel it in the subtle adjustments—the way the pressure eases when Cain’s hand rests at my waist, the way it tightens when my thoughts drift too far from him. It isn’t punishing randomly.It’s measuring.“Cain,” I whisper, barely moving my lips. “Don’t… don’t pull away. Just—stay where you are.”He stiffens slightly, then stills. His breath evens out a fraction.The heart responds.Not with relief.With interest.I swallow. “It’s learning us.”His jaw tightens. “I know.”Because I feel it too—through him. His mind mapping sensations like terrain. Alpha instinct turning terror into strategy.The Devourer doesn’t interrupt.That scares me more than when it speaks.CAINPredators that talk too much are careless.This one isn’t.It let us hurt ourselves.It let us try to escape.Now it’s watching what we do next.I lower myself carefully,

  • Bound to the Alpha Who Killed Me   The Distance That Kills

    CAINI take one step away from her.Just one.It feels like tearing muscle from bone.The heart inside my chest spasms—not pain, not yet, but shock. A sudden arrhythmia that makes my vision blur and my wolf snarl in confusion.Lyra gasps behind me.I don’t turn.I can’t.Because if I see her face when this happens, I don’t know if I’ll survive it.“Stay there,” I say hoarsely. “Just—don’t move.”My second step lands harder.The forest seems to tilt.The bond stretches—not like a cord, but like tissue. Living. Sensitive. Wrong. I feel it thinning between us, pulled too far, too fast.The heart stutters.Once.Twice.Then—pain.White-hot, blinding, detonating straight through my sternum like a blade punched inward.I drop to one knee with a roar I can’t stop.Lyra screams my name.And the Devourer—laughs.Ah.There it is.Distance.LYRAThe moment he steps away, something inside me tears.Not emotionally.Physically.My knees buckle. My lungs forget how to breathe. My vision tunnels, s

  • Bound to the Alpha Who Killed Me   When the Heart Begins to Hunt

    CAINThe heart beats.And then it leans.Not forward.Not toward Lyra.Toward something else.I feel it like a shift in gravity—subtle, unmistakable. The shared pulse inside my chest changes cadence, not faster or slower, but attentive. Like a predator catching scent.I freeze.Lyra feels it too. I know because her breath catches in the same instant mine does, because the bond tightens like a drawn wire.“Cain,” she whispers. “It’s… listening.”The forest answers with silence.Too much silence.Even the insects have gone still.The Devourer doesn’t speak. It doesn’t need to. The third thread hums with a low, satisfied resonance, as if to say watch.The heart beats again.Harder.And my head turns—without my permission.My gaze snaps to the treeline.My wolf surges, hackles rising, teeth aching

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